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Sunday, September 24, 2006

arh...... ytd when i reach home after e celebration i'm havin a high fever keep shiverin, feelin veri weak, almost can't even move.... lol... i end up doin all e thing i call e patient do when they havin fever on moiself... nw e fever is gone le... but end up havin muscle ache... think maybe ytd too tired tat y moi fever come out... too much 'hot air' in moi body cause last 2 weeks never slp well due 2 moi attachment....

Anyway... thank guys 4 celebratin wid me ytd... i did have a lot of fun.... a bit sad sarah never come... but it ok..... will make her pay back de... lol jk...

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12:37 PM

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Saturday, September 23, 2006

*Sad*
Moi attachment end le.... will be missin all e SN, EN, SSN, SEN, HA n e others in ward 55A... oh ya... dun forget all e patients in there.... all of them r so good 2 me.... e SN, EN, SSN, SEN, HA alwaes help me out when i donno wat 2 do... they never scold me before in e ward.. We alwaes joke around 'play' around... It realli fun bein in e ward.. even thought so time a it borin cause nth 2 do... but over all it veri fun n i had learnt a lot..... Will miss u guys n thanks 4 all e guidiance u guys gave me....

*Happy*
Moi attachment end le... N here come moi holidae!! ya!!! no more wakin up at 5am in e mornin n standin whole dae cannot seat down... Nw can watch moi anime n play game whole dae le... YA!!!!! than hmmm... wan 2 go swimmin.. nw is also e time..... lol.... LOVE holidae... oh ya... n nw can slp late wake up late le.... mahahaha........

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10:41 AM

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Monday, September 18, 2006

FINALLI!!!! moi test is over!! n the blog thing is also over!!! dun realli have confidence in moi test but think can pass la... or at least i hope i can pass.... *pray* on everything onli can leave 2 fate le..... later goin 4 attachment... hope never change e ward....

lol... came back 2 update moi post... cause i feel it nt like me 2 write so little... I'm glad tat moi ward wasn't change...ya... 2dae actualli didn't realli did a lot of things but donno y time passes veri fast... lol.. n i'm glad 4 it... but 1 thing happened in e hospital n it changes moi mood n thinkin... lol but nevermind on it cause it nt impt anymore... so moi mood change back 2 e happi goin mood again later at night...

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11:06 AM

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

hey jo... sorri i so long never update le... tiz few dae moi attachment all ended at nine at night so when i reach home too tired to update it le... Haix... than u know la... i was also concren about ur mummi blog lo.... so was thinkin how 2 help her.... haix... i realli wonder did we make any1 so hate us?? cause just nw when i read ur blog.. e same person tat wrote those rude thing in slora cbox so tag u n start 2 sae u too... i begin 2 wonder they r attackin e all of us... after all nw i dun think they can tag ur mummi le so they might had change target 2 u... must becareful lei... hmmm.... i'm thinkin of maybe putin up password le.... but i hate later veri troublesome... lol.... frankly speakin i realli dun mind them saein i look like cow... just tat y cow?? i dun realli like cow lei... y nt other things or animal???

I FAILED MOI BIOSCIENCE TEST!!!!! so retakin it on mon.... nw must realli study 4 it le.... haix.... cannot fail anymore or will retain de..... sob..... than due 2 e retest i had 2 change shift 2 e afternoon 1-9 n than i will be alone 4 tat dae.... sob....

*thinkin* wat happen y so many thing happen tiz week??? hope it will end in tiz week...

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1:51 PM

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Monday, September 11, 2006

2dae due 2 e sch they never give e teacher in charge e new update list i gt sae by e teacher.... as e teacher sae i go e wrong ward... BUT IN E END i was in e RIGHT ward lo... cause moi ward was change by e sch last wk n e sch never tell e teacher... hence in e mornin i was runnin about in e hospital due 2 e stupid ward wrong thing..... Nw veri tried n leg pain... Luckly nth much happen after tat.. e whole dae was still ok... just a bit donno wat 2 do.. n thing i know how 2 do dun realli dare 2 do cause scared do wrong wait harm e patient n get scoldin.... Tml is afternoon shift 1-9 hope thing r ok too...

to jo: tis e pic right?? donno y scan le so blur maybe because e background is shinni de...

*Our lastest pic*

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11:12 PM

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Friday, September 08, 2006

2dae is a final dae in hougang polyclinic le..... quite sad lo... cause just make some friends n than we part le... cause all diff class n hospital... so it hard 2 keep in contact.... But at e same time i'm happi than e first part of moi attachment had ended n overall it a nice exp...

moi sgh attachment startin le.... arh.... veri scared... cause everythin donno wat 2 do...... haix... onli can 'kan zhe ban' le....

Took in hougang polyclinic with moi new nursin friends... e pic is took at a veri bright place so a bit blur...

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5:35 PM

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Haix.... mummi just brought a wireless router 4 moi laptop n i go did wrong thing 2 it n nw it can't use.. had 2 call e company n hope tat e problem can be undo.... haix... sian sia... i 2 wait veri long 4 e people 2 ans de... think will do tat on sat... dun feel like doin nw... too tired....

MOI MP3 SPOIL LE!!!!! i donno wat went wrong i just couldn't on it even after i change moi batt... haix........ i can't live without it de... nw usin e other 1 (e 1 same as wat ying is usin) but a lot of songs cannot put in le... cause e memory space is lessen by half...... sob sob... so sad... y moi mp3 suddenly spoil?? sob..... but at least still gt another 1 2 replace it....

2dae gt scoldin from 1 of e nurse cause do wrong handwashin technique... but nt really moi fault.. i dun remember while washin e hand.. e hand had 2 be face up de... e lecturer also never sae tat ma.... haix.....
*where r u moi love?? if i ever find u i will never let u go....* lol... donno y tiz sentence came 2 me when i look at tiz pic.... actualli just wanted 2 put a sad pic due 2 e dae but since i came up tis sentence n i think it nice so i type it out too...

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5:02 PM

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

Hmmm..... i'm all alone 4 moi 3 week attachment!!!!! startin it just alone 4 e first week polyclinic attachment BUT NW i got change 2 another ward 4 e hospital attachment!!!!!! HENCE i'm all alone again. i know i should nt relay on moi friends as in e end we will end up workin alone too... BUT 4 at least e first attachment let me wid them ma!!! cause i still veri blur on wat 2 do i donno anythin yet lo... haix.... nw veri cham.. think will get scoldin from e first day le....

haix.... i did it again..... i know it wrong but i still did it... i lied 2 them again... i know they r true 2 me but i still did tat... i'm sorri.....

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3:37 PM

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Saturday, September 02, 2006

lol... nth 2 do so come n write e blog lo... hmmm... haven go scan our new pic.. too lazy 2 do so... btw wonder ying is angry ma?? suddenly tell moi tml trip is cancelled.. hence had 2 go moi aunt dinner... haix... actualli i didnt realli wanted 2 go... cause go there nth 2 do.. n.... haix... 4get it....

*i'M nT a AnGeL* jUsT a DeViL iN dIsGuSe......

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12:06 AM

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