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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Todae i had a lot of fun goin out with ying jo hui n ra... i was veri veri fun... it had been so long since e 5 of us went out....

BUT!!! when i reach home su stresses me with all the document ar... nw than i know there still a lot of doc tat i dun have.. n none of them went 2 update their web than i dun have all the finalist doc... gees... e chairman need it tml n i dun have it all... siao le la.. like tiz... tml surely a lot of prob de... haix...

Btw todae no time 2 upload e pic we took 2dae.. think will do tat tml...

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9:54 PM

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

i had been thinkin a lot... hmmm.. about daniel things i still feel there no way we could go any further.. i know i told ying n e other tat i will try if someone ask me.. but it just no way for him.. we had no common dun understand each other.. wat most impt is tat i had no feelin nor spark for him... hmmm.... maybe i just dun wan 2 get into relationship.... maybe i just suit 2 be alone... hmmm.... donno.... wat is moi heart realli feelin n realli want??? haix....

NEVERMIND!!!! 4get it... anyway i'm enjoyin moi holiday... even though i tell moi parent tat i still have sch... lol... bad me huh.. but no choice i nw broke le ma.. so have 2 have some income too.. tat y lied... lol... :p 4give me... daddy n mummy if u ever found it out....

i lub tiz comic... de storyline is veri cute n funny n had a veri innocent yet strong love from e couple.. n e drawin is nice., e eng title is "get love" but i can't remember it chinese name.. i got tis pic from e comic cover it e back design of it last book (book 7).. i scanned into moi com.. if u happen 2 c tiz comic try readin it..

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9:21 PM

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Monday, August 28, 2006

Haix.... y it always happen tat e daes tat i'm nt free i had 2 do so many things....... on wed i wanted 2 celebrate ying bdae... than at night got su meetin and i had 2 celebrate guang guang bdae too!!! how?? wat should i do?? dun go 4 su?? but tat e last meetin le... haix... donno which 2 decide to do...

Btw i feelin tat call bh they all out is wrong on sat... ying like never feel veri happy.. am i wrong about tiz??

I also had tis sad feelin 4 tiz few daes... haix.. e feelin wun leave me no matter wat i do.. wat went wrong y am i feelin tiz?? i realli donno... hmmm.....

Nevermind about those nw... i guess thing will strighten out itself.. wun it??

Our newest pic... dun realli like it as i look suck in it.. but it is better than e others we took tat dae..

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8:02 PM

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Friday, August 25, 2006

haix... i so tired n i can't slp... tml got sgh orientation.. i veri scared lo.. up 2 nw i still dun think i can be a nurse.. dun think i have a quality 2 be 1... haix... n tml also celebratin ying bday.. brought her present which make me broke.. lol.. but nevermind.. it her 18th bdae ma.. i hope tml she wun get angry wid the surprise i planned 4 her...realli scared she will get angry... but there nth tat i can do nw.. cause everything had be planned... so nw onli can hope she wun get angry....

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10:53 PM

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Friday, August 18, 2006

tiz few daes i had been thinkin am i realli be able to be a nurse... haix... i dun feel i can... i know i can care 4 moi friends cause they r impt 2 me... but can i realli care a total stranger like how a care for moi friends?? nursing need me 2 be like tat.. care for e patients a hundred percent... but i dun think i can... haix.... can i be able to go through it... gtg le... got exam... btw i also stressin moi exam cause i'm nt able to study moi mind does wan 2 study sia... haix..... N I CAN'T FAIL MOI TEST!!!!!!!

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4:06 PM

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Monday, August 07, 2006

Haix...... from tiz mornin i had be rushin like hell... first i woke up at 8.30am n recieve a call from moi classmate tat there a lesson at 9am... Hence i had 2 just change moi clothes n rush down 2 sch takin a cab... which cost me $8.20 haix... n due 2 tiz i had 2 use moi bday money which i never planned 2 use lo.... haix.... than because of me rushin i forgot 2 brin rubber band n was scold for nt tyin me hair... haix... gees.. hope thing wun get any worst 2dae...

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12:50 PM

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

HIHI!!! k... out of mine mood swing mood le... back to e normal me.... lol... todae even thought moi day started being VERI VERI VERI BAD... all because of e f**k*** b**ch group in moi class....
BUT i'm realli glad that it turned out well in the afternoon... wid swee ying n jo bein 4 me in KASTER!!!!! ya!!! we had lot of fun songin there lo... so happy!!!!!! lol.... thanks guys u brighten up moi day.... love u... muacks!!! lol.....

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10:46 PM

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