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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

maybe 2 u nw i'm some1 tat...

mean nth 2 u
is irritatin
is nt understandin anymore
never side u
is to petty
can't be understood
is nt needed
came 2 ur life once n nw u r feelin all e tis things we had was jus a mistake...

but do u know tat...

i feel still wanna treasure our rs but i donno wat 2 do nw?
i'm alwaes sad tat u r alwaes nt there 4 me?
i'm nt knowin wat u r thinkin nw?

it had been almost a month since i last blog.. still tryin hard 2 quickly like myself be efficient staff nurse in e ward, but i still can't.. sob... had been talkin to jo a lot tis daes as we had been meetin up.. quite a lot of things is goin on wid her too.. so jia you k dear? i will be here 4 u de.. jus call me n i will get to u back asap..

agreed wid wat jo wrote in her bloggie.. true friendship is hard 2 find... n i'm REALLY glad i manage to find a few.. n realise sth in between, time doesn't = true rs, wat make sth precious is when u make an effort on e rs... i'm gonna make sure i'm doin it 4 my gurls.. cause i never wanna loss u guys...

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11:58 PM

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Friday, May 08, 2009

do mush things had happen tis daes.. all thanks 2 it, nw i'm havin a lot of diff kind of feelin.... a lot of things realli tend 2 change when ur feelin changes.... 1 thing tat u once felt so much joy can jus change 2 be ur source of sorrow when e feelin u have 4 it changes.... was it because i'm gettin older or workin life changes me?? somehw a lot of my feelin had change... hope i wun lost moiself due 2 it... will it??

nth much realli happen tis daes... still e same.. gettin scold in e ward n havin fun wid my friends outside e ward.... same old routine.. part of me begin 2 wan sth 4 a change.. but i donno wat 2 do.. wanna start learnin drivin but e ward stuff is still so unstable 4 me.. nt sure should i start nw...... goin out later... guess will stop my crappin here...

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12:53 PM

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