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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

wat am i 2 hu? a friend? some1 unreplaceable? a dog? a spare tyre? a joker?

a friend: sometime i feel bein wid u alwaes make me happi n hope u feel tis way too.. n i'm some1 u trust n willin 2 tell truth to...

some1 unreplaceable: sometime i feel u did treasure me.. we had been though so much n i hope/ tot tat i might have a place in ur heart like wat u had in mine...

a dog: y do u alwaes onli call me when u need moi help? onli when i'm useful 2 u? do u feel tat i will be as loyal as a dog no matter hu u do 2 me, hw u used me i will still be by ur side?

a spare tyre: y onli call me when there's no one there 4 u 2 pei y? but when there's other 4 u, u will jus 4get about me n jus leave me in e "wild"...

a joker: do i look 2 u like i'm some1 hu will/can alwaes cheer u up when u r down, some1 hu will onli smile n have no others emotion? some1 hu never meed other 2 cheer me up or 2 even need others 2 care about?

do u know tat i'm saein u yet u jus wanna act ignorant? i nt sure wat 2 do anymore... i keep tellin myself nt 2 be so emotional.. think n let moiself cool down.. but nw e more i think, e more stuff is gettin out from moi mind.. however if i dun think jus act wid moi emotion, i think i will become a jerk.. n if i dun do anythin about it... as time passes by i have a feelin tat yes tis emotion tati'm havin nw will fade of but so do our rs... i realli hope we could be back like last time... but i couldn't cope wid e emotion i have nw... all i need was actualli i sentence from u.. "wat am i 2 u?"

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11:46 PM

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