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Thursday, July 23, 2009

wonder y i cant seem 2 be able 2 get into my "new post" page when im at home n yet i can do it here in sgh.. hmmm.....

A LOT of thing had happen 2 me tis few weeks... wanted 2 cry but my tears seem 2 had dry up... no tears r comin out of my eyes no matter hw sad n depress i feel.... im gettin more n more tired n numb of everythin regardless of it's my personal life, workin life.. every single thing in my life r like in a mess nw... but thanks god tis daes my family things r much settle.. or i wun know wat 2 do.. i might jus break down...

well... no matter wat life mus still go on.... i donno hw long i can stand tis... but well, who know wat will happen in e end? maybe, jus maybe in e end things might be better or i might be able e cope it le.... i will jus try my best 2 pray n look at e better side..

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
12:33 AM

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Monday, June 29, 2009

jus changed my blog skin again... i like my last blog skin veri much.. but ytd than jus get 2 know tat it's too small to view when i'm usin sgh com... hmmm... maybe because my com at home i set it as 1028x750 so it's actualli bigger at home, big enough 2 read clearly when compare 2 ytd when i used sgh com... it's so small lo e words.. so decided 2 change it as i'm thinkin maybe others hu r viewin my blog may has tis same prob too... as i donno hw 2 change though e template... so do let me know hw tis blog skin is it easiler 2 read...

tis may sound a bit stupid... but i donno y quite a no of people is saein tat i look quite emo tis daes... well.. i'm nt realli sad or actin emo.. jus havin a feelin like i'm lost someway in my life n i'm nt sure wat am i suppose 2 do nw n wat i'm doin nw is right.... jus havin tis strange feelin... hmmmm.....

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
7:54 PM

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Sunday, June 28, 2009

knew i told ying tat i will take off e link long time ago.. but onli did till nw cause i never came 2 blog.. haha..

had been wonderin about sth 4 quite long... than nw i finalli found out sth that make me feel stupid 2 be bothered by it.. it is: y do i need 2 keep thinkin is it realli tat bad tat "it" happen 2 me when u r actualli doin it 2?

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
12:50 AM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

Monday, June 08, 2009

my heart is realli breakin apart wid tis decision... but i can't stand tis anymore... sorri... i guess i'm neither a good friend nor a lover.... i jus a foolish person hu think tat i'm mature enough 2 decide on my stuff but in e end i jus make a mess out of myself n by lossin sth precious 2 me tat i dun know will i get it back..... but pls believe in me in one thing, tat's i realli wish i dun need 2 make tis decision....

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
8:58 PM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

accidently press wrongly n it deleted my last port... haix... donno hw 2 recover it back... any1 knows can help me??

anyway think gonna be quite busy tis few weeks as my first 3 months probation reachin e end... quite scared donno wat sister will sae about me n donno hw e staff in 55a feel about it.... hope tat 's no much bad comment....

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
5:40 AM

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