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Saturday, February 28, 2009

have 2 change moi blog skin tis time due 2 moi last blog skin e wallpaper suddenly disappear.. :( hence tat blog skin cannot be use anymore... last time tat 1 e theme is a bit emo emo de.. so tis time change back 2 sweet sweet, cute cute de... do give comment on e skin design!!!

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2:16 PM

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Thursday, February 26, 2009

ytd when 2 my grandma house there n pray.. mummi ask me 2 ask e god there*donno hw 2 type his name out* about moi luck tis year.. well than e reply i got was, moi luck isn't tat gud tis year n pls think before i do anythin.. haha... guess he is right.. i had been quite emo tis daes... due 2 tat i even quarreled wid moi mum too... :( hw many years it had been since e last time i quarreled wid her so badly sia? guess realli had 2 let moiself cool down le...

jus got 2 read jo blog jus nw... found out tat she is havin a fever! hope she is alright nw... will be veri sad if i can't meet her tml... but i wun wan her 2 come too if she is havin fever cause nt gud 4 her health.. dear, must tc k?

19hr more till i meet hui, 22hrs more till i meet ying, 25hrs more till i meet jo*if possible*!! countin down 2 it it!!

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5:50 PM

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

havin a strange feelin tis daes n due 2 it i hasn't been veri happi n cheerful... had 2 sae sorri 2 my family sia... cause i alwaes sound irritated tokin 2 them tis daes due 2 tis feelin... tot goin out wid friends could make me feel better but somehw it din work... haix... wat goin on wid me nw?? hated tis feelin... hope it will go off soon...

i feel like cryin but tears jus wun come out~~

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9:23 PM

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Sunday, February 15, 2009

Name: arita
Height: 160cm?? nt sure
where do you live: hougang
Favourite drinks: hmmm... quite a lot sia.. ice lemon tea, ice milo, bubble tea, green tea n more..

Have you ever -
Been on a plane: Yup~
Fallen asleep at school: almost everydae.. :P
Broken someone's heart: er... yes...
Fell off your chair: think so... can't realli rmb
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: 4 a few hrs, yes... whole nite includin nt slpin, no
Saved e-mails: Ya, nt jus email, sms also.. (^__^)

What is
Your room like: messy when i'm around, neat when i'm about goin out.
The last thing you ate: Bo bo cha cha
Ever had chicken pox: ya.. when i was very young.. n from wat i heard i spread it 2 moi whole family too.. haha..no memories of it though.. too young
Sore throat: nope.. hardly
Stitches: ya.. sobsob
Do you believe in love at first sight: nt sure, nt realli
Like picnics: yup..
Who was/were the last person/people you dance with: moi bro.. i think...
Last made you smile: moi cousin weddin
You last yelled at: moi bro... he is e onli 1 i will yell at.. haha...

Today did you -
Talk to someone you like: Yea, if you consider my family members ;p
Kiss anyone: Nope.
Get sick: Nope.
Talk to an ex: nope
Miss someone: Yup...
Eat: er... u sae lei??

Best feeling in the world: nt sure lei?? bein happi??
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: haha.. ya.. :P
What's under your bed: matress n e mornin, nth at nite..
Who do you really hate: 2 or more faces people.. as in those act act type...
What time is it now?: 1.45am

Random -
Is there a person who is on your mind now: nt realli.. tis qns make me think of thinkin some1 though
Do you have any siblings: ya.. a bro
Do you want children: let it be 2 (^__^)
Do you smile often: haha.. alwaes..
Do you like your hand-writing: nope.. too messy
Are your toe nails painted: yup
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: hmm.. non in mind nw...
What color shirt are you wearing now: colorful
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: watchin anime...

I can't wait till: i slim down, get $$$ n fly oversea!!
Are you a friendly person: think so, well at least 2 friends...
Do you have any pets: nope...
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: no where, cause no such person
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: haha.. tat will be moi "step bro"
Do you sleep with the TV on?: Nope. moi dad will kill me... n no tv in moi room..
What are you doing right now?: Isn't it obvious?!
Have you ever crawled through a window?: haha.. no...
Are you too forgiving?: donno... but i dun think any1 had told me tat i'm 4givin
Are you closer to your mother or father?: mummi!!!
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: think ying ba... n tat years ago le...
How many people can you say you've really loved?: omg!! hard qns!! erm.... nt a lot cause 2 me love n like r veri diff...

Do you eat healthy?: dun think so.. i'm quite a fussy eater
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: nope
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: did i?? hmmm... think so... can't rmb..
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: it depend on moi feelin tat time.. it can be anywhere...
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: quite quiet.. but chatty tis daes when i'm wid moi friends..
Are you confident?: nt realli... hopin 2 gain moi confidence back

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. study
2. rebellin at home
3. playin/foolin around
4. Watching tv
5. slackin

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. complete tis thing..
2. slp
3. slp
4. slp
5. slp.. hello wat else u wan?? it's 2am nw...

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. ICE CREAM!!!
2. Does bubble tea counts??
3. potatoes chips
4. popcorn
5. cheesy hotdogs...

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. slim down
2. do away moi eyebag n make moi eye bigger!!
3. Buy all the stuff I want!!
4. out 2 travel around e world
5. help moi famili member wid their wishes tooo...

5 of my bad habits:
1. Lazy
2. easily influence by friends
3. havin a missy attitude at times
4. Stubborn
5. wake up late...

5 places I have lived in:
1. serangoon
2. hougang
3. telok balang *dun realli know hw 2 spell le :P*
4. boon keng
5. chinatown

5 jobs I've had I am's :
1. Student
2. moi mum own Secretary
3. moi bro tutor
4. promotor
5. sales assitance

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
11:56 PM

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Monday, February 09, 2009

finalli.. moi last post was on cny eve n nw tis post was e last dae of cny.. haha... make me feel kind of funni.. anyway nth much happen... moi prcp finalli ended waitin 4 sgh hr 2 call me nw 2 c if i can get a post as staff nurse in sgh.. enjoyin moi holidae (^__^) met up wid hui jo n ying ytd... 1 wish 4 moi year 2009 had been granted.. well ra still owe me one date though cause ytd she cen't meet us... still on shoppin mood wanna go out n buy clothes... cause lot of moi clothes cannot wear le.. sobsob... havin severe allergy reaction since sat, gettin better nw but still havin swollen eye.. can't wear any contact 4 e time bein~~~ but moi swollen cheek finalli gone le.. thanks god.. or i wonder hw i go out like tat sia... anyway still thinkin wanna find a part time job ma.. but tis moi last holidae le so no much mood 2 work but dun realli have any $$$ nw... hmmmm.......

oh ya!! tis daes havin a strange feelin like i forget somethin impt.. wonder wat is it??

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
6:12 PM

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