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Tuesday, July 11, 2006 wat a idiot i had been... i never study 4 e test yet i still hope tat i can pass e test.. e result came out n shown that i failed... haix..... should have know it.... yet i got a feelin nt sad but a strange feelin maybe up 2 nw i still hopin i could pass it ba...... haix... stupid me...... [x] i lovee myself ((://* 11:59 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006 tis few daes keep having depression.... Bu ke yi le.... MUST snap out of it... everythin is fine... must stop e mood swing le..... no more missy attitude..... must get back to de happy n contented me.... [x] i lovee myself ((://* 11:52 AM
Friday, July 07, 2006 i'm realli tired nw... realli tired........ am i suppose 2 be a girl tat onli can be happi n helpin people n when i'm feelin sad no 1 is there 4 me.. i had 2 deal it alone.. tis is beginnin 2 be too much 4 me le... hu can help me?? ahhh... 4get it.. i'm just writin a blog wid moi secret moi true feelin but wid no one knowin it......... lol... stupid me right?? donno write 4 wat...... * feelin cold n tired inside but still smilin away nt lettin any1 know wat i truely feel...* [x] i lovee myself ((://* 12:20 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006 in tis world is it pack up wid more truth or lies?? y people around me r always lyin to me?? i know that there r true friends around me but jus maybe e 3 of them.. others r always lyin 2 me... does tat mean tat i onli have 3 friends? or do e others count too?? i donno?? so confuse... haix... am i bein too sensitive and thinkin too much... i donno?? should i be grateful?? as there r alway others tat have more problem than i do n their r like real problematic... n mine can't count as a problem.. i donno.... really donno.... [x] i lovee myself ((://* 11:28 AM
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