MoI wOrLd?? MoI fEeLiN??

my life

2009-07-23T00:33:00.003+08:00

wonder y i cant seem 2 be able 2 get into my "new post" page when im at home n yet i can do it here in sgh.. hmmm.....

A LOT of thing had happen 2 me tis few weeks... wanted 2 cry but my tears seem 2 had dry up... no tears r comin out of my eyes no matter hw sad n depress i feel.... im gettin more n more tired n numb of everythin regardless of it's my personal life, workin life.. every single thing in my life r like in a mess nw... but thanks god tis daes my family things r much settle.. or i wun know wat 2 do.. i might jus break down...

well... no matter wat life mus still go on.... i donno hw long i can stand tis... but well, who know wat will happen in e end? maybe, jus maybe in e end things might be better or i might be able e cope it le.... i will jus try my best 2 pray n look at e better side..

new skin + feelin

2009-06-29T19:54:00.002+08:00

jus changed my blog skin again... i like my last blog skin veri much.. but ytd than jus get 2 know tat it's too small to view when i'm usin sgh com... hmmm... maybe because my com at home i set it as 1028x750 so it's actualli bigger at home, big enough 2 read clearly when compare 2 ytd when i used sgh com... it's so small lo e words.. so decided 2 change it as i'm thinkin maybe others hu r viewin my blog may has tis same prob too... as i donno hw 2 change though e template... so do let me know hw tis blog skin is it easiler 2 read...

tis may sound a bit stupid... but i donno y quite a no of people is saein tat i look quite emo tis daes... well.. i'm nt realli sad or actin emo.. jus havin a feelin like i'm lost someway in my life n i'm nt sure wat am i suppose 2 do nw n wat i'm doin nw is right.... jus havin tis strange feelin... hmmmm.....

finalli

2009-06-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

knew i told ying tat i will take off e link long time ago.. but onli did till nw cause i never came 2 blog.. haha..

had been wonderin about sth 4 quite long... than nw i finalli found out sth that make me feel stupid 2 be bothered by it.. it is: y do i need 2 keep thinkin is it realli tat bad tat "it" happen 2 me when u r actualli doin it 2?

heart breakin

2009-06-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

my heart is realli breakin apart wid tis decision... but i can't stand tis anymore... sorri... i guess i'm neither a good friend nor a lover.... i jus a foolish person hu think tat i'm mature enough 2 decide on my stuff but in e end i jus make a mess out of myself n by lossin sth precious 2 me tat i dun know will i get it back..... but pls believe in me in one thing, tat's i realli wish i dun need 2 make tis decision....

2009-06-08T05:40:00.002+08:00

accidently press wrongly n it deleted my last port... haix... donno hw 2 recover it back... any1 knows can help me??

anyway think gonna be quite busy tis few weeks as my first 3 months probation reachin e end... quite scared donno wat sister will sae about me n donno hw e staff in 55a feel about it.... hope tat 's no much bad comment....

maybe.....

2009-05-27T23:58:00.001+08:00

maybe 2 u nw i'm some1 tat...

mean nth 2 u
is irritatin
is nt understandin anymore
never side u
is to petty
can't be understood
is nt needed
came 2 ur life once n nw u r feelin all e tis things we had was jus a mistake...

but do u know tat...

i feel still wanna treasure our rs but i donno wat 2 do nw?
i'm alwaes sad tat u r alwaes nt there 4 me?
i'm nt knowin wat u r thinkin nw?

it had been almost a month since i last blog.. still tryin hard 2 quickly like myself be efficient staff nurse in e ward, but i still can't.. sob... had been talkin to jo a lot tis daes as we had been meetin up.. quite a lot of things is goin on wid her too.. so jia you k dear? i will be here 4 u de.. jus call me n i will get to u back asap..

agreed wid wat jo wrote in her bloggie.. true friendship is hard 2 find... n i'm REALLY glad i manage to find a few.. n realise sth in between, time doesn't = true rs, wat make sth precious is when u make an effort on e rs... i'm gonna make sure i'm doin it 4 my gurls.. cause i never wanna loss u guys...

feelins

2009-05-08T12:53:00.002+08:00

do mush things had happen tis daes.. all thanks 2 it, nw i'm havin a lot of diff kind of feelin.... a lot of things realli tend 2 change when ur feelin changes.... 1 thing tat u once felt so much joy can jus change 2 be ur source of sorrow when e feelin u have 4 it changes.... was it because i'm gettin older or workin life changes me?? somehw a lot of my feelin had change... hope i wun lost moiself due 2 it... will it??

nth much realli happen tis daes... still e same.. gettin scold in e ward n havin fun wid my friends outside e ward.... same old routine.. part of me begin 2 wan sth 4 a change.. but i donno wat 2 do.. wanna start learnin drivin but e ward stuff is still so unstable 4 me.. nt sure should i start nw...... goin out later... guess will stop my crappin here...

in sgh nw

2009-04-28T15:04:00.003+08:00

haha... tis is e sec time i use sgh com 2 do bloggin le... first time was when i'm havin nite shift at 72 wid my staff nurse... e sec time nw is me as a sn in my com course bloggin.. haha.... haix... no choice ma e com course is too borin le so mus find sth 2 do lo.. but tis course is still much better than goin 2 e ward.. haha.... :P

brought sth last sun need people opinion about it e next time.. btw nw than i know lo... moi ward din give us our ward allowance in tis pay which is about $$$200 lo.. other ward like all get it lei... sobsob..... wanna ask it back but donno go where ask...

wat am i to u

2009-04-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

wat am i 2 hu? a friend? some1 unreplaceable? a dog? a spare tyre? a joker?

a friend: sometime i feel bein wid u alwaes make me happi n hope u feel tis way too.. n i'm some1 u trust n willin 2 tell truth to...

some1 unreplaceable: sometime i feel u did treasure me.. we had been though so much n i hope/ tot tat i might have a place in ur heart like wat u had in mine...

a dog: y do u alwaes onli call me when u need moi help? onli when i'm useful 2 u? do u feel tat i will be as loyal as a dog no matter hu u do 2 me, hw u used me i will still be by ur side?

a spare tyre: y onli call me when there's no one there 4 u 2 pei y? but when there's other 4 u, u will jus 4get about me n jus leave me in e "wild"...

a joker: do i look 2 u like i'm some1 hu will/can alwaes cheer u up when u r down, some1 hu will onli smile n have no others emotion? some1 hu never meed other 2 cheer me up or 2 even need others 2 care about?

do u know tat i'm saein u yet u jus wanna act ignorant? i nt sure wat 2 do anymore... i keep tellin myself nt 2 be so emotional.. think n let moiself cool down.. but nw e more i think, e more stuff is gettin out from moi mind.. however if i dun think jus act wid moi emotion, i think i will become a jerk.. n if i dun do anythin about it... as time passes by i have a feelin tat yes tis emotion tati'm havin nw will fade of but so do our rs... i realli hope we could be back like last time... but i couldn't cope wid e emotion i have nw... all i need was actualli i sentence from u.. "wat am i 2 u?"

long await meetin...

2009-04-18T14:04:00.002+08:00

meetin lynn they all later tis afternoon n yan house nw... haha... finalli meetin them again after about 1 month never meet them le lo.. so happi hope we can have a nice n fun outin... oh ya.. goin 2 go take moi skirt too.. ytd di go take cause when to watch e confession of shopperholic... veri nice lo.. it remind me of wat i will be like a few months/daes later than i start 2 have my pay.. haha... maybe nt as extreame as her but should be sth like tat... loved 1 sentence tat she sae on the beginnin of the movie "have u ever walk down on the road n saw tis cute guy n when he look at u n him smile at u than ur heart start beatin start n start to feel like meltin? tis hw i feel when i saw cute new bag on the shop window..." haha... i totalli agreed!! cause tis hw i feel when i saw sth tat i like in e shop tooo..... i think tis is e mus watch movie to gurls tat like 2 shop, there isn't any much meanin in e show but i sureshow a heart of a girl hu like 2 shop.. yan even sae her bf should watch tis movie so he will know n understand her more after tat... haha....

k.. quite a lot of unhappi stuff happen tis daes... have 2 thanks jo 4 bein so concern... but dun worri i'm still alright... stilll can cope it jus tat my mood swing might be a bit bad more easily tis daes... but gonna let moiself cool down le cause i know tis can't go on e onli thingi could go is to jus accept it...

gtg will end moi crappin here... tata

11 REASONS WHY WOMEN FIND IT HARD TO FiND THE MAN OF THEiR DREAM......

2009-04-13T21:04:00.001+08:00

jus for laughter

11 REASONS WHY WOMEN FIND IT HARD TO FiND THE MAN OF THEiR DREAM......

1. Nice men are ugly.
2. Handsome men are not nice.
3. Handsome and nice men are gay.
4. Handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.
5. Men who are not so handsome, but nice, have no money.
6. Men who are not so handsome, but nice n with money, think we are only after their money.
7. Handsome men without money are after our money.
8. Handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.

9. Men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.

10. Somewhat handsome man, kinda nice and have some money, and thank God heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!

11. Men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative. NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?

"Men are like a fine wine.They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with..."

regret

2009-04-12T14:30:00.002+08:00

i never knew i will hate moiself so much till 2dae.... i alwaes tot tat i will life my life in a way tat i try nt 2 regret anythin... but e fact is tat i dun think i can anymore.... feelin n thinkin r so much diff... hw u feel at tat point of time will make u act out sth tat u will or might regret in e end... i realli have 2 stop tis nw... i can't be a reactor anymore n i dun wish 2 be 1 anymore..... i'm tired of tis....

flowers... lot of posts....

2009-04-09T23:22:00.004+08:00

found moiself keep updatin moi blog tis daes at home... hmmm... hw unusual.... last time will onli update moi blog when i'm free at sch or durin attachment.. hardly will do it at home de... guess mus had been thinkin too much tis de n too stress le due 2 e new ward.. keep havin scoldin from others... esp sister...

tis few daes donno y almost every1 around me were tokin about love... kel, ying, jo, hui n even moiself... well kel is like havin a secret affair like tat bein misterous... ying is gettin better wid her al long. jo broke up wid wj.. cheer up k dear.. u will surely find a guy tat will never wanna let u go de.. it jus e time still nt right yet.. hui thinkin about her n g rs should she con't like tis... let wat i let in ur blog hui.. jus do e thing u wun regret.. n me.,, i'm jus finish watchin a anime tat is totalli about love.. there's love of diff type of love in it, n make me wonder wat realli love is about? can u sae tat u truely know love onli when u be wid e 1 hu loved 4 a veri long time or in fact ur whole life, or u truely know love once u fall in love n even if it's jus a moment tat's love?? ying once said me "u will never understand hw i feel cause u never love some1 n be wid him long before" but u r saein tat love can onli be proven through time? jus because i din work out wid him tat mean i dun love him or love him deep enough? haix... dun feel like thinkin le.... it's too messy... y can't love be jus love? "i love him n tat it"...

went 2 meet ying 2dae.. actualli wanted 2 go gym de.. but moi friends suddenly 2dae sae wanna go take e hep b booster jab so went 2 take wid them lo cause i also need it... than hu know before i went i kana scold veri badly by sis... sobsob... so nt much mood 2 go gym n ended up shoppin instead.. so went up 2 ying office n find her as i ended earlier... n got roses from ying!! *pics of e flower below*thanks... well, jus nw nt in veri gud mood so din realli think her well.. but thanks.. i do like it... than went far east 2 shop shop n ended up buyin stuff *a thigh n shoes*tat r nt like much needed nw.. i din go collect my skirt.. (~.~///) had 2 collect it soon sia.. cause i like tat skirt...

e flower tat ying gave me

me wid e flower

e flower after bein modified by me cause i can't find my vase at home e vase i have is too big.. so decided 2 use a nice wine cup.. (^__^)

e top view after modified.. haha... like tis view better...

stupid stuff

2009-04-07T21:39:00.004+08:00

haix... lost moi cable 4 moi digital cam... sobsob... can't seem 2 be able 2 find it anywhere... think had 2 rebuy it but wonder where got sell it....

went 2 gym 2dae wid yanyan but because i ended eariler 2dae as i started at 7am n yan started at 8am... i went 2 e gym alone first... cause nth much 2 do while alone i begin 2 anyhw think i come out wid tis *below stuff*.... PEOPLE IF U CAN'T TAKE JOKE OR STUPID STUFF PLS STOP READIN N EXIT OUT OF MOI BLOG!! cause below stuff is stupid.. haha...

Arita's thinkin 2 y gurls hated gym:

1. no handsome guys there

2. all guys stink in there

3. points r alwaes taken off 2 guys tat sweat too much.. veri diguestin...

4. most guys there r horny

5. e sport attire guys wear often sucks

6. most guys there r too muscular till it become sth replusive

Arita's thinkin 2 y guys like gym:

1. they think they could show off 2 gurls there

2. they could c gurls body there... esp runnin n sit up*if u know wat i mean*

3. they think they look handsome while exercisin

4. they could flirt there

5. tat's e place where they could touch gurls body w/o bein called a pervert

6. tat 1 common place where guys could compete n show off their packs...

next time if u ever go gym gurls do take a look n u will find tat in a gym guys will alwaes out no e gurls..

new ward new stuff

2009-04-06T19:49:00.003+08:00

quite stress tis daes.. need 2 adapt 2 ward55 ways of workin n JCI is comin 2 ward so many things 2 learn by 13... haix..... sobsob... but luckily e staffs there r nice... but it seem 2 me tat there r more malay staff lo... hmmm.... my eng nt tat gud sia.... but still dun feel like i'm a staff nurse le... more like a student wearin staff nurse uniform...

sat went out wid jo n ying.. took a lots of pics.... well ying n jo uploaded it up le... should i?? haha.. still think.... lazy la.... maybe will wait 4 them e tag me n fb instead.... :p

there a lot of stuff wantin 2 buy awaitin pay...

1. a slimmin cream

2. e on hold skirt

3. my masks

4. shampoo

5. push up bra

6. comic

7. ying LWM coffee

n a lot of things wantin 2 do cause i start workin somehw it make me wanna enjoy moi life more:

1. go WWW

2. go kbox

3. meet up wid maggie n angie

4. go watch at least 2 more movie

5. go 4 a spa

6. go pub

7. learn dancin *even though i'm realli suck in it*

8. learn a outdoor sport? skatin maybe...

I'M MISSIN MY HOLIDAE!!!

2009-04-01T19:50:00.003+08:00

goin 2 ward 55A to work from nw on... haix... realli hope i can cope sia... e sister there veri strict lo!!! no earring, no necklance, no sock tat can be seen above e sock, hair mus be bun up, no fancy hair clip onli plain black 1 is allowed, mus alwaes smile, etc.... it remind me of SIA gurl...(~.~///) think even before becomin a staff nurse tat i can work well independantly i will become a SIA gurl first lo.... veri stress up lo.. e way they work is totalli diff from 72.. missin them nw.... used 2 e way they work le... guess had 2 realli adapt myself 2 55 nw... a lot of stuff tat i did in 72 all cannot be done in 55....

btw i change my song le.. LOVED tis song nw!!! it's 蔡依林-大丈夫.. loved e lyric... do listen n if u can't listen it as it's nt playin do let me know...

rmbin times...

2009-03-30T00:08:00.002+08:00

suddenly heard a song tat i long time never hear ytd n it makes me rmb u... rmb e dae when u sae break n i din do anythin n let u go... still missin u at times.. missin e care, understandin n love u gave.. U r de onli regret tat i had alwaes wished 4 things 2 change n tot of wat's gonna happen if there a dae e 2 of us met.. was it tat i was thinkin too much or heaven realli make a fun out of me? is tat u tat i saw tis mornin of was it jus some1 tat look alike?

tired feelin...

2009-03-26T20:42:00.005+08:00

ying wrote in her blog tat she hope i can find a guy tat i love n he love me back.. but i also need 2 have time 2 go find guys first lo.. frankly speakin i'm gettin tired le.. alwaes bein played by them.. first is E than nw A... let c ba, c if he can rmb e promise he promised me... haix... am i bein foolish 2 stupidly think tat he might rmb tat promise he made 2 me even though i know promises r meant 2 be broke? knowin tat most guys r never meant 2 be trusted... n 2 understand tat everythin he had done so far was jus an game 2 him....

first dae of work

2009-03-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

nth much... first dae of work n found moiself slpin in e lecture hall... (~.~///) guess i'm too tired as tat nite din slp well donno is it due 2 nervousness n maybe i also cannot get use 2 wakin up so early le.. haha...

feelin... work... holidae....

2009-03-20T00:57:00.003+08:00

had quite a busy daes 2dae... guess since work is startin soon in 4 daes... seem 2 wan 2 let moiself enjoy de most of it... mornin went out 2 had breadfast wid mum, guang n moi maid.. afternoon went out wid angie 2 watch mall cop.. haha a veri funni movie... evenin wid ying n kel 4 dinner... enjoyed moi dae 2 e fullest!! (^__^) hope e last 4 daes can be sth like 2dae...

havin lot of feelin tis daes as many things had happen... well, maybe because i'm free nw tend 2 think a lot about it...but e last decision i made was 2 4get about it... tis sound like a bad idea but yet i think it's enough le cause it's start affectin moi life n i can't let tis go on... mummi is right about sth.. i'm gettin too emotional tis daes... n i shouldn't be.. cause i'm nt a gurl like tis, gettin all emotional or fed up... hence it's affectin moi life...

sat goin www wid jo, hui, wj n 1 of wj friend... but i suddenly rmb sth! moi blister!! 1 of it still haven heal lo.. hope it heal quickly or wait after sat it get worst due 2 e water than i mon hw?? i still have 2 wear covered shoes on mon lo... (~.~///)

skatin vs cyclin~~ feelin.....

2009-03-16T23:55:00.002+08:00

Startin i tot i had a veri fun dae 2dae even though startin was a bit turn off due 2 e rain n me bein late after takin a cab down n i still nearly got lost... but everythin turn out better when i met wid lynn shu fen n angela.. we went kalang there 2 skate.. i know hw 2 ice skate le!! yeah!! so happi about it.. cause i had been waitin 2 learn it since sec sch... (^__^) 4 some reason i felt it's easiler to learn than cyclin... it onli took me less than an hr n i found moiself skatin alone w/o much prob le... but even after 2hrs of cyclin i still find moiself stuck on e spot donno hw 2 move... but isn't tis 2 sport e same? it all about balancin? but y e result is so diff?? well i did fell 3 times though.. haha.. but it was fun.. hopin 2 go there soon again.. but e next time have 2 be prepare 2 wear thick sock.. cause e shoes is veri hard lo.. i ended up wid blister on moi feets due 2 e shoes... :( 1 blister when broke n i bleed!! veri pain nw... sound stupid right? e fall isn't as painful n hurtful than e blisters lo... (~.~///) pics will be uploaded when i got it from lynn.. after tat when 2 meet yao n YAO SAE SHE FEEL I GREW FAT LE DURIN TIS HOLIDAE LO!!! OMG!!!!

than when i reach home happi yet a little tired.. than like usual i start checkin moi facebook 4 update.. n i found sth n start readin le... i regreted readin it sia... cause it make moi feelin drop from top 2 bottom, like from heaven 2 hell.... haix.... hated it...

nic news

2009-03-14T01:38:00.002+08:00

"Tse's new album is in the pipeline, but he said it may also be his last. "The new album is titled 'The Last Nicholas Tse'. I've always considered leaving showbiz." He added that his personality is unsuitable for showbiz as a celebrity."

found tis sentences in yahoo news when i was readin about Cecilia Cheung n Edison Chen news.. it seem like Cecilia has an TV interview 2 tok about e scandal after Edison spoke in e court n vertify tat one of e scandal girls is her... e new din tok about wat's e TV interview is about.. cause e person they interviewed in e news was Nic... n 2 summarise e news, it seem tat Nic alwaes knew tat Cecilia pasts wasn't a goody gurl type de before he choose 2 marry Cecilia.. but he said tat he din cared about it n asked her 2 marry him.. he was angry wid her at first when e scandal happened, but his anger subsided in a day or two.. n he did hated Edi at first but had let go of his hatred after some time cause he feel tat there's no eternal enemy in this world

""I've known her for so long, do you think I am unaware of her personality and what she has done in the past? When I kneeled down before her to propose then, I told myself: Nic, you are such a male chauvinist; since you are sure you want to propose today, you have to accept her past, be it good or bad. On the day the scandal broke out, I reminded myself again that I have to support her." Despite the differing views and comments of the conservative Hong Kong people, Tse was unbothered and insisted on bringing Cheung out shopping and for movies."

OMG!!! ISN'T HE SWEET??? fallen 4 him~~~ haha... btw he is moi first idol from Hong Kong lo since young... in fact last time i wun miss any drama or movie he acted.. nw he sae tat he is considerin leavin showbiz.. i'm quite sad sia....

200 plus post le wor!!

2009-03-13T00:22:00.002+08:00

OMG!! 2dae than found out tis is moi 202 post le!! haha... so many sia!! din know....

anyway tis daes had been watchin quite a lot of diff drama/movie.. watched "my bloody valentine"(which is really f**kin bloody, n nw still givin me nightmare),"霹雳MIT"(k.. tis is a nice drama lead by 范范,炎亚纶,小鬼,鬼鬼 n a guy which i donno his name haha.. anyway is sth like detective story wid suspend n thrillin..),"珠光宝气"(e no 1 highest watch rate in hong kong n is 黎姿 last drama... tis is a fantastic drama! jus tat it's a bit draggy)"不良笑花"(haven really watch finish it yet cause moi dvd got sth wrong disk 2 cannot be open still waitin moi mum 2 get me e new 1.. but it a funni show it n realli show in tis world there's no ugly woman onli lazy woman)"封神榜之武王伐纣"(it a drama lead by林心如as妲己 she is veri pretty inside wor.. jus tat nt sexy n flirty enough, 4 those hu know 封神榜 tis drama will know wat i mean le.. cause tis drama is actualli a remake drama so e story went a bit haywire compare e original but watchin e pretty 林心如 n e nice graphic make mine time nt waste la...) so nw findin nice drama 2 watch before i had 2 start workin than no time 2 watch le.. :( if u have any recommendation do let me know.. i dun mind even if it's years ago show as long as u think it's nice worth watchin lo...(^__^)

down in luck

2009-03-08T17:35:00.003+08:00

so down in luck 2dae... went out wid ying tis mornin at around 9.45 to go gym.. than end up e gym too many people i onli did e cyclin 4 about half an hour than went 2 ying home le... startin still tot of meetin ying after i went out n eat wid mummi n guang de.. hu know when i reach home mummi jus wake up than we 1 plus than go out... reach IMM around 2pm.. so everythin tat had planned turn out late.. startin still tot nvm since ying sae she dun mind meetin later.. than hu know moi tat IDIOTIC bro play too much psp in e car in e end he vomited in e car lo!!! i so F**k off lo after he did tat.. no choice had 2 cancel moi plan wid ying.. So sorri about tat sis! n help moi mum wash car... than e 2 of us washed e car 4 1hrs lo... cause moi mum car is nt made of leather de, her is made of those teddy bear type fur de... so it veri hard 2 wash lo.. e stain din wan 2 come off have 2 keep scrubbin it till e medicure tat i did 4 moiself ytd was ruin.. :( had 2 redo it again... haix.... i'm like cursin n swearin in moi mind lo... so tired nw thanks 2 moi bro 4 wat he done in e car sia....

veri fast

2009-03-05T19:22:00.003+08:00

found jus 4 daes onli.. than hui ying n jo blog updated so many stuff wor... so come n update mine too.. haha... like wat i worte in moi facebook ytd... got moi new phone le!! samsung f480.. e phone is quite nice la.. till jus nw than i found out sth bad about it!! e camera take time 2 take a photo... haix.. unlike sony ericsson lo can take photo easily... sob.. but nvm.. still like it la... (^__^) after all nt use dun like it nt... it nt like i can change e phone le...

went out wid ying n jun long last sat.. took 2 pics at mini toon which i know i'm actin cute.. but i like it... haha... :P

did nth much tis daes... so ya!! i went 2 get moi uniform ytd... than after tat when city hall.. startin tot of goin there buy a book n go esplanade library 2 read de... but in e end than i found out tat a san bookshop at cityhall there de close liao.. so dropped moi plan n went shoppin instead.. haha.. than i got scouted sia.. by a agency at dhoby there de.. they call me 2dae n wan me 2 go down 4 a interview.. hmmm... should i? cause it sound stupid.. i mean e person tat scouted me din realli care about a person look lo.. she like jus wan 2 do finish her job as i saw her scoutin others which r all like me nt pretty at all de....

change blog skin

2009-02-28T14:16:00.002+08:00

have 2 change moi blog skin tis time due 2 moi last blog skin e wallpaper suddenly disappear.. :( hence tat blog skin cannot be use anymore... last time tat 1 e theme is a bit emo emo de.. so tis time change back 2 sweet sweet, cute cute de... do give comment on e skin design!!!

emo

2009-02-26T17:50:00.002+08:00

ytd when 2 my grandma house there n pray.. mummi ask me 2 ask e god there*donno hw 2 type his name out* about moi luck tis year.. well than e reply i got was, moi luck isn't tat gud tis year n pls think before i do anythin.. haha... guess he is right.. i had been quite emo tis daes... due 2 tat i even quarreled wid moi mum too... :( hw many years it had been since e last time i quarreled wid her so badly sia? guess realli had 2 let moiself cool down le...

jus got 2 read jo blog jus nw... found out tat she is havin a fever! hope she is alright nw... will be veri sad if i can't meet her tml... but i wun wan her 2 come too if she is havin fever cause nt gud 4 her health.. dear, must tc k?

19hr more till i meet hui, 22hrs more till i meet ying, 25hrs more till i meet jo*if possible*!! countin down 2 it it!!

bad news...

2009-02-18T21:23:00.002+08:00

havin a strange feelin tis daes n due 2 it i hasn't been veri happi n cheerful... had 2 sae sorri 2 my family sia... cause i alwaes sound irritated tokin 2 them tis daes due 2 tis feelin... tot goin out wid friends could make me feel better but somehw it din work... haix... wat goin on wid me nw?? hated tis feelin... hope it will go off soon...

i feel like cryin but tears jus wun come out~~

random stuff

2009-02-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

Name: arita
Height: 160cm?? nt sure
where do you live: hougang
Favourite drinks: hmmm... quite a lot sia.. ice lemon tea, ice milo, bubble tea, green tea n more..

Have you ever -
Been on a plane: Yup~
Fallen asleep at school: almost everydae.. :P
Broken someone's heart: er... yes...
Fell off your chair: think so... can't realli rmb
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: 4 a few hrs, yes... whole nite includin nt slpin, no
Saved e-mails: Ya, nt jus email, sms also.. (^__^)

What is
Your room like: messy when i'm around, neat when i'm about goin out.
The last thing you ate: Bo bo cha cha
Ever had chicken pox: ya.. when i was very young.. n from wat i heard i spread it 2 moi whole family too.. haha..no memories of it though.. too young
Sore throat: nope.. hardly
Stitches: ya.. sobsob
Do you believe in love at first sight: nt sure, nt realli
Like picnics: yup..
Who was/were the last person/people you dance with: moi bro.. i think...
Last made you smile: moi cousin weddin
You last yelled at: moi bro... he is e onli 1 i will yell at.. haha...

Today did you -
Talk to someone you like: Yea, if you consider my family members ;p
Kiss anyone: Nope.
Get sick: Nope.
Talk to an ex: nope
Miss someone: Yup...
Eat: er... u sae lei??

Best feeling in the world: nt sure lei?? bein happi??
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: haha.. ya.. :P
What's under your bed: matress n e mornin, nth at nite..
Who do you really hate: 2 or more faces people.. as in those act act type...
What time is it now?: 1.45am

Random -
Is there a person who is on your mind now: nt realli.. tis qns make me think of thinkin some1 though
Do you have any siblings: ya.. a bro
Do you want children: let it be 2 (^__^)
Do you smile often: haha.. alwaes..
Do you like your hand-writing: nope.. too messy
Are your toe nails painted: yup
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: hmm.. non in mind nw...
What color shirt are you wearing now: colorful
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: watchin anime...

I can't wait till: i slim down, get $$$ n fly oversea!!
Are you a friendly person: think so, well at least 2 friends...
Do you have any pets: nope...
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: no where, cause no such person
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: haha.. tat will be moi "step bro"
Do you sleep with the TV on?: Nope. moi dad will kill me... n no tv in moi room..
What are you doing right now?: Isn't it obvious?!
Have you ever crawled through a window?: haha.. no...
Are you too forgiving?: donno... but i dun think any1 had told me tat i'm 4givin
Are you closer to your mother or father?: mummi!!!
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: think ying ba... n tat years ago le...
How many people can you say you've really loved?: omg!! hard qns!! erm.... nt a lot cause 2 me love n like r veri diff...

Do you eat healthy?: dun think so.. i'm quite a fussy eater
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: nope
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: did i?? hmmm... think so... can't rmb..
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: it depend on moi feelin tat time.. it can be anywhere...
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: quite quiet.. but chatty tis daes when i'm wid moi friends..
Are you confident?: nt realli... hopin 2 gain moi confidence back

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. study
2. rebellin at home
3. playin/foolin around
4. Watching tv
5. slackin

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. complete tis thing..
2. slp
3. slp
4. slp
5. slp.. hello wat else u wan?? it's 2am nw...

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. ICE CREAM!!!
2. Does bubble tea counts??
3. potatoes chips
4. popcorn
5. cheesy hotdogs...

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. slim down
2. do away moi eyebag n make moi eye bigger!!
3. Buy all the stuff I want!!
4. out 2 travel around e world
5. help moi famili member wid their wishes tooo...

5 of my bad habits:
1. Lazy
2. easily influence by friends
3. havin a missy attitude at times
4. Stubborn
5. wake up late...

5 places I have lived in:
1. serangoon
2. hougang
3. telok balang *dun realli know hw 2 spell le :P*
4. boon keng
5. chinatown

5 jobs I've had I am's :
1. Student
2. moi mum own Secretary
3. moi bro tutor
4. promotor
5. sales assitance

updated!!

2009-02-09T18:12:00.002+08:00

finalli.. moi last post was on cny eve n nw tis post was e last dae of cny.. haha... make me feel kind of funni.. anyway nth much happen... moi prcp finalli ended waitin 4 sgh hr 2 call me nw 2 c if i can get a post as staff nurse in sgh.. enjoyin moi holidae (^__^) met up wid hui jo n ying ytd... 1 wish 4 moi year 2009 had been granted.. well ra still owe me one date though cause ytd she cen't meet us... still on shoppin mood wanna go out n buy clothes... cause lot of moi clothes cannot wear le.. sobsob... havin severe allergy reaction since sat, gettin better nw but still havin swollen eye.. can't wear any contact 4 e time bein~~~ but moi swollen cheek finalli gone le.. thanks god.. or i wonder hw i go out like tat sia... anyway still thinkin wanna find a part time job ma.. but tis moi last holidae le so no much mood 2 work but dun realli have any $$$ nw... hmmmm.......

oh ya!! tis daes havin a strange feelin like i forget somethin impt.. wonder wat is it??

CYN eve~~

2009-01-25T15:58:00.002+08:00

yeah!! finailli done wid e stuff i need 2 do for cyn... haha.. actualli i didn't realli did all e things i wanna do yet.. i didn't pack moi room, din't go buy moi comic, din't buy moi swimmin shorts, din't loss up 2 e weight i wan.. but at least i did e more impt stuffs that mus be done de... haha... :P

ok.. there 1 gatherin tat i MUST startin plannin le.. e moi devoted SJM: if u happen 2 view tis post.. do tag me n let me know when u r free 4 e next FEWS weeks.. so i can plan a gatherin for e 5 of us.. *i finailli found ra* (^__^) so let me know asap k? think i will msg u guys too after third dae of cyn...

n i here by wishes everyone a happi cyn/holidae!! hopin everyone have a good year ahead!! mus go back i start doin moi things again le...

stress.... darin~~~

2009-01-17T01:17:00.002+08:00

quite a lot of stuff happened tis daes... so it made me become veri stress up... haha.. than strangly i found out i had a behaviour tat i din know i had after tis daes.. i found moiself doin darin stuff ytd.. haha... kind 2 think back, i wun had done it if i'm moi usual self "thinkin before i act" i found moiself jus did it widout thinkin, jus out of emotion... it had been quite long or should i sae years since i last did things like tis... hmmm.. so moi ans to moi behaviour was i will do darin stuff once i'm too stress up.. come 2 think of it.. tis isn't e first time i did some darin stuff due 2 stress.. it moi way 2 manage stress.. i guess~~ haha... :P hope tis behaviour wasn't tat bad....

start of new year

2009-01-09T02:31:00.002+08:00

finalli updated moi blog again~~~ tis fews weeks had been jus attachment, restin, attachment, restin.. nth else... dun realli have e energy 2 even go out.. i haven buy finish moi cyn clothes, shoes n wallet lo.. but i also donno wanna go where 2 buy it... still wantin 2 watch twilight wid ying but can't seem 2 find a time 2 meet up wid her cause moi off daes r alwaes diff from her....

Arita's new year wishes:

*slim down
*pass moi prcp
*able 2 have long friendships wid moi laopos
*change a new hp
*maintain moi friendship wid ying, hui, jo, ra n kel
*???find a bf???? (maybe onli)
*cure moi acne (it keep comin out tis daes)
*Celebrate moi 21 bdae nicely(^__^)

happi xmas

2008-12-25T19:50:00.002+08:00

WISHIN EVERY1 MERRY XMAS N A HAPPI NEW YEAR!!

to moi laoposs: Miss u guys a lot!! had been thinkin a lot tis daes n i found tat at times i like didn't treasure u guys as much as hw much u guy treasure me... gonna treasure u guy more from nw on... miss e daes where we r alwaes 2gether.. hope our friendship can last 4ever n hope 2 meet u guys soon....

to hui sis: miss ya too.. let goin swimmin again soon... nt sure wat happen 2 u tis daes but hope u r livin well n happily

to ra: where r u tis daes?? hope i can get a contact from u soon...

to jo dear: hey dear long time never go out wid u le.. hope can meet u soon... hope ur hand get well soon n u pass ur drivin test!!

to angie n maggie: i will give u guys ur belated xmas persent soon... haha

2 post in a row!!!

2008-12-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

there still one most post below so do rmb 2 read too k??

a lot of things happen tis daes... gettin more n more tired... donno wat 2 do nw.. at a lost.. it like i'm jus lettin moi daes pass by widout knowin wat 2 do n donno hu 2 tell moi this feelin 2... N NW I COULD FINALLI SAE TIS OUT LE.. at tis moment i realli hope u r around cause u r e one tat understand me e most... at times i do regret makin e decision i made tat time but e feelin i once had 4 u has nw gone.. i know i'm lettin it go nw.. but de past memories we had 2gether will alwaes stay in moi heart n has a place in it... i'm glad tat u r once in moi life cause u r e one tat help me in becomin hu i am nw... hearin tat u r in a bad state nw make me wanna stay by ur side n help u.. but i know tis nt gonna happen cause our lives will never intertwine again.. i jus hope u can get back ur happiness soon..

right nw i onli wish 4 is 2 keep meetin up wid moi friends/darlin/laopo cause u guys r 1 nw tat can brighten up moi life...

TAGGED!!

2008-12-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

1. Who is the person who tagged you?
Angie.

2. Your relationship with him/her?
friends lo.. she got her own darlin le... haha

3. Your five impression of him/her?
Responsible, funny, friendly, easy-going and cheerful.

4. The most memorable thing he/she done for you?
erm... nt sure lei... introducin maggie 2 me??

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you?
erm................................ donno?

6. If he/she becomes your lover, u will?
like i sae le.. she go her darlin le.. so no way it's goin 2 happen... i dun wanna de e third party.. haha

7. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?
tat when she is moi lover le than i will know de... BUT there no way lo.. told u she got bf le...

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, u will?
i hope nt...

9. If he/she becomes your enemy the reason will be?
can't think of 1....

10. You wanna tell he/her?
u did good in ur RN job lo... so jealous of it...

11. Your overall impression of him/her?
1 of e nicest gurl i know..

12. How do you think people around will feel about u?
erm... i was told bein 2 lazy n quiet

13. The characteristics u love about yourself?
alwaes able 2 look on e bright side?

14. On the contary, the characteristics u hate about yourself is?
too much too list.. lazy, quiet, nt brave, dreamy, boastful, daydream

15. The most ideal person u wanna be is?
hmmm.... does non friction people count?

16. For the people that care and like u, say something to them...
thanks 4 everythin.. i know there times tat i taken u guys as granted but i'm glad n thankful tat u guys r alwaes there 4 me...

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people whom u wish to know how they feel about you...
1. Ying
2. Kel
3. Hui
4. Jo
5. lynn
6. Yao
7. Yan
8. Jin
9. Maggie
10. Angie

18. Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?
she still single... :P

19. Is no. 9, a male or female?
Female

20. If no. 7 and no. 10 are together,it be a good thing?
huh? i dun think they know one another...

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
he is in ns nw..

22. When was the last time u chat with no. 3?
can't rmb... last week?

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
haha... nt sure.. chinese pop?

24. Does no. 1 have any silblings?
a younger sis

25. Will u woo no. 3?
haha if i ever become a guy lo...

26. How about no. 7?
same ans as about qns 25

27. Is no. 4 single?
yup

28. What is the surname of no. 5?
Chong

What is the hobby of no. 10?
hmmm... nt sure lei..

29. Does no5 and no. 9, get along well?
think they will if they know one another.

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
diao.. i sae le.. he is in ns nw..

32. Talk something actual about no. 1?
actual?? erm... moi best buddy.. a sister like person 2 me..

33. Have u ever tried developing feelings for no. 8?
haha.. ya love her... she moi laopo ma...

34. Where does no. 9 live at?
ponggol.

35. What colour does no. 4 like?
black.. i think...

36. Are no. 5 and no. 1 best friends?
no.. they dun realli know each other well yet..

37. Does no. 1 have any pets?
no.

38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
she will be is she dare 2 wear sexy clothes.. haha...

39. What is no. 10 doing now?
nt sure... at home restin.. i think...

thing tat i wanna buy before 2009

2008-11-24T21:28:00.002+08:00

Things tat i wanna buy before 2009:

1. bra
2. ear phone
3. comic
4. bag
5. wallet
6. liquid foundation
7. escada moon sparkle perfume
8. lipgross

after addin the cost of the above item up~~~ i will need 2 spent almost $400 lo... sobsob.. n this time e prcp also got no allowance.. which mean i had 2 save all moi money up if i wanna buy those things... nt 2 4get i still owe kel, hui n yao their bdae presents and mummi bdae comin too.. haix.. think i will be in a total broke state soon.... hate e alwaes nt enough $$$ life!!!

hated tis feelin

2008-11-23T18:37:00.002+08:00

it had been so long since i found moiself updatin moi blog so frequently... plannin 2 meet lynn, yan,yao n jin moi laopo 2dae de but they end up havin 2 go 4 their part time work at 6pm hence we could nt meet up, i had moi attachment till 3.15.. sob.. miss them... things start 2 get stressful in moi prcp n there like isn't time 4 me 2 meet up wid moi friends.. nt even ying, hui, jo. ra n kel... haix... it seem like everytime i'm free there no 1 there 4 me.. kind of began 2 hate tis feelin... it like bein hang around in e mid air lost n donno wat 2 do n yet there no one there to tok about it..

nth 2 sae

2008-11-21T21:13:00.002+08:00

had been busyin makin moiself adapt 2 moi ward tis week.. still doin all the junior staff, still afraid 2 take case cause never take before than i dun know wat 2 do.. i accidenly cut moi finger ytd while breakin a meds, nw can't realli use moi right index finger cause it's hurt n if i use too much force on it, the wound will open up again.. than it's veri "ma fan" 4 me lo.. i donno hw many time i open up moi wound le, cause too used in usin moi right hand 2 do stuff le, afterall i'm a right hander... hope it heal soon or if nt later go back e ward i had 2 be very careful nt 2 get it infected n e careless me will have a veri hard time... (~.~) goin 2 go do a body check up tml too jus in case...

christmas is comin, ying is startin 2 think wat 2 buy 4 her friends 4 christmas le.. haix.. but 4 me i'm too broke tis daes lei.. donno wat 2 do.. still owein hui n kel their bdae presents than mummi bdae comin next week.. mummi de cannot owe so had 2 go find her present tml or tues n it's goin 2 cost a lot! n there still a lot of stuff that i wanna buy before tis year end.. ar!! in a totalli lack of money state!!

to total up tis daes i had been in a veri stress up emotion can't seem 2 be able 2 enjoy anythin 2 e fullest... haix... sian... part of me wantin 2 find a love tat is jus 4 me, but part 4 me is rejectin tis idea due 2 a lot of reasons.. part of me wanna go out 2 shop, but part of me sae it no use goin out since i got no money.. part of me wanna jus stay at home n rest, play some game n watch moi anime, but once again part of me sae it's borin.. haix... has been havin tis stupid confusin feelin wid me 4 quite some time le till i began 2 wonder is there somethin tat i realli wanted 2 do deep in moi heart tat i yet 2 know...

prcp....

2008-11-15T23:12:00.005+08:00

started moi prcp 4 e first 1 week le... quite stressful n a lot of things donno wat 2 do.... sob.. so lost in e ward.. felt i'm e odd one out in there.. but luckly me was i got 2 make friends since e first day in e ward at least got people 2 talk too so still nt so bad... but had 2 start studyin moi note tml le.. had 2 revise on everythin again as it's a specialise ward... wish me luck....

went 2 cut hair moi hair 2dae cause it's long le n very lazy 2 have 2 tied n pin moi hair durin prcp n blow moi hair everytime after wash... startin was jus 2 cut hair onli than mummi sae she wanna do her hair too so it end up while waitin 4 her i did moi rebondin too.. luckily tis time onli did e end of moi hair so it onli took 3h or so to do finish moi rebondin... or i might be bored 2 death lo... than went 2 meet ying 2 watch Madagascar Escape 2 Africa, a very funni show.. a little childish but it's very funni so 4 people hu haven watch it n thinkin of watchin it just go watch it nice n worth e movie ticket money... oh ya... ying met me n sae i cut moi hair too short le wor.. but ok la at least i feel it's better than the hair style i had last time...

p.s: 4 ying n jo hu ask me 2 link n relink ur bloggie.. i done it le!! haha.. i think jo might feel i finalli relink her le.. haha... oh ya.. i change moi song.. so let me know can u guy hear it...

hui+moi after swimmin

hui+moi after swimmin

kel wid his tiramisu

tiramisu.. yummi

can't rmb e dessert name but it's nice...

found e liqour tat i alwaes wanna try "parfait amour" which mean perfect love in french

N it's veri nice 2 drink to.. so it had become moi fav liqour!!

moi new hairstyle.. wid moi actin cute..

moi new hairstyle

back

2008-11-02T23:37:00.003+08:00

finalli.. updated moi blog again... had been quite busy tis weeks wid moi attachment n wei kor weddin... actualli also nt veri busy la.. jus veri tired after attachment so lazy to come update moi blog... cause moi attachment at changi lei!! had to wake up at 5am jus to reach there on time lo... haix.. sian.. n it 4 every dae for tat 2 weeks cause i keep havin mornin shift onli one afternoon shift for the whole 2 weeks there lo... (~.~) but finally e 2 weeks end le.. than moi 3 month prcp isn't there.. or i can die sia 3 month like tis...

went to wei kor n sandy sis weddin last last tue on the 21st oct at marriot hotel at orchard... it a veri nice weddin.. they even made a veri cute animation video of hw they met one another.. it so so cute n funni tat i ask them 2 sent it 2 me.. n wei kor sae he will when he is free so i will be waitin..(^__^) pic is uploaded in moi facebook.. haven upload in moi friendster yet... will do it tis week.. since i'm havin moi holidae le... btw sandy sis is so pretty tat dae!! tat i realli believe a woman is the most beautiful when she havin her weddin.. it make me wanna wear a weddin gown too.. haha.. tat doesn't mean i wanna get married nw... i JUST wanna TRY on e weddin gown...

new blog skin

2008-09-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

i'm back usin the anime n "link" style blog skin le.. haha.. it had been long since i last uses tis type of skin so too quite long to edit it... i added song in too tis time so do let me know if the song isn't workin.. tag me k?? the skin i uses tis time has a little gothic sense in it n it's the first time i uses tis type.. haha.. last time alwaes uses the sweet n innocent type... so do comment the blog skin too k.. no credit was left this time round cause the person tat did the blogskin didn't left his/her credit down.. so dun blame me wor.. i didn't take it away.. enjoy viewin moi blog.. (^__^)

movie "cyborg she"

2008-09-12T18:37:00.002+08:00

went to watch cyborg she with kel on wed.. it was a nice movie, quite touchin.. nt gonna explain the movie here too hard to explain it le cause too many twist and turn in the movie.. after watchin, i can onto a qns "if there really come a day in the near future that people could create their own perfect cyborg, will you still love a real person and try to accept he/she or will you choose to love ur cyborg with has ur dream/perfect guy character?" Kel straight away sae he will choose to love a real person and try to accept her..than in my mind i know i don't agree wid kel.. i will rather love moi cyborg even i know it wrong or shouldn't be... i don't think i'm able to accept someone wholeheartly, i'm a selfish person :P and love doesn't suit me.. i could onli love myself...

almost a month~~ a VERI long post

2008-09-04T22:33:00.012+08:00

it had been almost a month*3 weeks plus* since i update moi blog le... haha.. so many thing happened within this month... moi final year exam*hope i dun need to take any sub paper*, lynn departure to brisbane, maysi, ying and guang's bdae, our farewell dinner for lynn, moi first time on flyer, yan's bdae present...

The first one and a half week for veri havoc for me... everydae 3-4h of slpin and 12-15hr of studyin in sch jus 4 moi final year exam.. everydae stuck in sch library cafe.. haha.. drinkin Cappuccino or peppermint tea to keep us awake for studin.. oh ya!! and don't forget about our cookies haha.. than almost everydae we stay at sch from 9am to 9pm... lynn even studied the whole night with acey for the last 2 daes.. i worship them le i'm so tired everydae that once i reach home about 3-4h later i mus slp le... can't stand it.. due to this every1 of us had dark circle le.. mine still haven vanish.. sobsob..

The pic we took durin our break time studyin

After exam on thur 21/8/08 was the best haha... we went straight to kbox that evening and sing till 2am.. haha... that was fun.. lynn even brought a cake to celebrate with us for exam of exam.. haha.. nw when i think back, i find it hard to imagine where we got all the energy after the 1 and a half week of every nite jus 2-3 hr of slp yet without resting the evenin after exam we were almost like crazy havin fun in the kbox room haha.. than i went lynn house to slp and the next dae me n lynn went to watch money not enough.. nice movie!! veri touchin and guess wat we saw our friends in the movie!

Our "graduation cake" sponser by lynn.. haha..

Us playin around.. haha.. i look like a strong arm lady

And moi busy daes didn't end here after reachin home on fri. sat all of us went for maysi 21st bdae party.. luckily i still got a sat afternoon to rest but lynn still had 2 go got present for her brisbane trip in the afternoon.. guess she busier than me.. lol.. than after maysi bdae we went to lynn friend bdae party*gees.. how come there so many people bdae on aug?* than her friend wanted to drive us home.. but i asked him to left me off at amk station since mummi came to fetch me.. :P than i went supper with mummi and guang.. OMG! i eat a lot on sat lo.. maysi party got bbq and buffet and i ate it.. than lynn friend's bbq than supper wid mummi.. still haven add in lunch.. (O.O)

A instant pic took by maysi's friend.

Another instant pic

Maysi 21st bdae!

I finalli got to rest on cun cause holidae n no events... i slept like no one business like tat haha... almost more than 15h of slp... i guess the fatigue finalli got me... than on mon lynn suddenly ask us all out for ice skating.. i was so enger and went out wid them straight.. i wanted to learn ice skating for a long time le.. than hu know when we reach there a surprise awaits us.. the studium isn't open on mon!!! all of us got a shock look after reachin there to find it out.. so we end up eatin at mac for almost 2h we decided to go post around cityhall and went to take the flyer at nite... the flyer was quite nice la... but too bad it was a sudden idea so no one brought a camera.. jinge cam no batt.. so hardly any pic was taken as we board it at nite and phone cam suck at nite..

tis taken at the souvenier shop..
me and lynn on the way back home after flyer

me and yan on the way back home..

than on thur we met up again to go lynn house to help her pack up her stuff before she go brisbane. i met them at 1 and we went her house to pack till 4 plus.. after tat we went amk to give lynn a farewell dinner n 2 find yao, yan and moi bdae present.. we ate at ichiban sushi.. haha.. took some pic but wid jinge will take from her next time than upload it up.. than went shoppin startin was jus findin moi present de but yan ask to go to the bra shop than we end up in there for an hour tryin bra.. haha... And all of us got addicted to a bra that cost $80.. but it so nice to wear, i goin to save money n buy 1 of it somedae.. and yan got tat as her bdae present.. haha.. tis e first time i brought some1 bra as bdae present... after that we felt like restin so we went anderson to grab our dessert than went home!!

Us at the bra shop!! haha..

Lynn's ice cream.. i forgot wat it's called..

Jinge's banana split

My strawberry farm

Me bein caught eatin.. i didn't know it was taken till i saw the pic...

Lynn, jinge and yan

The next dae on fri mornin, i went t3 to find hui and ying cause hui wanna celebrate our bdae 2gether she sae scared sept nt free.. so i went there i got a tiramisu from hui as moi bdae cake.. OMG! another yummi dessert.. *kind to think i had been eatin a lot of dessert that week.. haha.* than after that hui went for a job interview and me n ying went to shop for ying present and guang too.. ying got a wallet and a hp pouch and i bought guang a book.. than after that i sent ying to douby mrt station n rush down to t1 to sent lynn off to brisbane.. Oh ya! i brought a card for lynn and gave to her before she went off.. hope she like it.. (^__^) pics with lynn will upload when she return and sent it 2 me...

ying cuttin her cake.. mine has uploaded in friendster.. so go view it!

after fri, here come sat which is guang bdae bbq.. the whole family got busy due to his bbq lo.. mummi went drivin around buyin all the bbq stuff and food needed i accompany her, my maid stayed at home cookin the food.. than we went prayin in the afternoon, later in the evenin the bbq started n i ask ying to come too... than we stayed at the park near ying house and chat till about 10pm btw the bbq was there too.. ying came after eatin dinner even i told her nt too so she didn't eat anythin in the bbq lo.. it me again stuffin moiself wid food... pic nt downloaded yet. still in moi cam...

so i sure i grow fat again after tis weeks lo.. exam time eat while studyin.. than after exam also keep eatin for a lot or reason.. sobsob.. btw others pic taken durin tis daes are uploaded in moi friendster so go view it!! (^__^)

BACK!!

2008-08-05T13:10:00.002+08:00

Yeh!!! project finalli is over.... nw onli left a presentation tml from 2-5pm... haha.. i'm so glad lo.. can focus on studies le after tml...

tis few weeks had been veri busy.. time flow so fast.. havin 4 presentation in 2 week went clubbin wid lynn, yao, yan n jin ge at st james at lynn bdae*pics at friendster*.. went kster wid ying n hui last sat.. well than somethin happen in the middle but i'm glad they r nt angry wid me.. (^__^)

tat all 4 nw ba.. donno wat else 2 write.. haha.. gtg do moi presentation ppt le... bye!!

video finalli uploaded it up le.. haha!!

2008-07-21T20:48:00.005+08:00

E edited 1.. so should be able to watch tis time.. (^__^) do tell me again if still cannot watch it... btw i too lasy 2 go delete e last 1 so dun try playin the below 1 le k?

video

2008-07-21T12:24:00.001+08:00

somethin is wrong wid e video i posted... will reupload it again after i reach home.. (^__^) in sch nw.. missin moi dear n sis n huat.. hope 2 meet u guys soon k!!

video.... regret

2008-07-17T15:35:00.006+08:00

a video did by moi group n edited by me 4 our nursing project.. objective is to improve relationship between parent and child.. haha it quite funny.. everytime i watch, i will be laughin on it...

Today moi group is doin another project n tis time round it quite a sensitive topic 4 me... it about heat stoke.. n it remind me of him... n e regret i had for tat time when he still around.. 4 being so childish n stupid n proud tat time.. n times it make me wonder till nw will he still think tat i'm his "mei"? i hope he will.. but i guess for moi whole life i wun get to know tis ans..

comment needed

2008-07-01T14:40:00.003+08:00

need people viewin moi blog to give me comment le.. can u guys view e flash player on the top of moi blog.. cause at times i like can't seem 2 view it.. if cannot i might change a new blogskin or try editin it.. so pls leave a tag n tell me.. thanks!! (^__^)

FINALLI!! NEW BLOG SKIN!! HAHA

2008-06-26T15:47:00.002+08:00

yeah!! finalli got moi new blog skin again.. so sad tat dae when i can't seem 2 edit it.. found tis skin by incidence de.. but feel it's veri cute so decided 2 use it.. may edit a bit more cause dun realli like e color used in e blog 4 e font a bit plain lei.. but nw at sch no time 2 do tat.. kk.. goin 4 class le... so do comment it k??

update!! somethin wrong wid moi blog???

2008-06-23T12:03:00.002+08:00

think somethin is wrong wid moi blog template lei.. can seem to edit it any more.. wanted 2 change moi template de.. but somehw alwaes can't get it right it right.. sobsob....

nth much 2 do nw.. in sch nw.. hopin 2 go back home soon 2 complete moi new downloaded anime kiba.. haha dun think a can complete it 2dae though cause still got 29 eps haven watch yet.. think will onli complete it earliest wed ba.. cause tml got batminton will be out all dae le... gees dun like de feelin of watchin a anime halfway done...~~~

worst hair month + finalli updated pics!!

2008-06-10T22:22:00.004+08:00

guess wat is e worst thing a girl could had done 2 herself?? is to get a bad haircut!!! dun even try 2 prove me wrong.. jus think a bad makeup or a bad outfit can be change easily within a dae n a bad haircut dun it take months to grow back ur hair!! ARH!! went 2 cut moi hair 2dae wid moi mum... due to a lot of reason*hard 2 explain* i decided 2 listen 2 e hairstylist n got moiself a new haircut*actualli i jus wanted 2 trim moi hair de* n nw i'm stuck wid a hairstyle tat dun suit me.. i look so boyish!! OMG!! donno wat 2 do nw lo... sobsob.. guess i'm stuck wid it nw till moi hair grow bad!! sobsob... oh man i gonna miss moi last hairstyle VERI VERI MUCH!!

lynn after her makeup
me lookin stupid wid e green tea
lynn+eva
e horrible pic part 1..
e horrible pic part 2.. haha
e momo ice cream.. LOVED IT
de lime sorbet if i rmb wrongly e name.. anyway it taste nice..

us in toilet.. at outram mrt station..
Yanyan lookin funni wid e icecream...

outin?? happi?? sad??

2008-06-01T18:42:00.003+08:00

went out 4 both fri n sat.. fri went out wid lynn yanyan n yaoyan 2 watch sex n e city.. it a MUST watch movie 4 gurls.. veri motivatin... it make me wanna go buy their dvd series.. but it nt selled in spore so asked lynn 2 help me look 4 it when she went overseas.. haha... btw took neoprint wid them le.. haha first time taken neoprint wid them loved all e pics.. it in moi friendster.. haha.. still got take some more pics.. gonna upload it up later.. cause in sch nw n didn't brin moi pics.. sat went out wid ying long n huat well didn't took a lot of pics but still luckily 2 took a few wid huat at e end of e dae at moi house downstair.. pic in friendster again.. haha.. others will also be uploaded here later... n we went 2 city hall a jap restaurant*4get wat e restaurant name le* to eat dessert. OMG! e ice cream there is sososo nice fall in love wid their momo ice cream... think i'm gonna miss it a lot..

k.. enough of happi stuff here come e uphappi stuff.. haix... i got angry wid long on sun.. cause i'm tired of alwaes worryin about their stuff than went 2 tell him stuff than widout even askin me he will go tell ying.. i know it gud 4 him 2 be truthful 2 ying.. but hw about moi feelin lei?? as a friend isn't it impt to care n respect ur friends feelin? it veri hurtful 4 me lei.. i alwaes like scared ying one daes will sae i betray her cause i said out her stuff scared tat there will be once our friendship might break off yet i'm worried tat if he dun know their relationship will turn bad.. but there he is saein out all the stuff widout even tellin me first n WORST I ALWAES GET TO KNOW THROUGH YING!! ya so wat of ying didn't get angry it's still is veri hurtin de lo... moi trust 4 him is totally gone le... i'm sure he knows i dun wanna let ying knows cause i told him before n there he is like saein tis thing like it means nth 2 me nt even a sorri was said after they know moi feelin.. i dun mind if he tell me first tat he will be saein it 2 ying before he even tell her.. but nw tis make me look like a fool bein stupidly worry n scared of those stuff 4 nth.. n ying didn't even sae anythin like she sidin him too.. wanted 2 cry so much on sun but it hurt too much tat e tears dun even flow out.. 8 years of friendship le.. i never once knew there will be once tat i will do somethin tat will hurt or break our friendship but i did it le.. i realli can't stand it le.. wat is happenin hurt too much... they might nt means tis way but wat i'm feelin nw is moi feelin is totalli bein ignore.. i know e whole conversation sound like i'm e victim.. i also had fault i'm wrong to go do stuff tat i didn't need 2 do after all it a prob between e 2 of them.. n i'm also at wrong nt 2 sae out moi feelin earlier by keepin it all 2 moiself.. realli donno wat 2 do nw.. wat can i do? does tat mean our friendship end here? i realli donno nw? am i suppose to 4get about tis n pretend tat nth happen? but i dun think i can let it go.. i realli donno? i dun wan our friendship 2 end here but wat can i do? i really never want 2 do anythin tat will hurt our friendship..

almost to break time...

2008-05-28T11:51:00.002+08:00

YA!!! finalli moi ICA is over.. till week 12 than another one will start le.. so tat mean i get 2 spent moi 2 weeks holidae peacefulli widout any stress of moi ica till sch start at week 11 (23/6/08) but still got left 1 journal 2 persent on next tues... haha.. but at least i feel it nt so stressin than ica..

kk enough of studies... dun realli like tis topic.. haha.. will be goin out on fri wid lynn yao yan n yanyan to go watch 'sex n e city' n go shoppin!! haha.. so we decided tat fri we will need 2 wear veri nice, high heel, n wear makeup.. than will take pics.. so feel moi blog so plain.. can't wait 4 fri 2 come.. (^__^) than tis sat batminton should be cancelled le.. sobsob.. but nvm.. nw hopin can meet huat in tis sat before he go 4 his ns.. or scared we might lost contact sia....

2dae started off wid a bit bad of luck.. mp3 no batt, late 4 sch, brin wrong textbook 2 sch... hope e last few daes of tis week will be better!! dun wish anythin 2 happen on fri n sat.. cause i realli hope e plan can go well 4 e 2 daes....

pics..........

2008-05-20T12:03:00.002+08:00

feel like goin out n take a lot of pics tis daes.. cause so long never go take pic le.. but alwaes donno go where 2 take lei.. haix.. quite long never update moi blog n friendster of any pics le lo... want 2 update them.. haha... tat all la.. nth much 2 sae le.. oh ya!! tis daes in 100% broke state sia.. so also cannot 2 go n buy clothes le.. mummi also ban me from buyin le.. brought almost 10 clothes moiself tis month.. haven include in e 1 mummi brough 4 me lo... i'm in a crazy 4 clothes state.. think maybe it gud 4 me nt 2 have any money nw too. so i wun keep buyin clothes le.. haha...

finalli

2008-05-17T16:25:00.003+08:00

haha.. came 2 update moi blog le... tis daes busy wid moi project n exam.. so stressed up as the exam had history of failin more than half a class of student per class every year which mean there chances of havin a student failin the exam out of 2 student.. but luckily for our class we got nice lecturer tat had assessed us so every1 of us passed. n if i'm nt wrong we r e onli class tat has all passes other classes all have high no of failure.. haha.. so quite proud of our class.. but tis also mean we had 2 work harder le.. cause there r more project and exam yet to come.. sobsob... realli bejan to hate year 3 life le... missin moi holidae whereby all the time i'm relaxin n goin out wid friends... but nevermind holidae comin le.. 3 more weeks 2 holidae.. haha... than i'm goin 2 relax moiself again.. hope 2 go 4 a massage n spa sia...~~~~

movie

2008-05-02T23:35:00.003+08:00

went to watch dance of e dragon ytd.. sobsob wasn't tat nice as it seem.. e movie was quite draggy but e last part of e movie was nice.. when i saw fann wong dance... OMG!! it so pretty n sexy.. she realli let people feel like she is a pro dancer...
than went it steamboat wid lynn yanyan n yaoyan.. haha.. we eat like siao like tat lo... esp e prawn.. i ate i think got 10 of it lo.. gonna stop eatin prawn 4 awhile.. sick of it le lo... n most of e food we grab r seafood n hence nw me n lynn sick of seafood le, jus think of it nw upset our stomach lo.. afterall we eat 4 almost 2h ytd... haha...
enjoyed moiself veri fun.. hope 2 go out wid them soon again... haha.. but provided i got money too.. cause 2dae shouldn't had went out alone 2 go buy e blossom clothes tat i wanted 2 buy.. N i end up buyin another shirt wid it costin me $60 4 both shirt nw broke again le... but still had to slim down first 2 wear it as nw wear still look fat however i LOVED e shirt design so still brought it.. i'm weak in temptation.. lol... but nvm cause e clothes motivated me 2 go diet.. I MUST LOSE WEIGHT!! cause wanna wear e clothes.. haha...

OMG!!! slackin...

2008-04-30T15:50:00.003+08:00

haha... had been slackinn a lot tis daes*nt studyin, playin around in class, slpin in lecture....* NNNNNN......... moi exam begin on next wed!!! ARH!!! haven even study yet lo.. but no mood 2 do so lei... think will study from fri onward ba.. cause tml public holidae n i'm goin out wid lynn they all 2 watch dance of a dragon.. haha.. so excited.. had been waitin 4 tis movie to show since new year lo when i saw it preview nw finalli can go watch it le.... yeah!! hope e movie is as nice as de preview... (^__^) cause after tis have 2 stress moiself like siao le... sobsob....

new bloggie skin again... haha...

2008-04-22T21:45:00.003+08:00

phew...... finalli done wid tis bloggie skin... used almost 4h doin it.. cause the arrangment the person gave me wasn't right.. had 2 rearrange it n it veri hard lo.. so many cordinatin need to do to make it align.... but might be editin it a bit more next time cause feel e color a bit plain.. too tired nw... haha... anyway edited moi chat box color too.. know it doesn't fit moi bloggie but i purposely did tat way de.. to let people know i got a chat box so pls leave a tag n i'm sian of light color chat box le.. so edited somethin tat i think it veri strikin color... n it also one of e conbination color tat i like usin nw.. cause i feel red n black matches veri well.. hope u guy like it too... (^__^)

advertising

2008-04-21T20:44:00.002+08:00

help moi friend lynn to advertise... haha.. do go visit their bloggie k? 4 girls they do sell clothes tat r pretty n all r less than 30 bucks!! n tat include dresses too... n 4 guys it a nice bloggie to go if u ever need to buy any present 4 girls...

http://purplehippocloset.wordpress.com/

snow city

2008-04-16T11:48:00.006+08:00

went to snow city wid moi family last sun.... it was veri fun.. took a lot of pics will upload some here n if possible in friendster too*somehw moi friendster like got a bit prob alwaes nt respondin de* after goin snow city it made me wanted to go a snowin country best is of course go japan lo... wanted to play wid real snow more.. there's real snow in snow city but somehw de place is small hence nth much could be done there still feel goin a real country will be better but well it better than nth... at least i got to know hw real snow look like... haha.....
moi bro... haha.... love his tis pic cause he look so cute...

me n bro waitin to play e snow slide... haha...

links

2008-04-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

tis post is to moi darlin angel*angela* de.. cause she keep saein i never update moi blog... haha... btw angel i added ur bloggie to moi link le.. so pls do so too k???

time passes so fast tis 3 weeks.. n nw moi attachment end le.. veri big thanks to e staff n ic there they r alwaes bein nice to me even though i'm bein veri clumsy in tis attachment.. keep doin e wrong stuff.. ;p sch startin again next mon.. like usual haven brought moi book yet.. haha... oh btw i passed moi sub paper.. cheer to me!!! kk.. back to de topic...year 3 startin le... had 2 be veri serious tis year le.. cause if can i might wanna further study by goin uni... well, nt veri decided yet though.. cause moi result suck like alwaes.. do even think can get a job wid those result of mine yet even think of goin uni.. haha... sound like a foolish idea.. well.. tat onli mean it goin to be a veri hard year 4 me.. sobsob... hope i can make it.....

movie koizora

2008-04-02T23:30:00.003+08:00

so long since i last blog.... haha.. so here some update of wat i'm been doin... havin moi attachment 4 almost 2 week le..* bein stress up due to it.. sobsob* than taken moi sub paper 4 1 of moi exam.. nw waitin 4 e result*start feelin scared jus thinkin about it* went out wid ying hui gelvin n jun long last sat *n had enjoyed it* n watch a veri touchin movie n cried 4 almost 30min tis e first time i watch a movie n cried tis long... all i can sae it after watchin it i finalli know y it jap mo 1 hit box in movie ratin 4 almost 1 month since it showed on de threater n more than 2000 people cried after watchin tis show.. *info is below*
movie name: koizora (恋空) *nt sure y but actualli e real romaji name 4 tis movie should be spell as koisora but somehw they used koizora instead*

movie language: japanese but wid eng subtitle

movie plot: mika a high school girl tat like to cry n is a bit naive, lost her phone one day in sch, when she found it back she got to know hiro, a guy hu's character is like a river, alwaes movin on forwardly no matter wat happen or stand in his ways.. n tis started her first love n than................ *4 e continue pls go c e movie it self...*

movie overall: touchin, sweet n quite innocent however it a veri sad story...*so 4 people hu dun like sad movie might nt like tis movie*

moi rating: 4.5 out of 5 score it's worth the movie ticket money 2 go watch it. *0.5 4 any improvement u guy feel it should have*

teddy

2008-03-09T15:50:00.003+08:00

envy ying ytd.. so got a special made teddy bear from her jun long ytd which cost him $99.90... so sweet.. haha... afterall it tis world one n onli bear... haha... told them tat than they stright away sae so find a bf n ask him 2 buy it 4 me lo... moi mind was like "diao... didn't wanted 2 go into a relationship yet cause dun think i can cope it nw n if everythin tat i wan need me 2 tell moi bf personalli than he know, like tat i rather buy it moiself le.. i wun relay on guys tat wun understand me" took the pic of e teddy from ying blog will upload it here hope she dun mind... haha..

exam over

2008-02-21T14:33:00.002+08:00

YEAH!!!! EXAM IS OVER!!! FINALLY!!! haha.... but got a feel i need 2 take sub paper 4 one of moi exam... nw onli hopin than moi ica could help me pull up e marks n give me a passin grade... haha.... but 4 e time bein.... relax n go find a work, need money veri much... i'm broke... haha....

long~~~~

2008-02-16T21:31:00.003+08:00

so many things happen tis daes.. first new year than valentine than exam!!! haix... hated it... got a feeln i'm failin moi exam which i took on fri 15-2-08 cause i too busy wid helpin ying doin her cake 4 jun long n doin moi own hand made chocolate for moi friends... than didn't realli study 4 it... n e paper was verio hard lo... sobsob... n i ended up onli given e chocolate 2 ying n jo cause i onli got 2 c them... i 4got 2 brin it 2 sch on fri 2 give moi poly friends will be givin them on tues hope e chocolate will last.... got a rose from ying on valentine dae.. haha.. ying thanks!! anyway had 2 work hard on moi other 2 exam le... had 2 make sure i dun fail e other 2 too.... haix... it goin 2 be a hard week 4 me to pass through~~~~~~~

new year...

2008-02-12T13:25:00.000+08:00

tis year de new year did nth much wor... haha... onli take red packet n watch movie*cj7+ah long ptc* and eat dinner wid moi cousins they all... so overall it a veri plain new year... haven got 2 play moi fav mahgong... haha...

found below passage from a story.. it how the guy confess to e girl.. felt it veri nice, sweet n touchin so decided to copy it down.... do read it... but of couse i know some might feel it too unreal 4 guys 2 sae tis... but hey i still feel it nice if a guy sae tis 2 me durin a veri special occasion. it doesn't have 2 to be always 'i love u' or e 3 words will sound so untrue 2 me le...

You are like the rain.

Like the rain, you have washed away everything I was before.

Now I am bare. I am naked but for you.

Without you I have nothing.

Without you I am nothing.

I am cleansed, renewed, reborn.

Now I live, only for you.

new bloggie template...

2008-02-03T20:17:00.000+08:00

change moi bloggie template to the normal type de le... cause quite tired of e type i'm alwaes usin de le... spend a lot of time editin tis cause somehw it harder edited tis type than the one i alwaes use... maybe i'm used 2 editin those type le.. haha... do give me comment k??

chinese new year comin hence me n mummy was packin our new year clothes *4 those hu donno we share clothes de..* n found out............ OMG!!!! tis year all brought dresses 4 new year.. nt even a shirt, pant or skirt was brought.. haha... guess u can sae i'm stuck with dresses tis year.. but shirt n pants r needed 4 moi sch lei... hmmmm... should i buy???? but quite broke nw lei... hmmmm............

............................ended........................................

2008-02-01T16:28:00.001+08:00

finalli... de most stressful dae is over... i passed moi retest 4 CPR, did moi presentation wid some error n might fail moi elective test... but at least i live though 2dae le... had been veri stress tis whole dae.. after moi CPR test had 2 rush 2 moi friend presentation ---->lecture ---->moi presentation ---->when finalli an hour break had 2 read moi elective book cause i didn't even study at all had been worryin too much on the other 2 stuff... tot luckily it an open book test but end up the qns is so diff tat even havin the book wid u, u wun know hw 2 ans it if u didn't study it before the exam.... haix... wonder will i fail even though the lecturer sae no 1 fail before.. but still quite worry cause i realli didn't know hw 2 do the SAQ which is 30 marks n the overall is over 60 marks onli... haix....

but wat make me sian nw.. is tat somehw even though i had live through 2dae i still cannot find moiself relaxin... i'm still too tired to 2 do things else includin watchin moi fav anime it doesn't help even though it helped all of the times in e past... wonder wat happened 2 me...

wedding

2008-01-30T10:35:00.000+08:00

went to view ying blog n saw e weddin gown in her lastest post... it veri nice gown... haha like tat she sae i guess it all girls dream to be a beautiful bride n walk down the alter n at e other side there stood the guy she love n will be stayin wid him 2gether for the rest of their life.. haha... but it still too far 4 me nw... mummy n daddy wun allow me 2 even go stead nw lo... let alone gettin married... but i also got no time 4 tis nw... had been busy wid moi studies.. guess i'm nt realli a person tat can do more than one thing at a time de... hmmm... haix... sound sad but nw in moi mind r jus moi spoiled hp will it get repair n will i pass moi cpr test... love huh?? i guess i did wanted it but some how it feel like it still too far away from me.. i donno y.. maybe deep in moi heart i'm still nt ready for it... hu know?? haha.. 4 nw, it jus a dream 4 me tat i doesn't know will it come true...

FAIL...

2008-01-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

i failed moi cpr test 2dae... sobsob... haix.... nw i had retake e test on fri... which mean i will have 3 test on fri... first moi cpr test than presentation than moi elective test... haix.... startin still tot i could pass moi cpr test 2dae de... but still end up failin... i guess tis wat u get 4 bein too over confidence ba... sobsob....

long long time~~

2008-01-25T13:19:00.000+08:00

it had been so long since i last blog... tis few weeks had been veri busy wid moi studies... exam comin n i'm havin CPR exam next tues... train like siao like tat cause scared fail than nw end up wid sore hands.. or should i sae wrist... cause u need 2 use a lot of force to conmense e CPR.. n min still had 2 do 150 times lei.. n mus within 2min lo... haix... stress!!! haix... than i accidently make spoil moi bro phone by dropin it in e rain.. nw it's in e shop repairin but e people sae it might nt work properly anymore sia.. haix... wat 2 do?? didn't let mummy they all know it yet.. cause it nt moi phone i'm nt allowed 2 spoil it... jus hope they can repair it back....

new bloggie skin n end of moi paeds attachment

2008-01-13T02:46:00.000+08:00

saw ying change her blo skin suddenly had the urge to change mine too... haha... actualli decided on another blog skin de but too bad donno y somehw i jus can't use it... sobsob... but tis nice too hope u guys like it too.... comment pls!!

moi paeds attachment end le... haix.. so fast... afterall i like workin wid kids... took some pics.. gonna upload it here n in friendster so pls take a look...

paintin

2007-12-28T12:34:00.000+08:00

haha.... i was paintin moi bro room ytd from the usual blue to baby pink... lol... dun realli think e pinky color suit moi bro but the forture teller sae moi bro room had to be pink... haha.. so no choice... hence brought a paint n painted 1 full dae... VERI TIRING lo!!!!! hence slp veri well ytd... haha... woke up 9++ 2dae to go 2 sch 4 project.. so nw i'm usin moi friend com to type moi blog de... haha... anyway didn't didn't much durin moi tis holidae.. still owe xmas present for moi friends.. haha.. no money lei... sobsob... meet up wid ra last mon.. she like more n more like hebe le... skinny, short n she cut hebe hairstyle.. haha... went k wid her colin n ying.. took one pic wid her.. goin to upload it in moi friendster later... didn't really celebrate xmas tis year.. jus went cafe cartel to eat dinner n they had a xmas drink 'teramisu latte' it veri nice hope they will be sellin it even after xmas haha.. or i will be missin it... will upload e drink pic later here in moi bloggie when i reach home... post to here le... better go do moi project le... haha... tata...the latte!!! yummy!!

merry xmas

2007-12-25T14:16:00.000+08:00

haven update moi blog 4 ten daes le... haha... will update moi stuff other daes... nw jus came here n wish every1 merry xmas!!! haha....

????????????????????????

2007-12-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

haix... donno wat 2 sae le... tis few daes donno am i bein veri emotional or wat.. than to flared up veri easily.... somethin is definately botherin me... maybe i'm lettin moiself go too much le... cannot be so uncontrol... haix... nt veri sure........

new link

2007-12-11T02:06:00.000+08:00

got moiself a new link.. go view e bloggie k?? well it nt some1 i know.. but i jus happen to like e video he made... it veri funni n it actualli edited from death note... well 4 people hu realli like death note might hate e video though.. but i still find it veri funni so if u dun mind do go view it... n tag me a comment on hw u feel about his video.... in under e link "video aka 便秘筆記本/Constipation Note"

ying.... bio practical

2007-12-06T11:47:00.000+08:00

done wid moi bio practical 2dae... jus hope i could pass cause quite of e theory qns i donno hw 2 ans... haix...

went to ying n jun long joint bloggie 2dae...*i added their bloggie into moi link le* OMG!!!!! they r so mushy tat i dun think i could stand it sia... lol.... but i'm still glad 4 her.. cause tat mean she found her happiness jus hopin nw tat it will become an happy eva after... Jun long u better take good care of her!!!! or rmb wat i said tat dae!!!

examsSsSsSs

2007-12-05T10:30:00.000+08:00

havin a lot of exam tis week*mon clinical practical exam, tml bio practical exam n fri elective exam*.. so quite long never come touch moi bloggie le... haix.... in quite a lot of stress... cause mon got scoldin all e way since i started e exam till e end from the lecturer tat tested me on moi practical n she nearly failed me.... i nearly cried while doin moi skill, moi hand is tremblin, i'm like whisperin when i suppose 2 explain the skill, i couldn't even bear to look at her, moi mind was in a blank state.. n tis e first time i passed a test wid out feelin relieve or happi.. instead i almost cried out after i went out of e room.... irony right?? but 4 me clinical skill had alwaes been moi best subject.. so i guess i gave moiself too much pressure by thinkin if i fail moi best subject nw wat am i goin 2 do wid de other subjects... frankly speakin i realli can't imagine wat happen if i fail tat dae.. i know there a retest 4 it.. but it will still be too much 4 me to take it... anyway it over... nw i had 2 focus on moi other tests... but i guess e feelin i had on mon is still affectin me in a way or another....

"."bdae"." feelin ....ying....

2007-12-02T00:27:00.000+08:00

jus finish done celebratin mum bdae 2dae.. actualli 2 be actual it ytd 1/12.. hope mummi like e present we*moi+moi bro* gave her.. an handmade photo frame wid a family pic in it n 2 bottle of her fav soap lol.... i know 2 second present sound weird but i didn't realli know wat else 2 give her...

mon havin practical test le.. but still haven done readin e text yet.. somehw i can't found moiself focusin on anythin tis daes.. nt even on thing tat i like such as anime n comic... alwaes feelin veri tired... hope tis wun last long... cause it startin 2 affect moi mood....

ying got a new stead le... even though tat mean we could hardly meet le cause ying will start workin too from tis sun at sentosa.... but i'm still glad 4 her.. jun long is a nice guy i could tell tat he will treasure ying unlike tat idiot bastard v*c**r hu onli know hw 2 ill treat ying while ying liked him... wish ying could get a better future wid jun long as she deserve it... (^__^)

scared...... worried

2007-11-28T10:41:00.000+08:00

haix... nt in veri good mood tis daes.... feelin veri scared n stress n sad... practical exam on next mon n presentation on tis fri r nt goin on smoothly... i even got 2 know 4 practical exam 4 those hu had taken on mon onli 2 passed out of e 6 lo... haix... n guess wat out of e six there 4 student tat suppose 2 do well de lo.... haix..... wonder will i pass?? i got a feelin i will be e same as e other go in le than straight away fail... but i dun wanna retake... i hated e feelin of takin sub paper.... k... enough of practical... than presentation.. there a girl tat had nt been attendin our group meetin.. i know i sometime also like tat.. but she onli came once out of e erm.... 6 meetin *i think* wonder if she can present e slides properly anot on fri.. btw i dun think she know wat slides she presentin up 2 nw lo.... haix... quite worried 4 her too.... (~_~) hope everything can turn out well....

christmas season....

2007-11-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

more pics r in moi friendster.... had put in e smallest size cause moi blog page e size nt veri big too... jus click on e pic 4 e original size

depress n stress

2007-11-15T15:35:00.000+08:00

veri depress n stress tis daes... cause first moi phone donno wat happen it can't seem to be able 2 use moi memory card hence i could nt take photo n video n download songs 2 moi phone... hence usin moi bro phone nw... than ytd moi mp3 spoil i can't even turn on it lo, de same i also donno y it happen... than had 2 presentation tis week n i dun think i presented well.. than ytd skip lecture 2 go do moi mp3 cause i can't live without it go till tampines le than e person tell me mp3 can onli be repair at their main company with is at toh guan n i dun even know where is tis place lo...which mean i had 2 take cab there... 2dae lesson end at 6 hence cannot go there too mus wait till tml... n can't tell moi mum i spoil moi mp3 too.. or she will scold, haven even 6month than spoiled it le... than nw than found out tat there a part of moi warranty need 2 be submit within 7 daes once u brought it 2 activate it than i didn't know donno nw e warrenty can use ma... haix.. if cannot use i will donno wat 2 do lo... as i think repair it will be ex... haix... veri much feel like cryin nw... jus in 4daes n everythin come dropin down 2 me...

feelin

2007-11-12T15:03:00.000+08:00

走到最后，谁也不会是谁的谁. nice words?? i found it in moi friend 'lili' blog.... it sort of calm down moi feelin nw... had been wonderin wat i did ytd was it e right thing 2 do?? ytd ying keep tellin me n persuade me 2 sae tat y i said it out... but was it realli e right thing 2 do?? i realli donno... all i know is tat i nearly broke a taboo i vow 2 moiself tat i will never broke because of it i found moiself can't fall asleep ytd... sound veri stupid right?? havin a cold since fri... e fever had went down le... but havin presentation tml hope i still have e voice 2 talk... cause nw keep coughin than voice veri dull like a guy like tat sia... haha... so hope it wun go worst tml..

P.S: to moi dearest friends... mus take care wor... dun end up like me....sick.... (@__@)

pic....

2007-11-10T15:40:00.001+08:00

got 2 find tis pic while i'm findin comic online... it look so nice tat i can't help but find moiself attracted 2 it.... hope u guys like it too....

~bein lazy~

2007-11-07T10:38:00.000+08:00

bein veri lazy tis daes... promise ra 2 go sing k wid her n go out wid hui somedaes.. but donno y.. jus dun feel like plannin it yet... moi mind is in a blank donno wat 2 do n donno wat i wan 2 do.. like jus watchin time passes by yet i'm nt doin anythin.. hmmm.. or am i like tis all tis while but jus notice it till nw?? hmmmm.... haix.... donno la... moi mind dun feel like thinkin of any thing nw.... i'm in a dazed~~~~~~~~~.................. (-____-)

edited blog.... songs...

2007-11-04T15:19:00.000+08:00

edited moi blog again.... cause quite tired of keep usin anime as theme.. so change 2 tis.. some people might think tis still anime ma... but i dun realli think so lo...*acutalli in fact tis realli cannot count as anime* ok.. same as usual e credit of e original template is left at moi link page... but i got go edit some more so it still will be a bit diff is u go get it from e owner.. thinkin of addin song but donno wat song 2 add in... hmmm...... so 4 nw still no song lo...

jay chou new album 我很忙 had arrived... like usual.. i find moiself likin all his songs in e new album.. maybe nt knowin it i had become his hardcore fan... haha... but he is realli veri talented... i decided.. MUST go buy his 'secret' vcd.. of i will find moiself regretin of never 2 buyin it like his intial d like tat.. haha...

Hui n huat bdae comin had 2 prepare their present but dun realli know wat 2 buy 4 hui lei.... hmmm... so thinkin but 4 huat de had decided le... haha....

tired... donno wat 2 do nw???

2007-10-29T17:07:00.000+08:00

haix... i had a big "quarrel" wid one of moi group member since last week... actualli it can't realli count as quarrel cause e both of us didn't shout at 1 another... but it obvious tat e 2 of us r angry n sort of dislike 1 another.. cause we dun talk 2 each other anymore.. i know e prob can't jus sae it her fault.. it jus tat e both of us had too much diff in character tat keep makin us disagree wid 1 another point of veiw.. it least tis how i feel.. i donno hw she feel about tis matter.. but i start gettin tired about tis le... afterall it nt veri gud 4 group members nt 2 talk 2 1 another durin meetin right?? but i nt veri sure wat 2 do cause i dun think i got any conversation 2 start wid her as i got a feelin it will end up wid either 1 of us angry again... haix....

p.s: 4 people hu's readin n know hu i'm saein pls dun think too much.. i dun mean 2 complain her in here.. i jus realli donno wat 2 do about it nw....

mp3

2007-10-23T12:49:00.000+08:00

went 2 so call edit moi mp3 cause e black paint at e back came off veri easily hence 2 protect it i decided 2 go do e 'sticker' thingy.. veri ex sia... luckily moi mum paid it 4 me haha.. cause jus nice she left $200 for me n moi bro cause she n daddy is out of town last sat n sun... so used e money there 2 pay 4 it.. since she sae e money there is 4 e 2 of us 2 spent on e 2 daes.. *sound a bit bad but haha... dun think too much ba..* haha....

love... likin.....

2007-10-14T12:29:00.000+08:00

sometimes i realli dun understand tis feelin... wat e meanin of bein in love or found some1 tat u like?? i guess i will never understand e meanin 2 it... ying has been saein tat it time 4 me 2 try havin a stead.. but 2 me wat i'm thinkin is tat 'is it tat impt?' i guess i still nt mature enough yet 2 go think about love ba... 2 me nw havin fun is e most impt... haha!!!

went out ytd wid daniel... n i had planned on buyin tat thing.. hmmm... but after daniel went 2 meet his gf.. i went shoppin moiself n spent too much till i got nt enough money 2 buy tat thing again... sobsob... think will go buy it next week ba.. if i can saved enough money....

nth much.. sian :broke:

2007-10-09T03:04:00.000+08:00

nth 2 do nw... so decided 2 come here n update moi blog... nw adaes it seem like i'm e onli 1 tat realli went 2 check blog de le... jo n ying never update their blog liao... boon huat veri busy wid his project... ('~')

haix.... brought so many things tis week sia... moi phone memory card spoil so no choice had 2 go buy a new 1 which cost moi $28(-.-!!!) than brought a ring which cost me $26 as i went 2 engraved words too.. than lent ying $22 cause ying wanna buy e ring too... than jus tat cost moi $76 le nt countin in other stuffs i brought on others daes.. like comic, food, vcd, cd, dvd, accessory.... i think jus tis fews daes since moi holidae start i got spent $100++ le... hence nw in broke state.. sobsob.. (~.~) n i still need 2 buy impt stuff like moi shoes n bag... n i still wish 2 go k one more time before sch start!!!!! (*.*) hope i can get e money from moi mum afterall e bag n shoes r 4 moi sch de... but like tat i somehw sound veri bad lei....

emotions...

2007-10-07T19:31:00.000+08:00

i find moiself bein veri emo tis few daes.. but i donno y.. somehow in moi heart somethin is trigerin it... which make me dun feel like me anymore.. somehow i feel like i'm changin 2 someone else but i dun wish too... hope i'm wrong..

:.:.:jolin movie..:..

2007-10-02T19:56:00.000+08:00

brought jolin cd+dvd 2dae.. n jus done wid watchin it jus nw... SO COOL N NICE SIA!!! i like e first part de most.. jus 4 ur info there a total of 3 part which does nt realli link so even if u start watchin from any part of it u wun feel u miss out much de... but e first part is VERI VERI NICE sia!! i loved it de most... veri touchin!!! but yet quite sad.... i dun mind 2 die jus 2 be loved by some1 like him*jus e guy in part 1*... Any1 hu wan 2 c e movie i dun mind lendin out 2 u as long as u ask me n keep a gud care of it... (^__^) hope u guy watch le will like it as much as i do....

blog skin changed!!

2007-09-27T19:11:00.000+08:00

jus changed moi blog skin... hmmm... but somehw i feel e last 1 nicer... so might change back again or find other 2 change... haha...

anyway still havin moi attachment till tml... so i think will post more details tml ba... 2dae veri tried le....

finalli.....

2007-09-23T01:48:00.000+08:00

done wid moi attachment at imh... nth much 2 sae... hmmm... or should i sae i donno hw 2 put it in words how i feel tis 2 weeks in there...

anyway... tis few daes a lot of people got sick wor.. moi bro, ying n jo.. so moi dearest friends pls take care of urself n dun get sick... 4 jo n ying.. hope u 2 get well soon.. (^__^)

first dae of attachment.. 18禁不禁 ep20

2007-09-11T01:55:00.000+08:00

haha.. had quite a shock 2dae... cause i first time goin in imh than donno where 2 meet hence scared lost... haha.. so nervious sia... hmmm... nt sure if i can realli do well in tis attachment.. cause it realli veri diff from e hospital settin... but i will jia you de!!! (^__^)

watch 18禁不禁 ep20 2dae... a veri veri nice endin.. i was veri touched by it... a last ep realli remind me of e daes of our sec sch life.. of course their is much better but neverless i still loved n enjoyed moi sec sch life a lot.. like wat e ep sae, even we will be apart but we will alwaes be best friends.. even in e future we might nt be able 2 meet up anymore or often u guy will still be moi best friends n be kept in moi heart.. n will never be 4gotten.. isn't tis gud is every1 will feel tis way?? but in tis cruel reality will be realli happen?? or am i bein naive? but i realli hope tis could happen... gees y am i feelin sad nw?? 4get it.. gtg le tml still got attachment... nite....

finalli.....

2007-09-05T13:13:00.000+08:00

haha.... even though i'm havin holidae nw... i found moiself hardly come here 2 blog... a bit like 4got about moi bloggie le... but nth much had happen so also nth much 2 write.. but these daes thinkin should i go download 樱野3加1 or should i jus wait 4 de vcd 2 come n buy it?? hmmm......

news song tat i think nice n intro 2 u guys:
特务J by jolin *her newest song nw onli had her ep but her album will be comin out on 21/9*
超人气 by Ivy许嘉凌 *Evonne younger sis, n it her first album*
我是No. 1 by 快乐帮 *their name 快乐帮 actualli had a meanin.. they r actualli contestants from happy sunday the singin contest.. therefore they name themselves 快乐帮*
因为我相信 by 星光帮 *the hottest gang in taiwan nw..*

celebrate ying bdae!!! happy!!! (^_____^)

2007-08-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

ya!!!! went 2 celebrate wid ying huat n hui on last fri her ying bdae cause ying will nt be free on thur... actualli we did nth much cause onli went out shop shop n brought her a dress as present*mus ask her 2 wear out e next time*... :p haha... n i still owe huat $15 mus pay him back e next time i meet him... (*.*) but we still had fun..(^.^) hope she like it too.... anyway i did a video 4 ying n huat... ^.^ next time sent it 2 u.. hope u will like it.. ('_')

!!movie!! 881

2007-08-19T14:23:00.000+08:00

when to c 881 de movie ytd... hmmm... overall e movie is average onli... quite disappointed cause e tv sae till like veri funni n nice like tat but end up i dun reali think it tat funni lo... e whole show when there funni part onli like half e people is laughin onli *includin moi bro hu laugh cause other people laugh* haix... e onli part which i found it nice maybe is when they singin on e geitai than keep changin e clothes lo... veri colorful, tat all... n u know wat?? e movie still full house wor... i guess tis tell u hw much media can influence people.. but it realli nt tat funni as wat other sae la.. frankly speakin it a movie than u dun need 2 spend $9 on e ticket jus 2 c it... it a movie tat u can jus c online 4 fun de... no need 2 waste 2 movie on it.. use it on other movie tat worth e money better....

bukit timah nature reserve

2007-08-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

went to bukit timah nature reserve wid boon huat ytd... haha... overall is veri fun la even though it tirin too... took a lot of pic.. 100++ lo... lol... we went there like tourist like tat... keep takin pics... hmmm... when we r at e hill there nth much 2 c.. even when we reach e summit... but luckily 4 us... we decided 2 go 2 e park beside bukit timah nature reserve n found a quarrey... VERI NICE SIA E VIEW!!!!*pic of it below* never knew singapore also got tis kind of place.. even though it quite small la it realli veri beautiful... startin when i saw it i tot i went into china.. lol... cause those place like could be seen in china onli... than after tat we went home le... cause i had 2 reach home early 2 "pai pai"... hmmm... think next time can ask ying n other 2 go there too... maybe 2 have a picnic...(^__^) haha... i fall in love wid tat place le....

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"."bdae"." ~~feelin~~ ....ying....

scared...... worried

video.... regret

"."bdae"." feelin ....ying....

~bein lazy~

nth much.. sian :broke:

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