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11:05 AM
Friday, May 19, 2006
haix... donno wat 2 do nw.. so confuse. just when tat thing haven settle yet more things r happenin..
never told any1 tat i had tis blog.. dun ask me y just dun feel like saein..
these few days i keep thinkin about wat had happened in de past.. lol.. actually cannot sae in tis way.. it had never left from my heart even a day.. it alwae had been there.. i know i should not be thinkin about it.. it nt right but i just can't stop it e more i wan 2 4get e more i keep thinkin about it.. n i know i can't blame any1 it all my fault i'm de 1 which started it and harm every1 around me.. de only feelin tat i can have is guilty nth else.. i cannot let any1 feel tat i'm pitiful or even feel tat way 4 myself..
i'm nt a angel!! i'm a devil!
i'm nt wat i seem 2 be like..
i'm a veri sinful gurl.. n i know it from e bottom of my heart.. so no 1 nt even myself should even pity me.. yes tat should be wat i feel.. i should be glad tat i can make amend nw.. i can't think about it any more i'm nt de victim in de event.. i'm nt.. so i cannot have tat feelin anymore.. MEI WEI STOP ACTIN TIZ WAY!!
never told any1 tat i had tis blog.. dun ask me y just dun feel like saein..
these few days i keep thinkin about wat had happened in de past.. lol.. actually cannot sae in tis way.. it had never left from my heart even a day.. it alwae had been there.. i know i should not be thinkin about it.. it nt right but i just can't stop it e more i wan 2 4get e more i keep thinkin about it.. n i know i can't blame any1 it all my fault i'm de 1 which started it and harm every1 around me.. de only feelin tat i can have is guilty nth else.. i cannot let any1 feel tat i'm pitiful or even feel tat way 4 myself..
i'm nt a angel!! i'm a devil!
i'm nt wat i seem 2 be like..
i'm a veri sinful gurl.. n i know it from e bottom of my heart.. so no 1 nt even myself should even pity me.. yes tat should be wat i feel.. i should be glad tat i can make amend nw.. i can't think about it any more i'm nt de victim in de event.. i'm nt.. so i cannot have tat feelin anymore.. MEI WEI STOP ACTIN TIZ WAY!!
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11:05 AM
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