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Sunday, January 28, 2007
it's so long since i last blog... i have been veri busy wid moi attachment... haix.. n it veri veri tired sia... m i guess due to e tiredness... i been wonderin is it better 2 have a bf wid me nw.. BUT!! after a while i found moiself thinkin real bad thing tat will happen if i had a bf.. hmmm... i guess i realli had moi mind set about beingin single... haha... sound stupid....
Had been veri addicted to uploadin anime in youtube.. had uploaded 4 diff anime le.. 3 had done n 1 more continuin.. goin to upload more so if any of u interested do add me... moi youtube link is in moi link page.. btw 1 of moi anime is in private cause youtube warn me nt 2 it put out in public... haha... so u guy had 2 add me to c it...
went to take neoprint wid ying le.. veri nice.. will upload it put the next time.. cause i haven scan it.. haha...
Had been veri addicted to uploadin anime in youtube.. had uploaded 4 diff anime le.. 3 had done n 1 more continuin.. goin to upload more so if any of u interested do add me... moi youtube link is in moi link page.. btw 1 of moi anime is in private cause youtube warn me nt 2 it put out in public... haha... so u guy had 2 add me to c it...
went to take neoprint wid ying le.. veri nice.. will upload it put the next time.. cause i haven scan it.. haha...
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
ok.. i promise jo 2 show her the nacklace.. in wat moi last post sae.. 
name of necklace: Rosie
From: webbie {sweet little} i left e link in moi link page.
tis necklace is e 1 love.. but sad case.. they had sold out of it.. n 2 the time bein it nt possible for them 2 remake it.. sob sob...
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
first.. i had 2 sae sorry to ying 4 wat happened on thurs 18/1/07.. i'm sorry.. i was too emotional tat dae.
decided 2 write tis blog 2 sae out moi feelin 4 tis few week since e new year started. i donno y but ever since e new year started a lot of thing had been happenin 2 me... moi sch prob n family prob too.. i sure no 1 knows it.. but i cried almost everydae.. so memories of us *e devoted 5* had been comin to moi mind n keepin me to have hope n feel happi everydae.. but donno since when i began to feel sad.. every1 of us r havin our own life n we r slowly nt meetin up anymore.. part of me feel tat i wun be long before us goin our seperate ways.. tis feelin make me feel sadder each dae.. i dun wish our friendship 2 end.. so i tot of bringin us 2gether by arrangin meetin up each week.. but every time there will be some1 nt free. i know it nt any of u guy fault but it hurtin me... n slowly e feelin of "no 1 carin about tis friendship" started n grow n moi heart n when thurs ying sae tat we can't meet up anymore in e near few months.. moi heart realli shattered tat time so i lash moi feelin out on ying tat dae.. i sorry.. i know every1 is tryin hard 2 meet too but i jus beingin too sensitive but i can't stop feelin tis way.. tat y i worte e last post of saein leave moi alone.. so i can clear up moi feelin..
4 those hu got 2 read tis post.. i'm sorri about moi behaviour last few weeks... i donno when i will deleted tis post as even nw as i'm typin.. i feelin scared.. i donno y.. maybe it jus nt me too sae out moi feelin like tis.. so those hu didn't get 2 read it.. i sorri too...
decided 2 write tis blog 2 sae out moi feelin 4 tis few week since e new year started. i donno y but ever since e new year started a lot of thing had been happenin 2 me... moi sch prob n family prob too.. i sure no 1 knows it.. but i cried almost everydae.. so memories of us *e devoted 5* had been comin to moi mind n keepin me to have hope n feel happi everydae.. but donno since when i began to feel sad.. every1 of us r havin our own life n we r slowly nt meetin up anymore.. part of me feel tat i wun be long before us goin our seperate ways.. tis feelin make me feel sadder each dae.. i dun wish our friendship 2 end.. so i tot of bringin us 2gether by arrangin meetin up each week.. but every time there will be some1 nt free. i know it nt any of u guy fault but it hurtin me... n slowly e feelin of "no 1 carin about tis friendship" started n grow n moi heart n when thurs ying sae tat we can't meet up anymore in e near few months.. moi heart realli shattered tat time so i lash moi feelin out on ying tat dae.. i sorry.. i know every1 is tryin hard 2 meet too but i jus beingin too sensitive but i can't stop feelin tis way.. tat y i worte e last post of saein leave moi alone.. so i can clear up moi feelin..
4 those hu got 2 read tis post.. i'm sorri about moi behaviour last few weeks... i donno when i will deleted tis post as even nw as i'm typin.. i feelin scared.. i donno y.. maybe it jus nt me too sae out moi feelin like tis.. so those hu didn't get 2 read it.. i sorri too...
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!!! MOI POLY THINGS R STRESSIN ME WID EXAM N ATTACHMENT I JUS DONE FINISH ALL MOI PROJECT BY HAVIN ARGUMENT IN MOI GROUP FRIENDS!! THAN HEAR COME THAN EXAM N ATTACHMENT STARTIN NEXT WEEK!! N EXAM ON CYN WEEK!! N THERE NO RETAKIN OF PAPER LIKE LAST TERM!! TAT MEAN I CAN'T FAIL MOI EXAM WHILE I HAD 2 GO DO MOI ATTACHMENT WHICH LAST TILL MARCH!! THAN AFTER SCH COME PROB WID MOI FAMILY*NT GOIN 2 SAE WAT IS IT* BUT IT DARM F**KIN HELL LO.... THAN MOI SEC FRIENDS.. I ALWAES TOT THEY WILL BE THERE 4 ME N TOT AT THESE TIMES LIKE TIS THEY R LIKE A KIND OF HAPPINESS 4 ME.. BUT NO I WAS WRONG!! I WAS NT PULL OUT OF TIS HELL!! WAT HAPPENED JUS NW AT NITE WAS SOMETHIN I COULD NT STAND!!! IT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M A SHIT!! A NOBODY!!! TIS ISN'T E FIRST TIME I FEEL TIS LE... I GIVE UP LE!!! IF TIS WAT HAPPENIN THAN I NT GOIN 2 CARE ANYMORE!! WAT 4 CARIN WHEN NO 1 CARE ABOUT IT!! I'M GIVIN UP!! TIZ E LAST STRAW TAT I CAN STAND!! I'M SORRI.. MEI WEI ISN'T AN ANGEL WHICH CAN BARE WID EVERYTHIN N ANYTHIN.. SORRI..
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
ya!!! found death note 13 le... FINALLI!!! but diff sender from e last 12ep so e subbin got a bit diff wor... haix... so sad... sob.. sob... i dun like changin sender de cause diff sender got their own style of subbin their anime... but better than dun have la...
found 2 sweet blog tat sell clothes n others things too... 1 blog had dresses tat i like in it... n another 1 i loved her necklace *design came out from anna sui's collection* n had email e owner cause i wanna buy the necklace but i wonder do they accept cash?? hmmm.... hope they do... oh pls reply moi mail.... i realli love tat necklace... i link e 2 blog le... if u curious do go c it...
found 2 sweet blog tat sell clothes n others things too... 1 blog had dresses tat i like in it... n another 1 i loved her necklace *design came out from anna sui's collection* n had email e owner cause i wanna buy the necklace but i wonder do they accept cash?? hmmm.... hope they do... oh pls reply moi mail.... i realli love tat necklace... i link e 2 blog le... if u curious do go c it...
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Friday, January 12, 2007
haix..... i realli havin e worst luck i can get tis year... death note anime had been licensed... tiz e worst thin lo... nw there will be no more sender as no 1 dare 2 put up e anime anymore... tiz mean... I CAN'T DOWNLOAD DEATH NOTE ANYMORE!!!! haix... jus went i downloaded till ep 12.. nw onli can wait 2 c if there any sender tat dare 2 upload it or c if singapore wan 2 import e vcd in.. or try luck in youtube le.... but 4 e time bein i dun think there anymore subtitled death note le.. onli those unsubbed ones can be found... gees... tis suck.....
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
ytd moi sch ended at two... hence nth 2 do i went out alone 2 shop shop... actualli shoppin alone is also quite fun de wor... i brought a lip gross*actualli it nt realli e color i wanted e tester colour was nice n i like it but i donno y after i took a new 1 n brought it than when i try it.. e color look diff le... but ok la.. tis colour i brought also quite nice jus tat i like e tester colour better...* brought comics again haha.. n jewels 4 moi nails n fabric paint 4 moi shoes *cause last time e spray did nt last 4 even a dae n e color started 2 drop off* hmmm... think tat all... haha... hence jus ytd i went 2 amk 2 buy comic n play para than dhoby PS 2 buy lip gross, jewels n fabric paint than last hougang mall 2 go return comic... by e time i reach home it about 6pm le... it quite a surprise 4 me as i never tot i could shop 4 4h alone...
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Friday, January 05, 2007
wat e worst thing u can get in e first few daes of a new year?? haix... 4 me it e forgetten things comin back 2 me.... worst case scenario..... haix... hope in will be over soon... it jus like a nightmare 2 me.....
4get it... went 2 bugis 2dae wid ying jo n linda.. i went there 2 but shoes de... cause moi shoes spoil le.. than clinical lesson need 2 wear covered shoes.. so went there wid a budget of less than 20.. startin i tot i will be easily wor... than end up i went there le it either dun have moi size de or e shoes veri ex.. than finalli found a shoes tat have moi size n wihin budget but i dun realli like e colour... but i still end up buyin it cause on choice i got no shoes le... than i also tot i shop finish e shops in bugis village e level 2 than i also no time 2 sjop level 1 le cause had 2 reach home buy 7pm n tat time is 5 plus le... than later i regreted it lo... there still 1 more shoe shop in level 2 n it e like havin e same prise as moi shoes but look nicer... haix... at tat time moi mood drop down 2 e pit lo... haix... regret also no use le.. so nw onli thinkin ways e make tat shoes look nicer or i think mummy is goin 2 get mad at me.. think she will sae ' y waste money on buyin tis ugly shoe?'
kind to think of it i'm havin bad daes ever since e start of tiz year jus hope things will get better...
4get it... went 2 bugis 2dae wid ying jo n linda.. i went there 2 but shoes de... cause moi shoes spoil le.. than clinical lesson need 2 wear covered shoes.. so went there wid a budget of less than 20.. startin i tot i will be easily wor... than end up i went there le it either dun have moi size de or e shoes veri ex.. than finalli found a shoes tat have moi size n wihin budget but i dun realli like e colour... but i still end up buyin it cause on choice i got no shoes le... than i also tot i shop finish e shops in bugis village e level 2 than i also no time 2 sjop level 1 le cause had 2 reach home buy 7pm n tat time is 5 plus le... than later i regreted it lo... there still 1 more shoe shop in level 2 n it e like havin e same prise as moi shoes but look nicer... haix... at tat time moi mood drop down 2 e pit lo... haix... regret also no use le.. so nw onli thinkin ways e make tat shoes look nicer or i think mummy is goin 2 get mad at me.. think she will sae ' y waste money on buyin tis ugly shoe?'
kind to think of it i'm havin bad daes ever since e start of tiz year jus hope things will get better...
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Tuesday, January 02, 2007
haha... hear r e wishes i have 4 moi comin new year... *it in point form n it in form of e more star it has e more impt it is.. most 3 star*
~ get through moi nursin course without any difficulity ***veri impt***
~ stay in contact with moi precious devoted 5/sjm ***also veri impt***
~ Stay happi everydae... no stress haha...**quite impt**
~ get more anime.. **quite impt**
~ complete moi comic set.. ***veri impt***
~ save money 2 go 2 japan in yr 2009 ***veri impt***
~ slim down n become beautiful *impt*
~ go clubbin if can... erm tis 1 depend on a lot of thing sia so nt ratin it..
~ can get home after ten.. ***veri impt***
~ be less stubborn n control moi temper ***veri impt***
~ get a new mp3 *impt*
lol... think like a lot le.. better stop writin of i got a feelin e list will jus get longer n longer... tat all 4 nw...
~ get through moi nursin course without any difficulity ***veri impt***
~ stay in contact with moi precious devoted 5/sjm ***also veri impt***
~ Stay happi everydae... no stress haha...**quite impt**
~ get more anime.. **quite impt**
~ complete moi comic set.. ***veri impt***
~ save money 2 go 2 japan in yr 2009 ***veri impt***
~ slim down n become beautiful *impt*
~ go clubbin if can... erm tis 1 depend on a lot of thing sia so nt ratin it..
~ can get home after ten.. ***veri impt***
~ be less stubborn n control moi temper ***veri impt***
~ get a new mp3 *impt*
lol... think like a lot le.. better stop writin of i got a feelin e list will jus get longer n longer... tat all 4 nw...
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Monday, January 01, 2007
nw is 2.44am jus reach home after e countdown.. i bet e girls ying hui n jo r all in bed slpin or preparin 2 do so but i'm nt sure about e bois young gelvin n hau.. strangely 4 me, i'm feelin darn tired but i dun feel like slpin n moi heart call out in 2 comin here n write e blog before i go 2 slp...
a lot of thing happened in er... ytd... while waitin 4 jo as she came late ying started 2 get angry n than gelvin started 2 get angry too n he donno sae wat 2 hui in e phone makin hui sad.. donno is due 2 every1 mood or i jus feel i can't do anythin 2 make things better i started feelin 'du lian' too.. so when jo came i so call vented moi angry on her.. so sorri gurl.... than luckly thing get better in e end n than we end up enjoyin e whole rest of e dae.. at least i enjoyed nt veri sure about e others...
even when i'm writin e post i had tis feelin.. i'm missin moi dear erm.. i mean moi future bf... i suddenly remember tellin ying about when u look at e moon in e night thinkin about him ur him might be jus doin e same thin as u.... haha... i'm nt lookin at e moon nw but i hope moi him will be thinkin about me too... i'm nt sure y i had tis feelin maybe because of e new year mood.. but i got a feelin tis feelin wun last long.. maybe later when i woke out after moi slp tis feelin might be gone... but i sure TAT DOES NOT MEAN I WAN E STEAD NW!!!!
Anyway happi new year every1!!! haha hope u like moi pic.. i edited it moiself.. jus in case u can't read e words it wrote " happi new 07 yr.. with e power i hold.. i wish every1 a smooth sailin year ahead" of course i dun have power la.. but jus because e pic is a witch so i tot it might be cute if i write tat way wishin every1 a nice new year ahead... haha...
a lot of thing happened in er... ytd... while waitin 4 jo as she came late ying started 2 get angry n than gelvin started 2 get angry too n he donno sae wat 2 hui in e phone makin hui sad.. donno is due 2 every1 mood or i jus feel i can't do anythin 2 make things better i started feelin 'du lian' too.. so when jo came i so call vented moi angry on her.. so sorri gurl.... than luckly thing get better in e end n than we end up enjoyin e whole rest of e dae.. at least i enjoyed nt veri sure about e others...
even when i'm writin e post i had tis feelin.. i'm missin moi dear erm.. i mean moi future bf... i suddenly remember tellin ying about when u look at e moon in e night thinkin about him ur him might be jus doin e same thin as u.... haha... i'm nt lookin at e moon nw but i hope moi him will be thinkin about me too... i'm nt sure y i had tis feelin maybe because of e new year mood.. but i got a feelin tis feelin wun last long.. maybe later when i woke out after moi slp tis feelin might be gone... but i sure TAT DOES NOT MEAN I WAN E STEAD NW!!!!
Anyway happi new year every1!!! haha hope u like moi pic.. i edited it moiself.. jus in case u can't read e words it wrote " happi new 07 yr.. with e power i hold.. i wish every1 a smooth sailin year ahead" of course i dun have power la.. but jus because e pic is a witch so i tot it might be cute if i write tat way wishin every1 a nice new year ahead... haha...[x] i lovee myself ((://*
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