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Thursday, April 09, 2009

found moiself keep updatin moi blog tis daes at home... hmmm... hw unusual.... last time will onli update moi blog when i'm free at sch or durin attachment.. hardly will do it at home de... guess mus had been thinkin too much tis de n too stress le due 2 e new ward.. keep havin scoldin from others... esp sister...

tis few daes donno y almost every1 around me were tokin about love... kel, ying, jo, hui n even moiself... well kel is like havin a secret affair like tat bein misterous... ying is gettin better wid her al long. jo broke up wid wj.. cheer up k dear.. u will surely find a guy tat will never wanna let u go de.. it jus e time still nt right yet.. hui thinkin about her n g rs should she con't like tis... let wat i let in ur blog hui.. jus do e thing u wun regret.. n me.,, i'm jus finish watchin a anime tat is totalli about love.. there's love of diff type of love in it, n make me wonder wat realli love is about? can u sae tat u truely know love onli when u be wid e 1 hu loved 4 a veri long time or in fact ur whole life, or u truely know love once u fall in love n even if it's jus a moment tat's love?? ying once said me "u will never understand hw i feel cause u never love some1 n be wid him long before" but u r saein tat love can onli be proven through time? jus because i din work out wid him tat mean i dun love him or love him deep enough? haix... dun feel like thinkin le.... it's too messy... y can't love be jus love? "i love him n tat it"...

went 2 meet ying 2dae.. actualli wanted 2 go gym de.. but moi friends suddenly 2dae sae wanna go take e hep b booster jab so went 2 take wid them lo cause i also need it... than hu know before i went i kana scold veri badly by sis... sobsob... so nt much mood 2 go gym n ended up shoppin instead.. so went up 2 ying office n find her as i ended earlier... n got roses from ying!! *pics of e flower below*thanks... well, jus nw nt in veri gud mood so din realli think her well.. but thanks.. i do like it... than went far east 2 shop shop n ended up buyin stuff *a thigh n shoes*tat r nt like much needed nw.. i din go collect my skirt.. (~.~///) had 2 collect it soon sia.. cause i like tat skirt...

e flower tat ying gave me

me wid e flower

e flower after bein modified by me cause i can't find my vase at home e vase i have is too big.. so decided 2 use a nice wine cup.. (^__^)

e top view after modified.. haha... like tis view better...

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