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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Ya... i finalli found moi wallet back last week... thanks god and thank the good guy hu return it back even though i donno hu tat..

haix.. tiz few daes veri stress due to de ica thing.. tml had 2 present le but our group still haven got eveything ready yet... haix... headache sia..... haix.... arh!!!!!

tiz few daes i also had been thinkin should i start thinkin of havin a bf?? maybe tat will be good 4 me.. but........ haix... no feelin lei..... still waitin... deep down in moi heart i got a feelin tat even me myself donno n it stoppin me from havin a bf.. could it be??? haix... i realli donno.. i realli in a mess nw... haix.. just wish nth else will happen at tiz point of time.....

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11:56 AM

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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

how did tiz things happen??? arh... wat did i done wrong... i lost moi wallet just now in worst!!! n the worst thing is tat moi ic is in it.. 2gether with moi others things.. how am i goin 2 tell mummy about tis?? lost ic had 2 go give a police report de.. n nust cost $200 2 replace a new 1... de strangest thing is i dun remember puttin down it in de room i last remember holdin it.. n when i'm in de toliet de wallet is not wid me le.. where could it be?? pls pls pls let me find it back... pls... now i onli can pin moi hope tat some1 will find it n give it 2 de office so i can collect it back... pls allow me 2 find it back...

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11:39 AM

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

missin him nw.. lol.. jk.. actually i'm avoidin him.. but it seem tat he will never find out about it.. he is a idoit.. but i'm worst cause even from e start i knew we can never be 2gether n i still fell in... n nw thing get worst i had 2 avoid him... haix.... but e onli gud thing is tat it just a crush....

## Missin u... but u will never know as it will be kept in de bottom of moi heart as a secret...... 4ver n ever..... ##

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8:30 PM

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Friday, May 19, 2006

4get wat i sae just now... i'm crazy le.. just because i'm too stress than i start talkin all tis stupid thing... Gees wat i'm thinkin man..... haix.. sia liao.. realli too stress le... n also feelin veri tired... lol.. so start thinkin stupid thing le.. haix....

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11:26 AM

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haix... donno wat 2 do nw.. so confuse. just when tat thing haven settle yet more things r happenin..

never told any1 tat i had tis blog.. dun ask me y just dun feel like saein..

these few days i keep thinkin about wat had happened in de past.. lol.. actually cannot sae in tis way.. it had never left from my heart even a day.. it alwae had been there.. i know i should not be thinkin about it.. it nt right but i just can't stop it e more i wan 2 4get e more i keep thinkin about it.. n i know i can't blame any1 it all my fault i'm de 1 which started it and harm every1 around me.. de only feelin tat i can have is guilty nth else.. i cannot let any1 feel tat i'm pitiful or even feel tat way 4 myself..

i'm nt a angel!! i'm a devil!

i'm nt wat i seem 2 be like..

i'm a veri sinful gurl.. n i know it from e bottom of my heart.. so no 1 nt even myself should even pity me.. yes tat should be wat i feel.. i should be glad tat i can make amend nw.. i can't think about it any more i'm nt de victim in de event.. i'm nt.. so i cannot have tat feelin anymore.. MEI WEI STOP ACTIN TIZ WAY!!

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11:05 AM

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

haix... nw still at sch havin break.. but there still 2h before moi last lesson start.. later after sch had 2 go SU n help out wid de kelly poon concert.. she comin 2 our school!!! ya!! hope i can get de ticket 2 c her 2... ('__~) lol.. anyway tat y i went 2 go help them....

but 4 now i'm really feelin darn bored sia.. there no 1 2 chat 2.. haix.... missin u guys.. {those i knew} Oh.. ya.. i saw kai xiang just now.. even thought i didn't wan 2 sae but she turn pretty le.. people really change veri fast just like how time pass by...

gee.. y do i alwae feelin veri moodly tiz feel daes?? hmmm... i just can't figure out y.. haix... n every1 around me is like kana moi mood swing n got shout or scold by me... i really never mean tat way.. but somehow moi mood is expressin me in tat way... hmmmm.......... stange.........

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11:44 AM

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Y do i have tiz feelin whenever i come 2 think of it?? could i sae it out? when will it be gone? am i bein 2 selfish? haix.... wat i'm thinkin man?? idoit me!! stop thinkin about it la.. i siao liao.. gees... nevermind dun care le..

Kind of misses moi sec sch lives.. miss moi Devoted 5.. so long we 5 never gather 2gether le.. hope can meet real soon..

Also had been 2 camp last fri 2 sun.. get 2 know a lot of new friends!! ("__")
Expresso RULEZ!!!! lol.. bbut now feelin veri tired.. lol..

Tml still got sch had 2 end here le.. wait cannot wake up tml.. :P

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7:25 PM

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