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Friday, June 29, 2007

nth much happen tis week... jus tat i had 2 exam in a row.... bio practical exam*30% of e total result* n research exam*60%* haha... than i passed moi research exam... i got a 'b' but 4 moi class 'b' is actualli nt a gub score cause most of them got n 'a'.. i think none of moi classmate got a 'c' or lower de.... anyway.. i got a feelin i'm failin moi bio again.. cause i didn't study.. n got 50+qns donno hw 2 do.. out of e 90 qns sia..... i feel pathatic sia.... haix... but nvm..... no use comparin wid e other de... nt i onli wish 2 slim down cause bein veri fat le... sobsob... jia you ba!!!

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2:06 PM

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

went out wid ying n hui ytd.. first 2 kaster wid ying than hui join us in e evenin at marina 2 go had dinner.. than took some pic *uploaded it in friendster*.. than chatted about relationship.. haha... than ying said she dun wanna give birth cause it will cause her a lot of pain... lol.. which actualli it e least prob nw cause nw got painkiller tat r specially 4 givin birth de.. btw there no side effect de wor cause there rumor tat there will be side effect... than i told ying i might nt even get married if i can't find e guy tat i will have feelin 4.. she give me a quite shock look.. but i do mean wat i sae... haha... tat all 4 nw...

P.S: do go tag me k?? moi blog like veri quiet like tat....

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11:09 AM

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

wanted 2 update moi blog ytd de but to lazy 2 do so.. so doin it nw... i'm goin 2 tok about moi trip 2 batam haha....

k... overall it a fun trip.. didn't took a lot of pic cause never realli had e time... e onli time tat i'm free was when i'm in e hotel 2 rest or on e boat. haha... k... nth much was realli done when i went there.. jus shoppin shoppin n shoppin haha... than at nite when 2 spa in e hotel... it was fun spain.. haha.. on e boat too... i went up 2 e deck 2 feel a breeze.. haha... actualli should sae wind.. it so windy like anytime u could be blown off... even so it has a calmin effect on me somehw it jus feel veri veri nice 2 be there..

Went out wid hui n ying 2dae... we went 2 orchard 2 shop shop.. i brought moi perfume.. nt e love passport tat i wanted as it's sold out.. sob sob.. so brought anna sui perfume instead.. it has a nice smell too. it bit of vinilla*donno how 2 spell* smell.. a bit sad wid jo cause she promised 2 meet us 2dae but end up joinin her others friends instead.. but nvm i did enjoyed moiself 2dae too. hope e others feel so too...

*i'm havin tis feelin 4 u.. a feelin tat i dun wish 2 have... as it nt a gud feelin in e first place.. i know i shouldn't have it. but everytime jus sawin u 2 2gether tis feelin jus came.. i realli hated it.. wat should i do???*

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3:28 AM

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

less than an hour later i will be out of singapore... goin batam... 2 other it should be a joyful thing... but i donno y... i jus can't get e feelin of happyness.. in fact i'm feelin quite sad.... strange right?? somehow i guess i know y i feel tis way... haha.... i moiself also donno wat i'm saein nw.... jus simply stuck wid tis strange feelin........

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2:17 PM

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

nth 2 do case i'm in sch nw... haha... so decided 2 come update moi blog... but there nth 2 write so i decided 2 update some pic.. cause long time never do tat le...

part 1 of all hanshin... haha... a jap comedy group..... they remind me of it...

part 2: so hu bullyin hu??

playin pool....

funni/idioted/angry/ah beng boon huat haha...

once again... in e newprint machine...

us......

shrek?????

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10:38 AM

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

finalli e holidae tat i was hopin so much came... but i got no feelin of happyness in any ways... cause i still had 2 go back 2 sch 2 do moi project... i tired of tis... haix... can't stand tis lifestyle any more... 2 moi classmate hu r readin tis post... i dun mean jus moi sch life.. dun get me wrong... i jus feel veri tired in a lot of way... n dun feel like carin any thin any more.... haix.... 4get i think no 1 will read it anyway.... haix.... k la... dun sae le... goin 2 stop here n go do moi project le*i'm in sch nw*...

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10:21 AM

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Friday, June 08, 2007

nth 2 do... so decided 2 come here n update moi post... but tis few daes nth much happen so nth 2 write about... since nw GSS hence i decided 2 come out wid tis... haha....

things tat i wanna buy...

1. Perfume *love passport* ($69.90)
2. MP3 *Yp-k5* ($338)
3. Dress ~haven found e 1 i wan yet~
4. Printer ink *both black n color de* ($90+) ~i haven go check e actual price~
5. Files *2 put moi vcd* ($8.90)

4 e time bein tat all but even though there onli 5 item... in total it will cost me around $600.. sobsob... if i ever get 2 buy all.. i think i will be broke.... sobsob...

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6:13 PM

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Thursday, June 07, 2007

叶子的离去，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留？

Found tis sentence on in cyndi 音乐爱情故事... veri nice sentence right?? i like it veri much as it had quite a lot of meanin in it... hope u guys like it too.... if u can't e chinese word go 2 'view' than 'encodin' than put 'unicode'.. cause moi right click is disable so u had 2 do it e long way..

nth much had happen tis few daes, as everydae is project, project n project. haix.... sian.....

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4:42 PM

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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Song playin in moi blog: canon d from anime la corda d'oro. there's a part where they r tokin sorri about tat.. pls dun mind it.. cause i can't find it original song from e anime n i like tis version better hope u like it too....

above part is taken from moi blog e front page... so 2dae post is 2 remind every1 tat viewin moi blog about the song moi blog is playin nw..... haha... cause i got a feelin no 1 readin moi front page de....

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11:41 AM

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Tuesday, June 05, 2007

i had change moi blog.... tis time i jus edited e blog template a bit.. cause i bit tired of moi dull wallpaper le.. haha.. so decided 2 give it a change.. to somethin opp mine.. somethin bright n nice n sweet.. jus nice to let me 2 find tis blog template.. realli liked it.. so cause found others tat r nice too... haha... so maybe in e nearby future will start changin again.. but for nw it tis 1.. hope u guys like it.. (^__^)

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6:09 PM

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Friday, June 01, 2007

yeah yeah!!! i passed moi clinical exam le which was tested on wed.... haha.... i was veri veri nervous tat time lo.. even though i got a nice lecturer n a easy qns... but i'm still so nervious... i even 4got 2 sae i lot of e thing tat i suppose 2 sae... haha....

ok enough of past... donno wat happen 2 moi right eye 2dae i woke up wid it bein painful... hmmm.... but i dun rmb hurtin it ytd... it still hurtin me nw... everytime i blink moi eye... sobsob.... hope nth worst come out of it...

goin out wid huat n maybe ying tml 2 orchard 2 shop shop n buy things... haha... but wat i wanna buy e most nw is e Yp-k5 MP3... which cost $338... hmmm... wonder can i get it as moi bdae present from moi parents?? if nt i will be savin moi money 2 buy it... but i think even after 1 year i might nt have saved till e sum of money.. by viewin almost every sat go out n spend away e money... haix....

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9:40 AM

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