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9:24 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
first.. i had 2 sae sorry to ying 4 wat happened on thurs 18/1/07.. i'm sorry.. i was too emotional tat dae.
decided 2 write tis blog 2 sae out moi feelin 4 tis few week since e new year started. i donno y but ever since e new year started a lot of thing had been happenin 2 me... moi sch prob n family prob too.. i sure no 1 knows it.. but i cried almost everydae.. so memories of us *e devoted 5* had been comin to moi mind n keepin me to have hope n feel happi everydae.. but donno since when i began to feel sad.. every1 of us r havin our own life n we r slowly nt meetin up anymore.. part of me feel tat i wun be long before us goin our seperate ways.. tis feelin make me feel sadder each dae.. i dun wish our friendship 2 end.. so i tot of bringin us 2gether by arrangin meetin up each week.. but every time there will be some1 nt free. i know it nt any of u guy fault but it hurtin me... n slowly e feelin of "no 1 carin about tis friendship" started n grow n moi heart n when thurs ying sae tat we can't meet up anymore in e near few months.. moi heart realli shattered tat time so i lash moi feelin out on ying tat dae.. i sorry.. i know every1 is tryin hard 2 meet too but i jus beingin too sensitive but i can't stop feelin tis way.. tat y i worte e last post of saein leave moi alone.. so i can clear up moi feelin..
4 those hu got 2 read tis post.. i'm sorri about moi behaviour last few weeks... i donno when i will deleted tis post as even nw as i'm typin.. i feelin scared.. i donno y.. maybe it jus nt me too sae out moi feelin like tis.. so those hu didn't get 2 read it.. i sorri too...
decided 2 write tis blog 2 sae out moi feelin 4 tis few week since e new year started. i donno y but ever since e new year started a lot of thing had been happenin 2 me... moi sch prob n family prob too.. i sure no 1 knows it.. but i cried almost everydae.. so memories of us *e devoted 5* had been comin to moi mind n keepin me to have hope n feel happi everydae.. but donno since when i began to feel sad.. every1 of us r havin our own life n we r slowly nt meetin up anymore.. part of me feel tat i wun be long before us goin our seperate ways.. tis feelin make me feel sadder each dae.. i dun wish our friendship 2 end.. so i tot of bringin us 2gether by arrangin meetin up each week.. but every time there will be some1 nt free. i know it nt any of u guy fault but it hurtin me... n slowly e feelin of "no 1 carin about tis friendship" started n grow n moi heart n when thurs ying sae tat we can't meet up anymore in e near few months.. moi heart realli shattered tat time so i lash moi feelin out on ying tat dae.. i sorry.. i know every1 is tryin hard 2 meet too but i jus beingin too sensitive but i can't stop feelin tis way.. tat y i worte e last post of saein leave moi alone.. so i can clear up moi feelin..
4 those hu got 2 read tis post.. i'm sorri about moi behaviour last few weeks... i donno when i will deleted tis post as even nw as i'm typin.. i feelin scared.. i donno y.. maybe it jus nt me too sae out moi feelin like tis.. so those hu didn't get 2 read it.. i sorri too...
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9:24 PM
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