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Thursday, June 26, 2008 yeah!! finalli got moi new blog skin again.. so sad tat dae when i can't seem 2 edit it.. found tis skin by incidence de.. but feel it's veri cute so decided 2 use it.. may edit a bit more cause dun realli like e color used in e blog 4 e font a bit plain lei.. but nw at sch no time 2 do tat.. kk.. goin 4 class le... so do comment it k?? [x] i lovee myself ((://* 3:47 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008 think somethin is wrong wid moi blog template lei.. can seem to edit it any more.. wanted 2 change moi template de.. but somehw alwaes can't get it right it right.. sobsob.... nth much 2 do nw.. in sch nw.. hopin 2 go back home soon 2 complete moi new downloaded anime kiba.. haha dun think a can complete it 2dae though cause still got 29 eps haven watch yet.. think will onli complete it earliest wed ba.. cause tml got batminton will be out all dae le... gees dun like de feelin of watchin a anime halfway done...~~~ [x] i lovee myself ((://* 12:03 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 guess wat is e worst thing a girl could had done 2 herself?? is to get a bad haircut!!! dun even try 2 prove me wrong.. jus think a bad makeup or a bad outfit can be change easily within a dae n a bad haircut dun it take months to grow back ur hair!! ARH!! went 2 cut moi hair 2dae wid moi mum... due to a lot of reason*hard 2 explain* i decided 2 listen 2 e hairstylist n got moiself a new haircut*actualli i jus wanted 2 trim moi hair de* n nw i'm stuck wid a hairstyle tat dun suit me.. i look so boyish!! OMG!! donno wat 2 do nw lo... sobsob.. guess i'm stuck wid it nw till moi hair grow bad!! sobsob... oh man i gonna miss moi last hairstyle VERI VERI MUCH!! lynn after her makeup me lookin stupid wid e green tea lynn+eva e horrible pic part 1.. e horrible pic part 2.. haha e momo ice cream.. LOVED IT de lime sorbet if i rmb wrongly e name.. anyway it taste nice.. us in toilet.. at outram mrt station.. Yanyan lookin funni wid e icecream... [x] i lovee myself ((://* 10:22 PM
Sunday, June 01, 2008 went out 4 both fri n sat.. fri went out wid lynn yanyan n yaoyan 2 watch sex n e city.. it a MUST watch movie 4 gurls.. veri motivatin... it make me wanna go buy their dvd series.. but it nt selled in spore so asked lynn 2 help me look 4 it when she went overseas.. haha... btw took neoprint wid them le.. haha first time taken neoprint wid them loved all e pics.. it in moi friendster.. haha.. still got take some more pics.. gonna upload it up later.. cause in sch nw n didn't brin moi pics.. sat went out wid ying long n huat well didn't took a lot of pics but still luckily 2 took a few wid huat at e end of e dae at moi house downstair.. pic in friendster again.. haha.. others will also be uploaded here later... n we went 2 city hall a jap restaurant*4get wat e restaurant name le* to eat dessert. OMG! e ice cream there is sososo nice fall in love wid their momo ice cream... think i'm gonna miss it a lot.. k.. enough of happi stuff here come e uphappi stuff.. haix... i got angry wid long on sun.. cause i'm tired of alwaes worryin about their stuff than went 2 tell him stuff than widout even askin me he will go tell ying.. i know it gud 4 him 2 be truthful 2 ying.. but hw about moi feelin lei?? as a friend isn't it impt to care n respect ur friends feelin? it veri hurtful 4 me lei.. i alwaes like scared ying one daes will sae i betray her cause i said out her stuff scared tat there will be once our friendship might break off yet i'm worried tat if he dun know their relationship will turn bad.. but there he is saein out all the stuff widout even tellin me first n WORST I ALWAES GET TO KNOW THROUGH YING!! ya so wat of ying didn't get angry it's still is veri hurtin de lo... moi trust 4 him is totally gone le... i'm sure he knows i dun wanna let ying knows cause i told him before n there he is like saein tis thing like it means nth 2 me nt even a sorri was said after they know moi feelin.. i dun mind if he tell me first tat he will be saein it 2 ying before he even tell her.. but nw tis make me look like a fool bein stupidly worry n scared of those stuff 4 nth.. n ying didn't even sae anythin like she sidin him too.. wanted 2 cry so much on sun but it hurt too much tat e tears dun even flow out.. 8 years of friendship le.. i never once knew there will be once tat i will do somethin tat will hurt or break our friendship but i did it le.. i realli can't stand it le.. wat is happenin hurt too much... they might nt means tis way but wat i'm feelin nw is moi feelin is totalli bein ignore.. i know e whole conversation sound like i'm e victim.. i also had fault i'm wrong to go do stuff tat i didn't need 2 do after all it a prob between e 2 of them.. n i'm also at wrong nt 2 sae out moi feelin earlier by keepin it all 2 moiself.. realli donno wat 2 do nw.. wat can i do? does tat mean our friendship end here? i realli donno nw? am i suppose to 4get about tis n pretend tat nth happen? but i dun think i can let it go.. i realli donno? i dun wan our friendship 2 end here but wat can i do? i really never want 2 do anythin tat will hurt our friendship.. [x] i lovee myself ((://* 6:42 PM
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