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Monday, November 13, 2006

ytd is huat bdae.... than we went 2 vivo city 2 shop shop... actualli n wan 2 go there play their arcade de than i somehow got a feelin of bein cheated cause there e arcade veri small lo.... it nt wat it seem 2 be like e outside lo.... sob sob.... got cheated.... hence we never play there because jun need 2 go 4 work le... so we decided 2 play at hougang mall lo.... in there ying saw her pri sch friend wor... btw it a guy... lol.... than e guy watch ying play para para after tat ying play finish le... he than walk off.... lol... so weird like he stand there jus 2 c her play like tat... than later jun play a trick on huat as he keep sendin hokkien song 2 him lo... makin me n ying laugh till like siao like tat.... i almost cry out too..... than jun went off 2 work they 2 than come 2 mi house 2 dye hair... dye drak copper red wor... hahaha... n it i help them dye de... but end up like no colour like tat.... cannot c e red... hmmm... maybe i never dye properly 4 them ba..... but because of helpin them dye e hair n left huat ring wid moi rubberband n it nw still wid me... 4got 2 return him... :P btw moi ring size is almost e same as huat de wor... he onli bigger than me a bit... arh!!! does tat mean i had veri big fingers??? sob sob.....

had been thinkin wat is e meanin of fallin in love... does it mean thinkin 4 a guy everytime n ur heart alwaes beat fast when u get near him?? or is it because ur eyes jus can't get off him?? n jus because of thing he does 2 u will affect ur feelin?? or because u find urself keep carin 4 him?? but if tat's love doesn't likin a idol give u those feelin too??? so if tat e case does tat mean tat's nt love??? if tat nt love wat is love??? haix... i jus dun get it... maybe tat because i never fall in love before...

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