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11 REASONS WHY WOMEN FIND IT HARD TO FiND THE MAN OF THEiR DREAM......
1. Nice men are ugly.
2. Handsome men are not nice.
3. Handsome and nice men are gay.
4. Handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.
5. Men who are not so handsome, but nice, have no money.
6. Men who are not so handsome, but nice n with money, think we are only after their money.
7. Handsome men without money are after our money.
8. Handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. Men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.
10. Somewhat handsome man, kinda nice and have some money, and thank God heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!
11. Men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative. NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?
"Men are like a fine wine.They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with..."
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went 2 gym 2dae wid yanyan but because i ended eariler 2dae as i started at 7am n yan started at 8am... i went 2 e gym alone first... cause nth much 2 do while alone i begin 2 anyhw think i come out wid tis *below stuff*.... PEOPLE IF U CAN'T TAKE JOKE OR STUPID STUFF PLS STOP READIN N EXIT OUT OF MOI BLOG!! cause below stuff is stupid.. haha...
Arita's thinkin 2 y gurls hated gym:
Arita's thinkin 2 y guys like gym:
next time if u ever go gym gurls do take a look n u will find tat in a gym guys will alwaes out no e gurls..
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
haha... tis is e sec time i use sgh com 2 do bloggin le... first time was when i'm havin nite shift at 72 wid my staff nurse... e sec time nw is me as a sn in my com course bloggin.. haha.... haix... no choice ma e com course is too borin le so mus find sth 2 do lo.. but tis course is still much better than goin 2 e ward.. haha.... :P
brought sth last sun need people opinion about it e next time.. btw nw than i know lo... moi ward din give us our ward allowance in tis pay which is about $$$200 lo.. other ward like all get it lei... sobsob..... wanna ask it back but donno go where ask...
brought sth last sun need people opinion about it e next time.. btw nw than i know lo... moi ward din give us our ward allowance in tis pay which is about $$$200 lo.. other ward like all get it lei... sobsob..... wanna ask it back but donno go where ask...
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
wat am i 2 hu? a friend? some1 unreplaceable? a dog? a spare tyre? a joker?
a friend: sometime i feel bein wid u alwaes make me happi n hope u feel tis way too.. n i'm some1 u trust n willin 2 tell truth to...
some1 unreplaceable: sometime i feel u did treasure me.. we had been though so much n i hope/ tot tat i might have a place in ur heart like wat u had in mine...
a dog: y do u alwaes onli call me when u need moi help? onli when i'm useful 2 u? do u feel tat i will be as loyal as a dog no matter hu u do 2 me, hw u used me i will still be by ur side?
a spare tyre: y onli call me when there's no one there 4 u 2 pei y? but when there's other 4 u, u will jus 4get about me n jus leave me in e "wild"...
a joker: do i look 2 u like i'm some1 hu will/can alwaes cheer u up when u r down, some1 hu will onli smile n have no others emotion? some1 hu never meed other 2 cheer me up or 2 even need others 2 care about?
do u know tat i'm saein u yet u jus wanna act ignorant? i nt sure wat 2 do anymore... i keep tellin myself nt 2 be so emotional.. think n let moiself cool down.. but nw e more i think, e more stuff is gettin out from moi mind.. however if i dun think jus act wid moi emotion, i think i will become a jerk.. n if i dun do anythin about it... as time passes by i have a feelin tat yes tis emotion tati'm havin nw will fade of but so do our rs... i realli hope we could be back like last time... but i couldn't cope wid e emotion i have nw... all i need was actualli i sentence from u.. "wat am i 2 u?"
a friend: sometime i feel bein wid u alwaes make me happi n hope u feel tis way too.. n i'm some1 u trust n willin 2 tell truth to...
some1 unreplaceable: sometime i feel u did treasure me.. we had been though so much n i hope/ tot tat i might have a place in ur heart like wat u had in mine...
a dog: y do u alwaes onli call me when u need moi help? onli when i'm useful 2 u? do u feel tat i will be as loyal as a dog no matter hu u do 2 me, hw u used me i will still be by ur side?
a spare tyre: y onli call me when there's no one there 4 u 2 pei y? but when there's other 4 u, u will jus 4get about me n jus leave me in e "wild"...
a joker: do i look 2 u like i'm some1 hu will/can alwaes cheer u up when u r down, some1 hu will onli smile n have no others emotion? some1 hu never meed other 2 cheer me up or 2 even need others 2 care about?
do u know tat i'm saein u yet u jus wanna act ignorant? i nt sure wat 2 do anymore... i keep tellin myself nt 2 be so emotional.. think n let moiself cool down.. but nw e more i think, e more stuff is gettin out from moi mind.. however if i dun think jus act wid moi emotion, i think i will become a jerk.. n if i dun do anythin about it... as time passes by i have a feelin tat yes tis emotion tati'm havin nw will fade of but so do our rs... i realli hope we could be back like last time... but i couldn't cope wid e emotion i have nw... all i need was actualli i sentence from u.. "wat am i 2 u?"
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Saturday, April 18, 2009
meetin lynn they all later tis afternoon n yan house nw... haha... finalli meetin them again after about 1 month never meet them le lo.. so happi hope we can have a nice n fun outin... oh ya.. goin 2 go take moi skirt too.. ytd di go take cause when to watch e confession of shopperholic... veri nice lo.. it remind me of wat i will be like a few months/daes later than i start 2 have my pay.. haha... maybe nt as extreame as her but should be sth like tat... loved 1 sentence tat she sae on the beginnin of the movie "have u ever walk down on the road n saw tis cute guy n when he look at u n him smile at u than ur heart start beatin start n start to feel like meltin? tis hw i feel when i saw cute new bag on the shop window..." haha... i totalli agreed!! cause tis hw i feel when i saw sth tat i like in e shop tooo..... i think tis is e mus watch movie to gurls tat like 2 shop, there isn't any much meanin in e show but i sureshow a heart of a girl hu like 2 shop.. yan even sae her bf should watch tis movie so he will know n understand her more after tat... haha....
k.. quite a lot of unhappi stuff happen tis daes... have 2 thanks jo 4 bein so concern... but dun worri i'm still alright... stilll can cope it jus tat my mood swing might be a bit bad more easily tis daes... but gonna let moiself cool down le cause i know tis can't go on e onli thingi could go is to jus accept it...
gtg will end moi crappin here... tata
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Monday, April 13, 2009
jus for laughter
11 REASONS WHY WOMEN FIND IT HARD TO FiND THE MAN OF THEiR DREAM......
1. Nice men are ugly.
2. Handsome men are not nice.
3. Handsome and nice men are gay.
4. Handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.
5. Men who are not so handsome, but nice, have no money.
6. Men who are not so handsome, but nice n with money, think we are only after their money.
7. Handsome men without money are after our money.
8. Handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. Men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.
10. Somewhat handsome man, kinda nice and have some money, and thank God heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!
11. Men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative. NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?
"Men are like a fine wine.They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with..."
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9:04 PM
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
i never knew i will hate moiself so much till 2dae.... i alwaes tot tat i will life my life in a way tat i try nt 2 regret anythin... but e fact is tat i dun think i can anymore.... feelin n thinkin r so much diff... hw u feel at tat point of time will make u act out sth tat u will or might regret in e end... i realli have 2 stop tis nw... i can't be a reactor anymore n i dun wish 2 be 1 anymore..... i'm tired of tis....
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Thursday, April 09, 2009
found moiself keep updatin moi blog tis daes at home... hmmm... hw unusual.... last time will onli update moi blog when i'm free at sch or durin attachment.. hardly will do it at home de... guess mus had been thinkin too much tis de n too stress le due 2 e new ward.. keep havin scoldin from others... esp sister...
tis few daes donno y almost every1 around me were tokin about love... kel, ying, jo, hui n even moiself... well kel is like havin a secret affair like tat bein misterous... ying is gettin better wid her al long. jo broke up wid wj.. cheer up k dear.. u will surely find a guy tat will never wanna let u go de.. it jus e time still nt right yet.. hui thinkin about her n g rs should she con't like tis... let wat i let in ur blog hui.. jus do e thing u wun regret.. n me.,, i'm jus finish watchin a anime tat is totalli about love.. there's love of diff type of love in it, n make me wonder wat realli love is about? can u sae tat u truely know love onli when u be wid e 1 hu loved 4 a veri long time or in fact ur whole life, or u truely know love once u fall in love n even if it's jus a moment tat's love?? ying once said me "u will never understand hw i feel cause u never love some1 n be wid him long before" but u r saein tat love can onli be proven through time? jus because i din work out wid him tat mean i dun love him or love him deep enough? haix... dun feel like thinkin le.... it's too messy... y can't love be jus love? "i love him n tat it"...
went 2 meet ying 2dae.. actualli wanted 2 go gym de.. but moi friends suddenly 2dae sae wanna go take e hep b booster jab so went 2 take wid them lo cause i also need it... than hu know before i went i kana scold veri badly by sis... sobsob... so nt much mood 2 go gym n ended up shoppin instead.. so went up 2 ying office n find her as i ended earlier... n got roses from ying!! *pics of e flower below*thanks... well, jus nw nt in veri gud mood so din realli think her well.. but thanks.. i do like it... than went far east 2 shop shop n ended up buyin stuff *a thigh n shoes*tat r nt like much needed nw.. i din go collect my skirt.. (~.~///) had 2 collect it soon sia.. cause i like tat skirt...
e top view after modified.. haha... like tis view better...
tis few daes donno y almost every1 around me were tokin about love... kel, ying, jo, hui n even moiself... well kel is like havin a secret affair like tat bein misterous... ying is gettin better wid her al long. jo broke up wid wj.. cheer up k dear.. u will surely find a guy tat will never wanna let u go de.. it jus e time still nt right yet.. hui thinkin about her n g rs should she con't like tis... let wat i let in ur blog hui.. jus do e thing u wun regret.. n me.,, i'm jus finish watchin a anime tat is totalli about love.. there's love of diff type of love in it, n make me wonder wat realli love is about? can u sae tat u truely know love onli when u be wid e 1 hu loved 4 a veri long time or in fact ur whole life, or u truely know love once u fall in love n even if it's jus a moment tat's love?? ying once said me "u will never understand hw i feel cause u never love some1 n be wid him long before" but u r saein tat love can onli be proven through time? jus because i din work out wid him tat mean i dun love him or love him deep enough? haix... dun feel like thinkin le.... it's too messy... y can't love be jus love? "i love him n tat it"...
went 2 meet ying 2dae.. actualli wanted 2 go gym de.. but moi friends suddenly 2dae sae wanna go take e hep b booster jab so went 2 take wid them lo cause i also need it... than hu know before i went i kana scold veri badly by sis... sobsob... so nt much mood 2 go gym n ended up shoppin instead.. so went up 2 ying office n find her as i ended earlier... n got roses from ying!! *pics of e flower below*thanks... well, jus nw nt in veri gud mood so din realli think her well.. but thanks.. i do like it... than went far east 2 shop shop n ended up buyin stuff *a thigh n shoes*tat r nt like much needed nw.. i din go collect my skirt.. (~.~///) had 2 collect it soon sia.. cause i like tat skirt...
e flower tat ying gave me
me wid e flower
e flower after bein modified by me cause i can't find my vase at home e vase i have is too big.. so decided 2 use a nice wine cup.. (^__^)
e top view after modified.. haha... like tis view better...[x] i lovee myself ((://*
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
haix... lost moi cable 4 moi digital cam... sobsob... can't seem 2 be able 2 find it anywhere... think had 2 rebuy it but wonder where got sell it....
went 2 gym 2dae wid yanyan but because i ended eariler 2dae as i started at 7am n yan started at 8am... i went 2 e gym alone first... cause nth much 2 do while alone i begin 2 anyhw think i come out wid tis *below stuff*.... PEOPLE IF U CAN'T TAKE JOKE OR STUPID STUFF PLS STOP READIN N EXIT OUT OF MOI BLOG!! cause below stuff is stupid.. haha...
Arita's thinkin 2 y gurls hated gym:
1. no handsome guys there
2. all guys stink in there
3. points r alwaes taken off 2 guys tat sweat too much.. veri diguestin...
4. most guys there r horny
5. e sport attire guys wear often sucks
6. most guys there r too muscular till it become sth replusive
Arita's thinkin 2 y guys like gym:
1. they think they could show off 2 gurls there
2. they could c gurls body there... esp runnin n sit up*if u know wat i mean*
3. they think they look handsome while exercisin
4. they could flirt there
5. tat's e place where they could touch gurls body w/o bein called a pervert
6. tat 1 common place where guys could compete n show off their packs...
next time if u ever go gym gurls do take a look n u will find tat in a gym guys will alwaes out no e gurls..
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9:39 PM
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Monday, April 06, 2009
quite stress tis daes.. need 2 adapt 2 ward55 ways of workin n JCI is comin 2 ward so many things 2 learn by 13... haix..... sobsob... but luckily e staffs there r nice... but it seem 2 me tat there r more malay staff lo... hmmm.... my eng nt tat gud sia.... but still dun feel like i'm a staff nurse le... more like a student wearin staff nurse uniform...
sat went out wid jo n ying.. took a lots of pics.... well ying n jo uploaded it up le... should i?? haha.. still think.... lazy la.... maybe will wait 4 them e tag me n fb instead.... :p
there a lot of stuff wantin 2 buy awaitin pay...
1. a slimmin cream
2. e on hold skirt
3. my masks
4. shampoo
5. push up bra
6. comic
7. ying LWM coffee
n a lot of things wantin 2 do cause i start workin somehw it make me wanna enjoy moi life more:
1. go WWW
2. go kbox
3. meet up wid maggie n angie
4. go watch at least 2 more movie
5. go 4 a spa
6. go pub
7. learn dancin *even though i'm realli suck in it*
8. learn a outdoor sport? skatin maybe...
I'M MISSIN MY HOLIDAE!!!
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Wednesday, April 01, 2009
goin 2 ward 55A to work from nw on... haix... realli hope i can cope sia... e sister there veri strict lo!!! no earring, no necklance, no sock tat can be seen above e sock, hair mus be bun up, no fancy hair clip onli plain black 1 is allowed, mus alwaes smile, etc.... it remind me of SIA gurl...(~.~///) think even before becomin a staff nurse tat i can work well independantly i will become a SIA gurl first lo.... veri stress up lo.. e way they work is totalli diff from 72.. missin them nw.... used 2 e way they work le... guess had 2 realli adapt myself 2 55 nw... a lot of stuff tat i did in 72 all cannot be done in 55....
btw i change my song le.. LOVED tis song nw!!! it's 蔡依林-大丈夫.. loved e lyric... do listen n if u can't listen it as it's nt playin do let me know...
btw i change my song le.. LOVED tis song nw!!! it's 蔡依林-大丈夫.. loved e lyric... do listen n if u can't listen it as it's nt playin do let me know...
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