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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

went to view ying blog n saw e weddin gown in her lastest post... it veri nice gown... haha like tat she sae i guess it all girls dream to be a beautiful bride n walk down the alter n at e other side there stood the guy she love n will be stayin wid him 2gether for the rest of their life.. haha... but it still too far 4 me nw... mummy n daddy wun allow me 2 even go stead nw lo... let alone gettin married... but i also got no time 4 tis nw... had been busy wid moi studies.. guess i'm nt realli a person tat can do more than one thing at a time de... hmmm... haix... sound sad but nw in moi mind r jus moi spoiled hp will it get repair n will i pass moi cpr test... love huh?? i guess i did wanted it but some how it feel like it still too far away from me.. i donno y.. maybe deep in moi heart i'm still nt ready for it... hu know?? haha.. 4 nw, it jus a dream 4 me tat i doesn't know will it come true...

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10:35 AM

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

i failed moi cpr test 2dae... sobsob... haix.... nw i had retake e test on fri... which mean i will have 3 test on fri... first moi cpr test than presentation than moi elective test... haix.... startin still tot i could pass moi cpr test 2dae de... but still end up failin... i guess tis wat u get 4 bein too over confidence ba... sobsob....

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1:18 PM

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Friday, January 25, 2008

it had been so long since i last blog... tis few weeks had been veri busy wid moi studies... exam comin n i'm havin CPR exam next tues... train like siao like tat cause scared fail than nw end up wid sore hands.. or should i sae wrist... cause u need 2 use a lot of force to conmense e CPR.. n min still had 2 do 150 times lei.. n mus within 2min lo... haix... stress!!! haix... than i accidently make spoil moi bro phone by dropin it in e rain.. nw it's in e shop repairin but e people sae it might nt work properly anymore sia.. haix... wat 2 do?? didn't let mummy they all know it yet.. cause it nt moi phone i'm nt allowed 2 spoil it... jus hope they can repair it back....

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1:19 PM

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Sunday, January 13, 2008

saw ying change her blo skin suddenly had the urge to change mine too... haha... actualli decided on another blog skin de but too bad donno y somehw i jus can't use it... sobsob... but tis nice too hope u guys like it too.... comment pls!!

moi paeds attachment end le... haix.. so fast... afterall i like workin wid kids... took some pics.. gonna upload it here n in friendster so pls take a look...

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2:46 AM

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