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Monday, November 24, 2008

Things tat i wanna buy before 2009:

1. bra
2. ear phone
3. comic
4. bag
5. wallet
6. liquid foundation
7. escada moon sparkle perfume
8. lipgross

after addin the cost of the above item up~~~ i will need 2 spent almost $400 lo... sobsob.. n this time e prcp also got no allowance.. which mean i had 2 save all moi money up if i wanna buy those things... nt 2 4get i still owe kel, hui n yao their bdae presents and mummi bdae comin too.. haix.. think i will be in a total broke state soon.... hate e alwaes nt enough $$$ life!!!

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9:28 PM

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Sunday, November 23, 2008

it had been so long since i found moiself updatin moi blog so frequently... plannin 2 meet lynn, yan,yao n jin moi laopo 2dae de but they end up havin 2 go 4 their part time work at 6pm hence we could nt meet up, i had moi attachment till 3.15.. sob.. miss them... things start 2 get stressful in moi prcp n there like isn't time 4 me 2 meet up wid moi friends.. nt even ying, hui, jo. ra n kel... haix... it seem like everytime i'm free there no 1 there 4 me.. kind of began 2 hate tis feelin... it like bein hang around in e mid air lost n donno wat 2 do n yet there no one there to tok about it..

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6:37 PM

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Friday, November 21, 2008

had been busyin makin moiself adapt 2 moi ward tis week.. still doin all the junior staff, still afraid 2 take case cause never take before than i dun know wat 2 do.. i accidenly cut moi finger ytd while breakin a meds, nw can't realli use moi right index finger cause it's hurt n if i use too much force on it, the wound will open up again.. than it's veri "ma fan" 4 me lo.. i donno hw many time i open up moi wound le, cause too used in usin moi right hand 2 do stuff le, afterall i'm a right hander... hope it heal soon or if nt later go back e ward i had 2 be very careful nt 2 get it infected n e careless me will have a veri hard time... (~.~) goin 2 go do a body check up tml too jus in case...

christmas is comin, ying is startin 2 think wat 2 buy 4 her friends 4 christmas le.. haix.. but 4 me i'm too broke tis daes lei.. donno wat 2 do.. still owein hui n kel their bdae presents than mummi bdae comin next week.. mummi de cannot owe so had 2 go find her present tml or tues n it's goin 2 cost a lot! n there still a lot of stuff that i wanna buy before tis year end.. ar!! in a totalli lack of money state!!

to total up tis daes i had been in a veri stress up emotion can't seem 2 be able 2 enjoy anythin 2 e fullest... haix... sian... part of me wantin 2 find a love tat is jus 4 me, but part 4 me is rejectin tis idea due 2 a lot of reasons.. part of me wanna go out 2 shop, but part of me sae it no use goin out since i got no money.. part of me wanna jus stay at home n rest, play some game n watch moi anime, but once again part of me sae it's borin.. haix... has been havin tis stupid confusin feelin wid me 4 quite some time le till i began 2 wonder is there somethin tat i realli wanted 2 do deep in moi heart tat i yet 2 know...

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9:13 PM

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

started moi prcp 4 e first 1 week le... quite stressful n a lot of things donno wat 2 do.... sob.. so lost in e ward.. felt i'm e odd one out in there.. but luckly me was i got 2 make friends since e first day in e ward at least got people 2 talk too so still nt so bad... but had 2 start studyin moi note tml le.. had 2 revise on everythin again as it's a specialise ward... wish me luck....

went 2 cut hair moi hair 2dae cause it's long le n very lazy 2 have 2 tied n pin moi hair durin prcp n blow moi hair everytime after wash... startin was jus 2 cut hair onli than mummi sae she wanna do her hair too so it end up while waitin 4 her i did moi rebondin too.. luckily tis time onli did e end of moi hair so it onli took 3h or so to do finish moi rebondin... or i might be bored 2 death lo... than went 2 meet ying 2 watch Madagascar Escape 2 Africa, a very funni show.. a little childish but it's very funni so 4 people hu haven watch it n thinkin of watchin it just go watch it nice n worth e movie ticket money... oh ya... ying met me n sae i cut moi hair too short le wor.. but ok la at least i feel it's better than the hair style i had last time...

p.s: 4 ying n jo hu ask me 2 link n relink ur bloggie.. i done it le!! haha.. i think jo might feel i finalli relink her le.. haha... oh ya.. i change moi song.. so let me know can u guy hear it...

hui+moi after swimmin

kel wid his tiramisu

tiramisu.. yummi

can't rmb e dessert name but it's nice...

found e liqour tat i alwaes wanna try "parfait amour" which mean perfect love in french

N it's veri nice 2 drink to.. so it had become moi fav liqour!!

moi new hairstyle.. wid moi actin cute..

moi new hairstyle

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11:12 PM

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Sunday, November 02, 2008

finalli.. updated moi blog again... had been quite busy tis weeks wid moi attachment n wei kor weddin... actualli also nt veri busy la.. jus veri tired after attachment so lazy to come update moi blog... cause moi attachment at changi lei!! had to wake up at 5am jus to reach there on time lo... haix.. sian.. n it 4 every dae for tat 2 weeks cause i keep havin mornin shift onli one afternoon shift for the whole 2 weeks there lo... (~.~) but finally e 2 weeks end le.. than moi 3 month prcp isn't there.. or i can die sia 3 month like tis...

went to wei kor n sandy sis weddin last last tue on the 21st oct at marriot hotel at orchard... it a veri nice weddin.. they even made a veri cute animation video of hw they met one another.. it so so cute n funni tat i ask them 2 sent it 2 me.. n wei kor sae he will when he is free so i will be waitin..(^__^) pic is uploaded in moi facebook.. haven upload in moi friendster yet... will do it tis week.. since i'm havin moi holidae le... btw sandy sis is so pretty tat dae!! tat i realli believe a woman is the most beautiful when she havin her weddin.. it make me wanna wear a weddin gown too.. haha.. tat doesn't mean i wanna get married nw... i JUST wanna TRY on e weddin gown...

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11:37 PM

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