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Thursday, November 30, 2006

jus nice happen to saw siang leng blog 2dae!!! e onli think i can sae is "waaaa!!!" there a lot of photo n it all taken by him...... than out of all his photo in fallen in love wid e below pic.... call: Purple memory... haha... but i never ask him than i save it 2 moi com le... hope he dun mind....

Jus in case any1 never read moi post above... tis pic is taken by siang leng... i jus happen 2 like tis pic hence i post it here... i'm nt goin 2 take any credit of it.. it copyrighted... haha... so if u wanna c more of his pic... than go 2 moi link below on 'siang leng aka photos'

Oh ya.... i still tryin 2 edit moi blog e background.. donno y no matter how i do it i jus dun like e background.... haix....

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Monday, November 27, 2006

hey guys.... which of moi background is nice??? e pink de?? e wan tat is e repeated pic of tis background or tis 1 nw??? pls tell me k?? or all arn't nice... if tat e case i will go change moi background again... haha....

Hmmm.... last sat me ying huat n jun planned 2 go 2 ponggol *did i spell wrongly??* end de... but cause when we went there it end up rainnin n we r stuck in e busstop lo... in e end me n huat is so sian till we play wid e fallin leaves c hu can catch e most leaves before i drop on e ground lo... ying than is listenin 2 her MP3 n singin wid e song... zi jun eat his lunch at e busstop lo... than later took 82 back 2 zi jun house n watch death note e movie usin his lap top... haha... than his laptop end at e excitin part lo *but i still feel anime nicer cause anime follow e comic n got more excitin part.. e movie change a lot of e things n also left out a lot of things n e excitin parts.. so 4 people hu never watch e anime or comic before e may nt know wat e movie is saein lo....* than huat n ying veri angry cause they wanna know wat will happen so we decided 2 go moi house 2 continue watch it... before tat we went 2 hougang mall n play para para n buy dinner 2 go moi house 2 eat.... at moi house we c finish e movie n than chat chat lo... than they go home le... than e stupidest thing happen... haha... i left moi hp in huat bag... n end up he had 2 end ying home le than come back moi house 2 return me... haha.... i so pai sei lo... make him come n go.....

BTW death note 2 movie will be comin up on dec to continue on it 1st movie cause it ended up half way onli on e first movie.. info provided by ying.....

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Friday, November 24, 2006

haha... jus nw at sch press too fast haven write moi post than i publish it le.....

jus change moi blog wallpaper nice ma?? btw i disallow right click in moi blog le... lol... it 4 no reason de... jus 4 fun onli..

Hmmm..... tis few daes feel veri tired n like get angry easily..... so do 4give me if i tis few daes had make u guys angry... had been stressin over moi ICA n exam... nw still got clinical skill 2 test on e 5 of dec... sob sob... hope can pass it...

Goin beach tml wid huat n maybe ying... hope i can feel a bit better after tat... i dun wan because of moi stress n spoil moi friendships....

*hope moi bf is like him... lol... he is darn cool lo.... i mean his character in e comic*

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3:19 PM

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

I participated a campaign against child pornography and they hoped that a million candle would be lit so that they could submit petitions to the related authorities and organisations. bet u guys saw before e adverticment it like everywhere in e tv nw... I was the 1,211,208 person to lit the candle.Glad that I could be part of this. I am even happier that they have exceed the target. This shows that there are people out there who cares.Do your part too. the website link is http://www.lightamillioncandles.com/

actualli i'm should be studyin 4 moi test nw lol... later at 4 is havin e test... lol.... will study after i write finish tiz blog...... haha..... nvm... kk... nth 2 write le..... will go study nw.....

haha... suddenly remember tat i wanted 2 sae i'm so disappointed wid e endin of ye guang shen bei lo... it end up e xiao yao die without havin him *zheng feng* lovin her... he ended up with his wife once more... hw could e endin be like tiz when once they were so madly in love than jus because his wife come back than he patch back wid her n xiao yao sacrifice herself 2 save e wife as e wife got poison.. arh!! stupid endin.... hated e endin....

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

sorri 2 those hu read moi last post.... i'm jus ventin moi anger on tat dae.... cause i had a veri veri veri bad dae!!! n dun worri about it le.... i'm back 2 moi usual self.... no prob le..... i 'xiang hao' le.... 'xiang tong' le.... haha........

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Friday, November 17, 2006

Guys, If you don't want to read anything that changes my image please press alt + f4. Thank you... as below post is things tat r nt nice....

Last chance if u think u wun wan 2 read it n change e image i have in u than pls press alt + f4. Thank you...

DARM IT!!!! BLOODY FUCK!!!! TA MA DE!! HAVIN A VERI VERI VERI VERI BAD DAE 2DAE!!! FIRST MOI IDOITIC TEACHER BULLI MOI GROUP!!!! THAN NW I'M LIKE HAVIN 2 KEEP ALL MOI FEELIN WITHIN ME!! I LIKE CANNOT FEEL ANY EMOTION OTHER THAN E FEELIN OF HAPPY!! WAT DO U GUYS THINK I'M AM!! A DOLL?? A MACHINE??? A THING TAT DUN HAVE FEELIN!!! BLOODY FUCK!!!!!!!! GET OF MOI BACK!!!!!!!!! SHIT IT!!!! ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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10:35 PM

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haix.... had been stressin moi ICA 4 tis whole week le... than after tml ICA... i will be havin another ICA on tis comin wed n moi clinical exam too which is also on wed.... ARH??? y is everythin all pack 2gether?? sob sob...

Plannin tml go play para para after ICA go destress... lol... but will be goin alone cause no 1 free 2 pei me... haha... nevermind like tat also gud... no need 2 keep takin turn can play till siao... lol... 1 more mth n 2 daes 2 holidae!! can't wait 4 holidae 2 come.. so i can rest le.... but of course will onli feel happi provided if i pass moi test n practical....

Got tiz pic 4 moi ICA tml... cause moi ICA is about babies...cute ma??? jus 4 ying information... pls dun anyhow think... it nt a cow it's a dalmation!!! *erm... did i spell wrongly*

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Monday, November 13, 2006

ytd is huat bdae.... than we went 2 vivo city 2 shop shop... actualli n wan 2 go there play their arcade de than i somehow got a feelin of bein cheated cause there e arcade veri small lo.... it nt wat it seem 2 be like e outside lo.... sob sob.... got cheated.... hence we never play there because jun need 2 go 4 work le... so we decided 2 play at hougang mall lo.... in there ying saw her pri sch friend wor... btw it a guy... lol.... than e guy watch ying play para para after tat ying play finish le... he than walk off.... lol... so weird like he stand there jus 2 c her play like tat... than later jun play a trick on huat as he keep sendin hokkien song 2 him lo... makin me n ying laugh till like siao like tat.... i almost cry out too..... than jun went off 2 work they 2 than come 2 mi house 2 dye hair... dye drak copper red wor... hahaha... n it i help them dye de... but end up like no colour like tat.... cannot c e red... hmmm... maybe i never dye properly 4 them ba..... but because of helpin them dye e hair n left huat ring wid moi rubberband n it nw still wid me... 4got 2 return him... :P btw moi ring size is almost e same as huat de wor... he onli bigger than me a bit... arh!!! does tat mean i had veri big fingers??? sob sob.....

had been thinkin wat is e meanin of fallin in love... does it mean thinkin 4 a guy everytime n ur heart alwaes beat fast when u get near him?? or is it because ur eyes jus can't get off him?? n jus because of thing he does 2 u will affect ur feelin?? or because u find urself keep carin 4 him?? but if tat's love doesn't likin a idol give u those feelin too??? so if tat e case does tat mean tat's nt love??? if tat nt love wat is love??? haix... i jus dun get it... maybe tat because i never fall in love before...

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Friday, November 10, 2006

everytime i edit moi blog there will be surely something can't show out anymore.... arh.. i dun care le.... nt goin e edit it anymore.....

I FOUND IT!!! E shpp tat i sae sellin veri nice accessories de... it call purple lush... hmmm... they still doin up their web page so i onli link up their blog.... but there got a map 2 their shop.... goin 2 find time 2 go there n c their accessories le.... saw a top tat i like in pretty thots... but they dun have e colour i wan... e colour out of stock le... than i dun like e green colour... btw e colour i like ish e pink de.... sob... so sad... if nt i'n thinkin of buyin it de... it $21.90... still count cheap is u think of it imported from Korea.....

2dae i rush like siao jus nw... cause 1h break went 2 meet jo n go play para para till 140pm than i had 2 reach sch at 2pm wor.... hence i run from e arcade than take mrt 2 sch tat rush up 2 e tutorial class which is at 6f sia... while rushin at sch saw pei fen n yan ting... pei fen come here 4 lecture in yan ting class.... so studious lol... but so long never saw her le... i'm glad she still remember me wor.... so happy.....

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Thursday, November 09, 2006

tiz few dae had been veri sian 4 me in sch......... alwaes studyin 4 6h+++ haix..... sian lo...... later still got 3h of studyin before moi sch end lo..... damn timetable.... makin feelin veri tired everydae.... alwaes 8-5....

Ytd when out wid ying jo n 2 of ying friends 2 buy bh present... than i end up doin all e tryin cause moi ring size is 9!!!!! 9 lei!!! tat e size of a boy finger lo.... haix... so sad... i got such big fingers sia... so i end up tryin e ring for him lo.....

gtg will update e pic last sun we took de later when i reach home.....

*onli like e first 2 pic lol....*

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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

there alwaes been tiz sayin " we can't turn back nw" n lot of show n even in reality.... but if it true??? is it because of tiz saein tat y it alwaes hard 2 put e past down?? because there no way we could turn back n change e past tat y we can't seem 2 put e past down?? or is it jus because none of us wanna put e past down n tat y we blame it on other thing else n run away from e reality?? i realli donno??? i can't seem 2 do anythin 2 help my friends... wat can i do?? while watchin them tryin hard but can't seem 2 put their past down when even i moiself is like tiz too... bein trap in e past.... where i dun even know is tat i can bear 2 put it down or i jus runnin away from reality???

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Monday, November 06, 2006

hmmm.... i found moiself alwaes go check blog when ever i'm free in sch sia..... it has becomin a habit of mine le.... haix..... so sian nw.... nth 2 do..... haix.....

ytd went out wid ying hui ra n jo.... it has been so long since e 5 of us had met 2gether le.... yeh... so happy... (^__^) cause jo job end at 5 e 4 of us when 2 shop shop first at bugis... than i brought a shirt n ying brought 2 n hui also brought 1.... fruitful harvest... lol... than suddenly ying saw e mr "mo mo" than her mood change le wor... she become veri depressed... than went take neoprintn *will scan it in later nw at sch*.. luckily jo came le... than we went orchad 2 play para para again... lol... tiz time we play free style de wor.... harder but nicer 2 play.... lol... than went it omelete noodle*i donno hw 2 spell*.. n went home... btw while we play para para jo friend came 2 meet her... than me n jo wanna mm him wid ying... lol... so funni tat time lo... but both of them like shy shy de lei.....difficult task.... nevermind at least he got ying no le... lol.....

FRIENDS 4 LIVES!!! DEVOTED 5!!!!! Hey guys which gurl u wanna be.... hmmm.... i got a feelin i'm more like e gurl wid e grey hair... cause she like ver indepent..

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Thursday, November 02, 2006

haix..... i alwaes got e feelin moi blog veri de quiet sia..... hmmm...... like no 1 readin like tat de.... btw can u guys hear e song??? cause i at sch cannot hear it sia.... gees... how come moi blog alwaes give me so many problem de.... haix...... sian sia.....

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

todae went ouit wid ying n jo once again... tis time there 3 more gurls... jo's workin place friends... than while waitin 4 them 2 arrive at orchard (cause i got there from sch) i went 2 play para para... lol.... than got improve lo.. now all got at least c lei... never fail e stage lei.... after tat met them jo n her friends wan 2 play para para but ying dun wan so i went off wid ying first 2 go eat lunch... at tat time i told ying tat i got e feelin of wantin i stead..... *but tis feelin is gone nw..*

come 2 think back i guess i knew e reason to it nw... cause 'tat' feelin was once woke up again... i tot i had 4gotten it... but it seem i'm wrong.... it also had been there... hidin deep within moi heart... it e feelin tat i never wan it 2 be there... it moi fault n wantin more hope from it is wrong... i should be glad n happi wid e life i had nw nt be doin tiz anymore....

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