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Monday, March 30, 2009

suddenly heard a song tat i long time never hear ytd n it makes me rmb u... rmb e dae when u sae break n i din do anythin n let u go... still missin u at times.. missin e care, understandin n love u gave.. U r de onli regret tat i had alwaes wished 4 things 2 change n tot of wat's gonna happen if there a dae e 2 of us met.. was it tat i was thinkin too much or heaven realli make a fun out of me? is tat u tat i saw tis mornin of was it jus some1 tat look alike?

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12:08 AM

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Thursday, March 26, 2009

ying wrote in her blog tat she hope i can find a guy tat i love n he love me back.. but i also need 2 have time 2 go find guys first lo.. frankly speakin i'm gettin tired le.. alwaes bein played by them.. first is E than nw A... let c ba, c if he can rmb e promise he promised me... haix... am i bein foolish 2 stupidly think tat he might rmb tat promise he made 2 me even though i know promises r meant 2 be broke? knowin tat most guys r never meant 2 be trusted... n 2 understand tat everythin he had done so far was jus an game 2 him....

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8:42 PM

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Monday, March 23, 2009

nth much... first dae of work n found moiself slpin in e lecture hall... (~.~///) guess i'm too tired as tat nite din slp well donno is it due 2 nervousness n maybe i also cannot get use 2 wakin up so early le.. haha...

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8:01 PM

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Friday, March 20, 2009

had quite a busy daes 2dae... guess since work is startin soon in 4 daes... seem 2 wan 2 let moiself enjoy de most of it... mornin went out 2 had breadfast wid mum, guang n moi maid.. afternoon went out wid angie 2 watch mall cop.. haha a veri funni movie... evenin wid ying n kel 4 dinner... enjoyed moi dae 2 e fullest!! (^__^) hope e last 4 daes can be sth like 2dae...

havin lot of feelin tis daes as many things had happen... well, maybe because i'm free nw tend 2 think a lot about it...but e last decision i made was 2 4get about it... tis sound like a bad idea but yet i think it's enough le cause it's start affectin moi life n i can't let tis go on... mummi is right about sth.. i'm gettin too emotional tis daes... n i shouldn't be.. cause i'm nt a gurl like tis, gettin all emotional or fed up... hence it's affectin moi life...

sat goin www wid jo, hui, wj n 1 of wj friend... but i suddenly rmb sth! moi blister!! 1 of it still haven heal lo.. hope it heal quickly or wait after sat it get worst due 2 e water than i mon hw?? i still have 2 wear covered shoes on mon lo... (~.~///)

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12:57 AM

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Monday, March 16, 2009

Startin i tot i had a veri fun dae 2dae even though startin was a bit turn off due 2 e rain n me bein late after takin a cab down n i still nearly got lost... but everythin turn out better when i met wid lynn shu fen n angela.. we went kalang there 2 skate.. i know hw 2 ice skate le!! yeah!! so happi about it.. cause i had been waitin 2 learn it since sec sch... (^__^) 4 some reason i felt it's easiler to learn than cyclin... it onli took me less than an hr n i found moiself skatin alone w/o much prob le... but even after 2hrs of cyclin i still find moiself stuck on e spot donno hw 2 move... but isn't tis 2 sport e same? it all about balancin? but y e result is so diff?? well i did fell 3 times though.. haha.. but it was fun.. hopin 2 go there soon again.. but e next time have 2 be prepare 2 wear thick sock.. cause e shoes is veri hard lo.. i ended up wid blister on moi feets due 2 e shoes... :( 1 blister when broke n i bleed!! veri pain nw... sound stupid right? e fall isn't as painful n hurtful than e blisters lo... (~.~///) pics will be uploaded when i got it from lynn.. after tat when 2 meet yao n YAO SAE SHE FEEL I GREW FAT LE DURIN TIS HOLIDAE LO!!! OMG!!!!

than when i reach home happi yet a little tired.. than like usual i start checkin moi facebook 4 update.. n i found sth n start readin le... i regreted readin it sia... cause it make moi feelin drop from top 2 bottom, like from heaven 2 hell.... haix.... hated it...

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11:55 PM

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Saturday, March 14, 2009

"Tse's new album is in the pipeline, but he said it may also be his last. "The new album is titled 'The Last Nicholas Tse'. I've always considered leaving showbiz." He added that his personality is unsuitable for showbiz as a celebrity."

found tis sentences in yahoo news when i was readin about Cecilia Cheung n Edison Chen news.. it seem like Cecilia has an TV interview 2 tok about e scandal after Edison spoke in e court n vertify tat one of e scandal girls is her... e new din tok about wat's e TV interview is about.. cause e person they interviewed in e news was Nic... n 2 summarise e news, it seem tat Nic alwaes knew tat Cecilia pasts wasn't a goody gurl type de before he choose 2 marry Cecilia.. but he said tat he din cared about it n asked her 2 marry him.. he was angry wid her at first when e scandal happened, but his anger subsided in a day or two.. n he did hated Edi at first but had let go of his hatred after some time cause he feel tat there's no eternal enemy in this world

""I've known her for so long, do you think I am unaware of her personality and what she has done in the past? When I kneeled down before her to propose then, I told myself: Nic, you are such a male chauvinist; since you are sure you want to propose today, you have to accept her past, be it good or bad. On the day the scandal broke out, I reminded myself again that I have to support her." Despite the differing views and comments of the conservative Hong Kong people, Tse was unbothered and insisted on bringing Cheung out shopping and for movies."

OMG!!! ISN'T HE SWEET??? fallen 4 him~~~ haha... btw he is moi first idol from Hong Kong lo since young... in fact last time i wun miss any drama or movie he acted.. nw he sae tat he is considerin leavin showbiz.. i'm quite sad sia....

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1:38 AM

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Friday, March 13, 2009

OMG!! 2dae than found out tis is moi 202 post le!! haha... so many sia!! din know....

anyway tis daes had been watchin quite a lot of diff drama/movie.. watched "my bloody valentine"(which is really f**kin bloody, n nw still givin me nightmare),"霹雳MIT"(k.. tis is a nice drama lead by 范范,炎亚纶,小鬼,鬼鬼 n a guy which i donno his name haha.. anyway is sth like detective story wid suspend n thrillin..),"珠光宝气"(e no 1 highest watch rate in hong kong n is 黎姿 last drama... tis is a fantastic drama! jus tat it's a bit draggy)"不良笑花"(haven really watch finish it yet cause moi dvd got sth wrong disk 2 cannot be open still waitin moi mum 2 get me e new 1.. but it a funni show it n realli show in tis world there's no ugly woman onli lazy woman)"封神榜之武王伐纣"(it a drama lead by林心如as妲己 she is veri pretty inside wor.. jus tat nt sexy n flirty enough, 4 those hu know 封神榜 tis drama will know wat i mean le.. cause tis drama is actualli a remake drama so e story went a bit haywire compare e original but watchin e pretty 林心如 n e nice graphic make mine time nt waste la...) so nw findin nice drama 2 watch before i had 2 start workin than no time 2 watch le.. :( if u have any recommendation do let me know.. i dun mind even if it's years ago show as long as u think it's nice worth watchin lo...(^__^)

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12:22 AM

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Sunday, March 08, 2009

so down in luck 2dae... went out wid ying tis mornin at around 9.45 to go gym.. than end up e gym too many people i onli did e cyclin 4 about half an hour than went 2 ying home le... startin still tot of meetin ying after i went out n eat wid mummi n guang de.. hu know when i reach home mummi jus wake up than we 1 plus than go out... reach IMM around 2pm.. so everythin tat had planned turn out late.. startin still tot nvm since ying sae she dun mind meetin later.. than hu know moi tat IDIOTIC bro play too much psp in e car in e end he vomited in e car lo!!! i so F**k off lo after he did tat.. no choice had 2 cancel moi plan wid ying.. So sorri about tat sis! n help moi mum wash car... than e 2 of us washed e car 4 1hrs lo... cause moi mum car is nt made of leather de, her is made of those teddy bear type fur de... so it veri hard 2 wash lo.. e stain din wan 2 come off have 2 keep scrubbin it till e medicure tat i did 4 moiself ytd was ruin.. :( had 2 redo it again... haix.... i'm like cursin n swearin in moi mind lo... so tired nw thanks 2 moi bro 4 wat he done in e car sia....

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5:35 PM

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Thursday, March 05, 2009

found jus 4 daes onli.. than hui ying n jo blog updated so many stuff wor... so come n update mine too.. haha... like wat i worte in moi facebook ytd... got moi new phone le!! samsung f480.. e phone is quite nice la.. till jus nw than i found out sth bad about it!! e camera take time 2 take a photo... haix.. unlike sony ericsson lo can take photo easily... sob.. but nvm.. still like it la... (^__^) after all nt use dun like it nt... it nt like i can change e phone le...

went out wid ying n jun long last sat.. took 2 pics at mini toon which i know i'm actin cute.. but i like it... haha... :P

did nth much tis daes... so ya!! i went 2 get moi uniform ytd... than after tat when city hall.. startin tot of goin there buy a book n go esplanade library 2 read de... but in e end than i found out tat a san bookshop at cityhall there de close liao.. so dropped moi plan n went shoppin instead.. haha.. than i got scouted sia.. by a agency at dhoby there de.. they call me 2dae n wan me 2 go down 4 a interview.. hmmm... should i? cause it sound stupid.. i mean e person tat scouted me din realli care about a person look lo.. she like jus wan 2 do finish her job as i saw her scoutin others which r all like me nt pretty at all de....

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7:22 PM

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