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Sunday, January 25, 2009

yeah!! finailli done wid e stuff i need 2 do for cyn... haha.. actualli i didn't realli did all e things i wanna do yet.. i didn't pack moi room, din't go buy moi comic, din't buy moi swimmin shorts, din't loss up 2 e weight i wan.. but at least i did e more impt stuffs that mus be done de... haha... :P

ok.. there 1 gatherin tat i MUST startin plannin le.. e moi devoted SJM: if u happen 2 view tis post.. do tag me n let me know when u r free 4 e next FEWS weeks.. so i can plan a gatherin for e 5 of us.. *i finailli found ra* (^__^) so let me know asap k? think i will msg u guys too after third dae of cyn...

n i here by wishes everyone a happi cyn/holidae!! hopin everyone have a good year ahead!! mus go back i start doin moi things again le...

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
3:58 PM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

Saturday, January 17, 2009

quite a lot of stuff happened tis daes... so it made me become veri stress up... haha.. than strangly i found out i had a behaviour tat i din know i had after tis daes.. i found moiself doin darin stuff ytd.. haha... kind 2 think back, i wun had done it if i'm moi usual self "thinkin before i act" i found moiself jus did it widout thinkin, jus out of emotion... it had been quite long or should i sae years since i last did things like tis... hmmm.. so moi ans to moi behaviour was i will do darin stuff once i'm too stress up.. come 2 think of it.. tis isn't e first time i did some darin stuff due 2 stress.. it moi way 2 manage stress.. i guess~~ haha... :P hope tis behaviour wasn't tat bad....

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
1:17 AM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

Friday, January 09, 2009

finalli updated moi blog again~~~ tis fews weeks had been jus attachment, restin, attachment, restin.. nth else... dun realli have e energy 2 even go out.. i haven buy finish moi cyn clothes, shoes n wallet lo.. but i also donno wanna go where 2 buy it... still wantin 2 watch twilight wid ying but can't seem 2 find a time 2 meet up wid her cause moi off daes r alwaes diff from her....

Arita's new year wishes:

*slim down
*pass moi prcp
*able 2 have long friendships wid moi laopos
*change a new hp
*maintain moi friendship wid ying, hui, jo, ra n kel
*???find a bf???? (maybe onli)
*cure moi acne (it keep comin out tis daes)
*Celebrate moi 21 bdae nicely(^__^)

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
2:31 AM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-