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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

haix... thing r nt goin in e smooth pace.. ytd ling was angry about nt able 2 do project n i had 2 play de com secretly.. nt lettin mummi know.. yanqi mum went in hospital.. luckly she got well le.. haix... feelin tat thing r nt goin in a good way.. hope thing will change 4 de better...

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12:14 PM

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Monday, June 26, 2006

haix... i did it again and it de same old reason... i realli donno now.. wat i did all tis years is it all wrong?? or is it nt enough?? am i being back the same old me again?? haix... am i realli doin all the wrong things?? i realli donno?? i'm in a veri confuse state nw... lost in de middle of no where.. where can i go?? hu am i?? wat should i do? wat r moi future like? should i be like tiz?

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12:39 PM

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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

arh!!! gee... wat a bad dae i had 2dae... first i 4get 2 bring moi book than later when i got there worried sick about wat 2 do.. cause tat book is needed in our first lesson.. than me n some of moi friends found out tat there no class 2dae... de lecturer cancel it... N NO 1 TOLD US!!! haix.... n it make me had 2 wake up 2h earlier n had 2 eat lunch nw as later no break le... haix... haix... hope no more bad things will happen anymore le....

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10:39 AM

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Monday, June 05, 2006

yeh yeh!!! holidae comin le... can slp moi 15h again... lol... realli misses it sia... haix... but also still had ica 2 do durin tiz 2 week... tis 2 dae tokin 2 ying n found out tat she had started her idol crazy agian tiz time on yuan bin de main actor on de jin san jun korean show... i kind of envy her.. she could alwae dream of all toz thing but 4 me all those dream about love had been dashed off a long time ago... i have long lost tis feelin.. it gone n i can't seem 2 find it back.. there a sayin tat while u r waitin 4 de right guy 2 come.. he or she is also lookin 4 u in tiz world... could tiz happen 2 me?? e sayin was nice but i knew it will nt happen 2 me.. n it nt de guy fault. i'm de 1...

Dun sae le... now in de mood of waitin engerin 4 de holidae 2 come... lol!!!

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12:02 PM

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Friday, June 02, 2006

i realli donno wat 2 do now.. moi life is in a mess... i'm like bein mean 2 everi1 tat love me... i know tat but tat feelin just wun go off... i know tat ugly of me... tat is wat i should not have... i know..... but jus y do i alway have tis feelin.... y?????? haix...... can any1 tell me wat 2 do??

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12:23 PM

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