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Monday, May 28, 2007

ytd found a veri nice webbie... it http://blingee.com u can upload pic n design ur pic there.. it somethin like photoshop but e coolest about tis webbie is tat they have animation 4 u 2 put 2 design e pic n wallpaper too... which is almost e same as e newprint machine... jus go there n sign up 4 a account which is free n u can start playin wid ur pic.. haha..

sat went out wid jo 2 shop shop n at e end of e dae i was shock 2 found out tat moi bracelet, tat was brought from ying's friends, had lost e heart pendant.. sobsob.. i brought e bracelet cause i lub it heart pandant but it dropped off... WORST TAT E FIRST TIME I WORE E BRACELET!! i onli manage 2 found 1 back... so went i reach home i started 2 remake e bracelet by addin other pandent 2 replace e missin 1... below is e result....

before

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After
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12:40 PM

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Thursday, May 24, 2007

it been so long since i last post.... tis few daes had been veri busy 4 me due 2 projects... well... n also dun feel like updatin cause like no 1 readin moi blog de... also no 1 taggin me... sobsob... nth much 2 sae so updatin some new pics...
ying+me singin in kaster...

me in moi friend jacket...

sleepy...... as bio lab is veri borin.... but at e same time thinkin of u... however u will never know n u wun even think about me... between e 2 of us nth much more could happen we could onli be friends... i know it but y can i jus let it go?? maybe i realli shouldn't had break e vow... tis e second time n yet nth changes wat happen last time is goin 2 happen again.... but yet i here doin tis thing hopin u will saw tis msg... silly me right??

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11:44 PM

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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

100 post le... haha... so fast... haix.... i'm been thinkin a lot in tiz few daes.. i start feelin that i had been 2 emo le... n feel like huggin people.. haha... cause last time i alwaes hug moi bro when i'm bein emo n i will alwaes feel better after tat... but nw guang hui jus dun wanna let me hug him than can't find any1 2 hug... ying i got ask before but she rejected me... sobsob... jo hmmm.... haven ask yet but donno y i keepin 4getin 2 ask her... ra got colin le.... dun think hui will let me hug her 2 n she alwaes nt free... huat rejected me too... sobsob.. but luckily 4 me i happen 2 find tis pic... no matter wat happen tis pic seem 2 be able 2 give me a smile in moi face... i realli lub tis pic.... lub u gin-tan... haha tat his name... amano ginji from anime get backers!! a veri nice anime too... BUT!! i still feel like huggin some1...

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4:37 PM

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Monday, May 14, 2007

jo broke up wid her bf... actualli is her bf hu ask 4 e break... startin i tot it was his fault after wat jo did 4 him even after breakin up he doesn't need 2 be so cruel 2 her.. lettin her wait alone from 1am 2 7am at his house downstair than sae he dun wan 2 meet her at all.... but when i start chattin wid ying i start 2 have second tot about blamin him... cause ying case is jus nice opp of jo... we alwaes sae since there chance 2 patch back we should treasure it.. but after ying wanted e patch back n was patched back she found herself losin her love 4 him... n if tat e case 4 ying could jo ex-bf be e same?? if like tat could we still sae it all guys fault?? n guys suck?? when times when we think another way round it like nt all their fault... i realli donno.. or is it because i didn't get into a relationship before so i'm thinkin too much... but can we realli sae girls r e 1 tat alwaes get hurt by bois??? haix... i start 2 feel maybe i shouldn't even think about it... maybe all tis while i'm e 1 bein biased...

boon huat at paris ris... haha... i keep 4getin 2 sent it 2 him.. so decided 2 put here than he come here n save it ba...

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12:40 PM

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

watashi anata wa aishitaru yo…
zutto zutto aishitaru yo..
demo watashi no kimochi anata wa shinanai..
data watashi do anata wa zutto tomodachi de shi
demo nei watashi no yume ni anata zutto watashi mamoru..
watashi zutto arleiwa aikata, yume ja nai, gengizi yo
demo anata wa yizimo watashi no komochi wa kisuta
watashi doshiru kana?
Kono kimochi doshiru kana?
Watashi wakanai yo…

Haha... jus testin moi command in jap language... some word could be spell wrongly.... so pls dun blame me... haha.....

jus saw moi attachment placin... ARH!!!! IT SUCK!!!! wonder could i change it???

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11:58 AM

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Tuesday, May 08, 2007

went back skss 2dae 2 go take moi "o" cert... haha... n i reach there 2 found out tat i'm nt e last 1 tat still haven go take moi cert.. there still about 4 people from moi class tat haven go take e cert.. hmmm... nth much had change since i last when there except tat e staff room had been enlarge... n there a lot of new teacher in there tat i never even seen before... never get 2 c ms khalidah, mrs cheng n mrs koh.. wonder r they still teachin there..... BUT i got 2 saw some1 tat i didn't wanna c.. wonder is tis wat e chinese alwaes call 怨家路窄... i saw zoo... sobsob... which make me veri scared at tat time cause i'm afraid he will catch moi highlighted hair... luckily he didn't saw me.. haha... enough of sec sch... think will stop here 2dae... gtg 4 moi project le.. haha....

moi sec sch pic.... haix... missin moi sec sch life sia... it much much more relaxin tat poly life... ploy life too stress le la!! alwaes project attachment exam....

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2:11 PM

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Monday, May 07, 2007

went 2 pasir ris park wid ying n huat ytd n had a lot of fun.. we rented a bicycle which end up e whole 1h it was ying hu was ridin it n she 4gotten about teachin me hw 2 ride e bicycle... than me n huat was at e beach playin wid e water.. haha... will enjoyed it a lot... but!! nw moi leg hurts... muscle ache...... guess i too long never exercise le tat y... haix... but we 4got 2 take pics than go home le... onli took 2... will upload it later cause it in moi phone...

jus updated moi link page nw got more linkie le got maureen, lili n maysi de... lol... but i haven go read their blog yet... too tired nw.. onli feel like slpin.. i think i reach home le than go read their blog ba....

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11:49 AM

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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

jus chatted wid ying over e phone jus nw..... cause e both of us r havin 3h break.. haha... than we chat till ra n colin prob... ying sae tat she doesn't believe in colin n bois r nt 2 be trusted.. they will onli break girls heart... when i heard tis.. i told ying tat i dun realli like her saein tat.. cause it onli make me feel tat she is biased n i dun realli feel tat she hate guy tat much she jus sae it like a bit 4 fun de... haha... than ying sae i'm biased... n i agree wid her.. i'm biased.. but i jus feel even guy could be hurt in a relationship n there still true love in tis world.. haha... even i dun believe in tat happenin me.. tat does nt mean i tat i dun believe tat there tis thing in tis world... i guess maybe in someway i still trust bois... but tat does nt mean i wanna go on in an relationship!!!!

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11:07 AM

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