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9:13 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008
had been busyin makin moiself adapt 2 moi ward tis week.. still doin all the junior staff, still afraid 2 take case cause never take before than i dun know wat 2 do.. i accidenly cut moi finger ytd while breakin a meds, nw can't realli use moi right index finger cause it's hurt n if i use too much force on it, the wound will open up again.. than it's veri "ma fan" 4 me lo.. i donno hw many time i open up moi wound le, cause too used in usin moi right hand 2 do stuff le, afterall i'm a right hander... hope it heal soon or if nt later go back e ward i had 2 be very careful nt 2 get it infected n e careless me will have a veri hard time... (~.~) goin 2 go do a body check up tml too jus in case...
christmas is comin, ying is startin 2 think wat 2 buy 4 her friends 4 christmas le.. haix.. but 4 me i'm too broke tis daes lei.. donno wat 2 do.. still owein hui n kel their bdae presents than mummi bdae comin next week.. mummi de cannot owe so had 2 go find her present tml or tues n it's goin 2 cost a lot! n there still a lot of stuff that i wanna buy before tis year end.. ar!! in a totalli lack of money state!!
to total up tis daes i had been in a veri stress up emotion can't seem 2 be able 2 enjoy anythin 2 e fullest... haix... sian... part of me wantin 2 find a love tat is jus 4 me, but part 4 me is rejectin tis idea due 2 a lot of reasons.. part of me wanna go out 2 shop, but part of me sae it no use goin out since i got no money.. part of me wanna jus stay at home n rest, play some game n watch moi anime, but once again part of me sae it's borin.. haix... has been havin tis stupid confusin feelin wid me 4 quite some time le till i began 2 wonder is there somethin tat i realli wanted 2 do deep in moi heart tat i yet 2 know...
christmas is comin, ying is startin 2 think wat 2 buy 4 her friends 4 christmas le.. haix.. but 4 me i'm too broke tis daes lei.. donno wat 2 do.. still owein hui n kel their bdae presents than mummi bdae comin next week.. mummi de cannot owe so had 2 go find her present tml or tues n it's goin 2 cost a lot! n there still a lot of stuff that i wanna buy before tis year end.. ar!! in a totalli lack of money state!!
to total up tis daes i had been in a veri stress up emotion can't seem 2 be able 2 enjoy anythin 2 e fullest... haix... sian... part of me wantin 2 find a love tat is jus 4 me, but part 4 me is rejectin tis idea due 2 a lot of reasons.. part of me wanna go out 2 shop, but part of me sae it no use goin out since i got no money.. part of me wanna jus stay at home n rest, play some game n watch moi anime, but once again part of me sae it's borin.. haix... has been havin tis stupid confusin feelin wid me 4 quite some time le till i began 2 wonder is there somethin tat i realli wanted 2 do deep in moi heart tat i yet 2 know...
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